The only thing that can relieve the severe pain in this world is to numb one's body, whether it is with extremely bitter medicine or with working day and night. Flash Dance.

People in the world say that a woman who is a mother is extraordinarily strong, and will deliver a steady stream of vitality for that little life, so she can endure the unbearable suffering in the world.

Mingyi wants to say, it's all fart.

If it weren't for the child, she would have at least been able to drink a few glasses of wine every night to make herself sleep. Without the child, she might have been able to indulge occasionally, hugging her left and right and pretending to be just an ordinary passer-by at first. If there is no such child, she will regard the unforgettable love in the past as a spring dream of herself, admit it, and admit that she is stupid.

But now, the man was gone, still holding this tight spell, wanting to bind her for many years to come. The most powerless thing is that she can't take off this golden hoop, and she still needs to regard it as the most precious heaven-sent treasure, which is more important than her own life.

With her increasingly reckless and decisive nature, she can exchange a moment of pain for a lifetime of ease, she couldn't do it in the past, but now, if she stands outside of things, she will be extremely calm and let this woman give up pregnancy.

Truth is reason, reality is reality, but she can only make the most unrealistic choice, it has nothing to do with motherhood, and it has nothing to do with reverence for life, it's just that she still has a trace of delusion, the past feelings are real, and the person's kiss is hot. 35xs

She counted her twelve hours as thirty-six.

The dart game opened, and Xia Huanfeng helped Ma Chengling take some orders from the merchants in the West Market, and gradually became self-sufficient.

Hua Zixian's martial arts brothers in Yangzhou rushed to Chang'an in batches and settled in the camp, not entering the city for the time being, waiting for the opportunity.

She explained the affairs of Chengwei Pavilion to Yinniang one by one, and those women who originally looked down on Yinniang gradually began to accept her. Yinniang has a sweet mouth, cleverness, is very good at reading people's eyes, and pleases people, although she lacks some aura to take charge of big things, but she can serve those ladies very ironing.

Ming Yi observed carefully, and Yin Niang was not interested in the beauty of the four gentlemen at all. To do this, I am most afraid of self-theft, which is the most important condition.

There was only one thing she felt was an unexpected nuisance. Since Yinniang lived in Chengwei Pavilion, Chu Boyan has been even more inextricable from her, and she is a loyal dog. As long as she returned to the pavilion, her eyes seemed to be glued to her, and she was no longer hidden.

Mingyi was worried, Chu Niangzi would never allow his only son to be infatuated with a woman like Yinniang, not to mention Chu Niangzi's experience there, it can be seen clearly, if Yinniang intends to hook up with Chu Boyan, it must be for the identity of the future heir of his Shangguan gang. Otherwise, how could a woman who had experienced Ye and Liu Yizong fall in love with a stinky child.

She didn't want to come to that day, Chu Niangzi wanted to force Yinniang to stay away from the Shangguan gang, Yinniang is not only a sharp weapon that the Shangguan gang can use now, if she is released, she will turn against her enemies, and she will also be a strong enemy who can trap the gang in a predicament. Flash Dance. Therefore, it is necessary to take precautions and extinguish Chu Boyan's crush as soon as possible.

Ming Yi called Yinniang first and said the matter bluntly. Yinniang looked crying and laughing, saying that looking at Chu Boyan was like looking at a nephew, she just felt that she was still a child, how could there be a relationship between men and women.

Mingyi believed her feelings, women were precocious than men, and Yinniang was the kind of woman who was delicate and exquisite, and would never put such a child in her eyes. What's more, Yinniang didn't know the agreement between Mingyi and Chu Niangzi, she only thought that Chu Boyan would manage the underground market for the gang, and she would just take over as an elder for A-Niang in the future.

Ming Yi said sadly: "Boyan's aunt handed him over to me, hoping that he will cultivate both civil and military, and he can thank him for his growth in the past two years." I see that this child is old, his mind is not simple, I am afraid that he will affect his studies, this matter, I want your help, to enlighten him, so that he does not have any wrong thoughts. ”

Yin Niang responded: "Okay, I'll go and talk to him, Master, don't worry, no matter what method you use, I will make him stop thinking." ”

Mingyi glanced at her: "Or I will pick a day to help you and Lianshan get married, and the child will naturally not think about it anymore." ”

Yinniang hung her head and was silent, and after a while, she said: "I originally hoped to become a family with Brother Lianshan earlier, but I see that he has become more and more estranged from me recently, probably because he still has a grudge against my previous affairs." But I hope that Master will not put pressure on him, and I hope that I can solve the matter between the two of us. I'll let him know what I mean for him. ”

Ming Yi had reservations about what she said, and it was possible that even the mountain was lukewarm to her, and he had no intention of it. But to say that Lianshan has a problem because of her, Mingyi never believes it. And Yinniang's determination to Lianshan, Mingyi will not be trusted, and only hopes that with the gleaning workshop behind Lianshan, Yinniang can be satisfied.

"Okay, you and Lianshan's matter, you have your own opinions, and I won't force it. But Boyan, you must make it clear as soon as possible. ”

Yinniang lowered her head and retreated: "Okay, I'll talk to him tonight." ”

In the next few days, Chu Boyan was carried back by Hua Zixian after dawn. A body smells of wine, mixed with the smell of rouge.

Mingyi was a little blamed: "Why is it not over?" ”

Hua Zixian laughed and said, "It's okay, it's the first time I encounter something sad, it's inevitable." Get drunk a few times, and then grow up. When the time comes, I'll give you a better Boyan. ”

Hua Zixian didn't lie to her, she was drunk for four days, and then Chu Boyan was like being reborn, smelling chickens and dancing, practicing martial arts and strengthening her body, from morning to night, all in the West Market, wearing stars and wearing the moon before returning, trying not to meet Yinniang.

Ming Yi was still not at ease, and asked Xia Huanfeng about the state of Chu Boyan, he was also surprised, and praised Boyan for his rapid progress, and the accounts of the underground market were clear to him overnight, and he was also much closer to the businessmen who often came and went, and changed his original shy and introverted.

After settling the matter, Ming Yi had an idea that had always been in her mind, she wanted to have a good talk with the Xiao couple and be open and honest.

Since the Xiao couple are Ling Hulun's adopted sons and daughters, it is very likely that they know how to contact him. Along this line, there may be news from the traces of the beginning of time.

The reason why she didn't dare to put this idea into practice for a long time was because that time, she had spent all her courage and face when she went to Changzhou alone. She repeatedly fantasized that if she was in danger at that time, she would not regret her mistakes at the beginning, and if she knew that she had two lives, would she be in pain.

She didn't want to take the initiative to seek the trace of that person anymore, she was just a delicate woman, and she didn't have the heart to be a Meng Jiangnu. If he wants to come back, who can stop him? No matter how difficult it is, you can always leave a sentence. Originally, she thought of countless excuses for him, but since Miao Siniang mentioned that he had returned to Chang'an the night before Xiaohan, she really couldn't excuse him.

He just didn't care how she felt.

After her resentment, anger, and sorrow have been swallowed one by one, it is time to face the Xiao couple and the truth.