Chapter 186: Is It Worth It?
In Zhu Man's office, Lu Shenyan suddenly got up and walked out of the office, Zhu Man didn't have time to think about what Lu Shenyan was going to do, she was now fully engaged in the plan that was about to be completed.
Lin Xinrui came to the floor of Lu Shenyan's office, she could see that the lights in Lu Shenyan's office were not on, but the lights in another office not far from Lu Shenyan's office were on, and Lin Xinrui walked over, in fact, Lin Xinrui had already guessed that the office with the lights on was Zhu Man's office!
"Zhu Man! It's really you! ”
Lin Xinrui pushed open the door of the office, and when she saw that it was really Zhu Man, she shouted!
"Mom! Hell! ”
Zhu Man didn't notice that someone walked into his office at all, and was suddenly called by his name, which almost scared Zhu Man's courage!
"You're the ghost! Your whole family is a ghost! ”
Lin Xinrui, such a living person, was said to be a ghost by Zhu Man, and Lin Xinrui was immediately angry!
"Oh? You're Miss Lin! Oh my God, is there something wrong with you coming to the company so late? ”
Zhu Man touched his little heart that had just been frightened and said to Lin Xinrui.
"Things? Hum! I've had a lot of things to do here! Zhu Man, say! How far have you and my husband Lu Shenyan developed now! ”
Lin Xinrui saw that there was no Lu Shenyan in the entire office, so she asked Zhu Man bluntly.
As soon as Zhu Man heard what Lin Xinrui said, he was instantly blindfolded, and thought to himself: "How far have Lu Shenyan and I developed?" It doesn't seem like anything is happening between us! ”
"I'm sorry, Miss Lin...... I...... I don't understand what you mean......"
Zhu Man looked at Lin Xinrui and said, Zhu Man really doesn't know what Lin Xinrui means!
"Don't understand? Do you know why I'm here tonight? ”
Lin Xinrui stood in front of Zhu Man, with her hands on her waist, showing that she was superior in front of Zhu Man, and she also seemed to be full of confidence!
After hearing this, Zhu Man secretly thought in his heart: "There is something wrong with this Miss Lin, how can I know what she is doing here tonight?" If I knew, I'd tell someone's fortune!" ”
Zhu Manqiang pretended to smile and asked Lin Xinrui: "I don't know, please let Miss Lin make it clear." ”
"Humph! Zhu Man, I'll tell you! It's best to stay away from my husband Lu Shenyan, otherwise ......"
Before Lin Xinrui finished speaking, a voice came from outside the door that made her tremble!
"What else are you going to do?"
Lu Shenyan actually stood at the door!
"Howling...... Caution? Why are you here? As soon as Lin Xinrui saw that the person who spoke was Lu Shenyan, she immediately felt empty!
Lu Shenyan sneered at Lin Xinrui: "Why can't I be here in my company?" I'd like to ask you, why are you here! ”
"I ...... I'm here to come home with you! You haven't been home for two or three days! ”
Lin Xinrui was panicked when she saw Lu Shenyan, but she reacted instantly: in front of Zhu Man, she had to show that she was Lu Shenyan's wife!
"I don't want to hear what you say, if it's okay, you can go back, Zhu Man and I are still busy."
Lu Shenyan was too lazy to deal with Lin Xinrui, so what Lu Shenyan meant when he spoke was to let Lin Xinrui leave here quickly.
Lin Xinrui listened to Lu Shenyan's words, and suddenly her heart was like a knife, how much she loved Lu Shenyan, but she never got a return from Lu Shenyan, and now she was in front of Zhu Man, Lu Shenyan still didn't give herself such a face, at this moment, Lin Xinrui's almost collapsed mood turned into tears on her face, and her feelings for Lu Shenyan also broke out at this moment!
"You and her? Are you still busy? So shouldn't I make room and get out of here to give you plenty of space? Be careful, be careful, I'm your wife! You actually speak for an outsider, a woman who has been a surrogate......"
Lin Xinrui cried, even though she burst into tears, Lu Shenyan still resolutely interrupted her:
"Enough! If you're my wife, do I have to speak for you? Do I have to say it so badly? I'll tell you Lin Xinrui now, I don't want you to disturb me! ”
Lu Shenyan would not leave Lin Xinrui with a little affection because Zhu Man was present! Even though Lin Xinrui had already cried with the pear blossoms and rain, Lu Shenyan's heart did not fluctuate at all!
Zhu Man watched Lu Shenyan and Lin Xinrui arguing like this, of course she knew that she was not suitable to be present on this occasion, but Lu Shenyan's tall body blocked the door of the office tightly, and Zhu Man couldn't get out if she wanted to!
What Lu Shenyan said to Lin Xinrui, every word was like a sharp blade, deeply stabbing Lin Xinrui's heart! How much she loves Lu Shenyan! But why can't I always get Lu Shenyan's love?
Lin Xinrui's original wit was finally completely lost at this moment! The feeling of despair also exploded completely!
"Seeing the husband and wife like this, are you satisfied Zhu Man? Well? I ask you if you're satisfied! I really don't know what kind of ecstasy you slut poured into Shen Yan! I know you're beaming with pride, but I'm telling you Zhu Man! What belongs to me will always be mine! I want to hook up with Lu Shenyan! Don't even dream about it! ”
Lin Xinrui roared at Zhu Man, as if this was the only way to vent the loss and sadness in her heart, Lin Xinrui seemed to have cried into a tearful person, but in the face of Zhu Man, even if she cried, she had to cry loudly! Crying makes Zhu Man afraid!
Zhu Man never expected that Lin Xinrui would target herself! Zhu Man never thought that things would develop to this point! Even if she still didn't know why Lin Xinrui was so targeted at herself, she still decided to give in to Lin Xinrui first! Because Zhu Man knows that in front of a sad and desperate woman, any superfluous explanation is a catalyst for the worsening of the conflict!
Zhu Man looked at Lin Xinrui and didn't say too much: "President Lu and I are really not what you think, what President Lu and I are doing is now the top secret of the Lu Group!" One day you will know what President Lu and I have done. So...... Miss Lin, please calm down......"
Lin Xinrui didn't give Zhu Man a chance to argue, she didn't want Zhu Man to comfort herself, if Zhu Man came to comfort herself, it would make her even more painful!
"Calm down? How do you calm me down! Zhu Man, you don't want a cat to cry and pretend to be a mouse! One day, I will let you know what will happen to the person who provokes me Lin Xinrui! ”
Lin Xinrui's heart is too painful! On the one hand, he had just endured Lu Shenyan's ruthless accusations, and on the other hand, he had endured Zhu Man's false comfort, and at this moment, Lin Xinrui really felt that she was the one who really should leave here! After she gave Zhu Man a word, she turned around and ran out of the office......
When Lin Xinrui ran out of the office, how she hoped that Lu Shenyan could stop her instantly! But Lu Shenyan didn't! Lu Shenyan let her cry and ran out of the office, without even blinking her eyes......
The farce between the three of them is finally over, fortunately, the company has already gotten off work, otherwise this matter will definitely become the number one news of the entire Lu Group!
"Right...... I'm sorry! I don't know what I'm doing wrong......"
Zhu Man lowered his head and said to Lu Shenyan.
Zhu Man is also very aggrieved, he worked overtime well, but he was suddenly counted by Lin Xinrui who was headless and brainless, and he would not feel good in anyone's heart! What made Zhu Man most aggrieved was that Lin Xinrui actually thought that she and Lu Shenyan had developed into an unusual friendship! It's hard for Zhu Man to figure it out anyway!
"You didn't do anything wrong, you don't have to apologize to me. Zhu Man, I hope you don't care too much about other people's feelings, okay! You have experienced others, but who will understand you! Isn't Xiao Shushu's lesson to you enough! ”
Lu Shenyan was angry, and he didn't know why he suddenly said these words to Zhu Man!
Zhu Man was in tears at this moment...... yes, how stupid you must be! She was made like a fool and a madman by Xiao Shushu, and no one came to comfort her! No one cared about her feelings! Only I silently bear the damage! Now Lin Xinrui has imposed a mistake that does not belong to her on her head, so she immediately admitted her mistake to Lin Xinrui! How ridiculous!
"I didn't mean to mention Xiao Shushu, I ...... I just don't want you to suffer a mistake that doesn't belong to you......"
Lu Shenyan was only anxious to say what he shouldn't have said to Zhu Man, at this time Lu Shenyan was too confused, but looking at Zhu Man's continuous tears, listening to Zhu Man's incessant sobbing, Lu Shenyan pulled Zhu Man into his arms......
"You bastard! Why mention Xiao Shushu! Don't you know how deeply she hurt me! You bastard! Bastard! ”
Zhu Man cried loudly in Lu Shenyan's arms, and kept beating Lu Shenyan with his fists......
Lu Shenyan didn't think about anything, let Zhu Man beat him hard, and let Zhu Man cry loudly...... Lu Shenyan didn't want to speak, he didn't know what was wrong with him, and the moment Zhu Man cried, Lu Shenyan's cold heart seemed to be completely melted......
Zhu Man cried in Lu Shenyan's arms for a long time before stopping, breaking free of Lu Shenyan, Zhu Man returned to his desk and began to tap on the keyboard...... Lu Shenyan also sat back on the sofa in silence......
Finally, Zhu Man pressed the "Save" button! Lu's Group's bidding plan is finally completed! Lu Shenyan's task to Zhu Man has finally been completed! Lu Shenyan's waiting has finally come to fruition!
"I've completed the plan, can I not go to work tomorrow?"
Zhu Man looked tired, and his voice was very weak and very sad......
"Yes, I'll let you know when I'm done."
The plan that Lu Shenyan was most looking forward to was completed at this moment! Lu Shenyan couldn't feel the joy at all......
"Then I'll get off work, President Lu goodbye." Zhu Man spoke without any emotion, very plain, very plain...... Grabbed his backpack and walked out of the office......
Lu Shenyan looked at the empty and quiet office where he was alone, he wanted to go and see the plan completed by Zhu Man immediately, he had been waiting for too long, and now that the plan was finally completed, as long as he took two steps, he could see the plan he had been waiting for!
However, Lu Shenyan hesitated...... He wasn't in the mood to look at the plan...... Even though he is the president of Lu's Group, Lu Shenyan is confused at this moment! Is the effort to plan the case really worth it? Is it really worth the grievances you endure for the sake of planning the case?
"Is it worth it? Zhu Man? ”
Finally, Lu Shenyan stood up abruptly and rushed out of the office! Rush to the elevator! Rush to Zhuman!
Zhu Man didn't know that Lu Shenyan was running towards her, and as soon as she left the Lu Group building, she only felt that her right hand was firmly held by the other hand, and that hand was very warm, very warm......
Lu Shenyan grabbed Zhu Man's hand!
Zhu Man looked back, "It's actually Lu Shenyan!" How did he come out? Zhu Man was puzzled.
"You...... How did you get out? ”
Zhu Man asked Lu Shenyan with a surprised face, she also tried to break free of her hand from Lu Shenyan's hand, but Lu Shenyan held it tightly and didn't give her a chance to break free at all......
"I'll send you back."
Lu Shenyan said lightly, took Zhu Man's hand and prepared to walk to the parking lot.
"Wait a minute! I could go back on my own! ”
Zhu Man looked a little excited! With all his strength, he finally broke free from Lu Shenyan's hand!
"It's late, the subway has been suspended, I don't feel at ease if you go back by yourself."
Lu Shenyan looked at Zhu Man, his eyes were full of concern, and he seemed to be full of ...... Expect!
Lu Shenyan cared about Zhu Man's safety, and he really didn't want an incident like Xiao Shushu's kidnapping of Zhu Man to happen again! At the same time, Lu Shenyan wanted to send Zhu Man home from the bottom of his heart, he didn't want to please Zhu Man, and he had no reason to please Zhu Man, I, Lu Shenyan, wanted to send you Zhu Man home, there was no reason, and there was no need for any reason!
Zhu Man listened to Lu Shenyan's words, shook his head silently, and said to Lu Shenyan very lonely:
"I appreciate your kindness...... However, I really feel that what Miss Lin said has some truth now......"
Zhu Man looked up at Lu Shenyan, and Lu Shenyan also looked at her silently.
"Maybe our relationship is just as Miss Lin said...... We didn't, but I don't want that to happen! You know, if it weren't for work, Miss Lin wouldn't have misunderstood me......"
Zhu Man lowered her head and said these words to Lu Shenyan not because she was confessing anything, she didn't want to be misunderstood by Lin Xinrui, although Lin Xinrui didn't look at her at all, but now, she couldn't change anything, so ...... For the sake of yourself, for the sake of Lu Shenyan, you must not touch the relationship that should not be touched! Even if Li Bao is Lu Shenyan's biological son, that is not the reason for the warming of the relationship between Zhu Man and Lu Shenyan!
"Didn't you say you should think more about your feelings? Why did you mention Lin Xinrui again? ”
Lu Shenyan looked at Zhu Man, he didn't understand what was wrong with Zhu Man, why did Zhu Man talk to himself like this? Lu Shenyan stretched out his hand and tried to hold Zhu Man's hand again......
"Wait a minute! Will you listen to me first? ”
Zhu Man stepped back nervously and said to Lu Shenyan in a very resolute tone!
"You...... You name it......"
Lu Shenyan's hand stretched out to Zhu Man trembled violently! His heart trembled violently with Zhu Man's words!
"I hope we can keep our distance, you are the president of the Lu Group...... I am an employee of Luk Group...... That's all......"
"Zhu Man! Who do you think of me? ”
Lu Shenyan was angry, he really couldn't stand Zhu Man talking to himself in such a tone, so he yelled at Zhu Man!
"You're my president! What do you say I take you for! ”
Zhu Man also roared angrily at Lu Shenyan! Almost instantly, Zhu Man's tears burst out of his eyes......
"Do you think Miss Lin came to me tonight and said something nice to me! Do you think I'm really very considerate of other people's feelings? Do you think our relationship is really nothing! Miss Lin came to me tonight because of you! She's your wife! You have time to send me, why don't you go back to your own home and spend more time with her! Don't let Miss Lin misunderstand me! ”
Zhu Man's body trembled, and the words she uttered that were almost desperate made Lu Shenyan thunder!
Lu Shenyan was silent at this moment, he couldn't refute Zhu Man, even if Zhu Man didn't understand what the relationship between himself and Lin Xinrui was, he didn't refute Zhu Man because of this......
Wrong, it's not Zhu Man, Zhu Man seems to have become a victim of the relationship between Lu Shenyan and Lin Xinrui......
Lu Shenyan stood in place, looking at Zhu Man, who was getting farther and farther away, with mixed feelings in his heart......
"Am I being too selfish? Maybe...... I really should have kept my distance from her......"
Lu Shenyan understands that in fact, there is nothing between Zhu Man and himself, but what he has done for Zhu Man has indeed gone beyond the scope of ordinary colleagues and ordinary friends. What you don't think you have in the first place may be there in the eyes of others! The relationship between Lu Shenyan and Zhu Man is exactly like this......
Zhu Man didn't understand why he wanted to vent his sudden anger on Lu Shenyan, even if he really didn't want Lu Shenyan to send him home, he shouldn't lose his temper with Lu Shenyan like crazy!
"Well, maybe I did all this on my own......"
The street is quiet, Zhu Man looks lonely and lonely under the street lamp, Zhu Man looks up at the bright moon in the sky, the moonlight is sprinkled on her face, Zhu Man is like an epiphany, the corners of her mouth show a smile, at this moment, even the tears on Zhu Man's face look different beautiful and moving......
"Moon, moon, can you tell me, is it because I'm too cowardly, or is my relationship with Lu Shenyan too cowardly? Hehe, you must not know, I am very grateful to Lu Shenyan! If Miss Lin Xinrui ...... Alas, I must not have a chance......"
Zhu Man looked at the bright moon in the sky and said what she didn't say to Lu Shenyan.
Lu Shenyan sat in the car, thinking about everything Zhu Man said just now, and every word and sentence kept echoing in his heart......
It was only now that Lu Shenyan understood that wanting to do something for a person really came from the heart, because if he was rejected, his heart would hurt! Lu Shenyan also understood Zhu Man's distress, and the moment Zhu Man turned to leave, Zhu Man's heart hurt! This is very cruel, but there is nothing to be done, the tears shed by Zhu Man are exactly the unwillingness in Zhu Man's heart!
"What would I do if I were Zhu Man?"
Lu Shenyan kept asking himself, he wanted to feel the real pain that Zhu Man was suffering, or if it wasn't pain...... It's helpless!
"Alas, I still can't understand Zhu Man's mood at that time...... Maybe I'm really wrong...... I hope that 'not interfering with each other' will make Zhu Man feel better......"
Lu Shenyan has never treated that woman like Zhu Man, and he is also clear about the relationship between him and Zhu Man, it is because of work that Zhu Man is so close to him, and now that Zhu Man's work task is completed, it is time for him to return to the beginning, and it is time to give Zhu Man freedom......
In order not to misunderstand the relationship between himself and Lu Shenyan, Zhu Man resolutely cut off the relationship with Lu Shenyan, except for the pure colleague relationship and the relationship between superiors and subordinates......
But it wasn't until later that Zhu Man gradually felt that no matter how he avoided Lu Shenyan, no matter how he asked for other people's opinions, Zhu Man couldn't get rid of the relationship with his son Li Bao's biological father, of course, this is also a later story.
Zhu Man waited for a long time under the street lamp before stopping a taxi, and when he got home, it was already half past three in the morning, and Li Bao was also asleep on the sofa in the living room......
Lu Shenyan had been sitting in the car, he reflected on himself, and also considered every word Zhu Man said to himself...... Late at night, Lu Shenyan felt tired, but he had no intention of sleeping, so he turned on the stereo in the car......
"It feels really extraordinary, we can embrace love, the world is so small, we can hold hands, only love is between us......"
“…… Yes, you can love, I tell you very clearly and clearly, what I want is the answer to the world......"
Lu Shenyan turned on the stereo and found that this song was the song he didn't listen to with Zhu Man in the car last time, and he didn't care much about the lyrics of this song, just listened, simply listened...... Then Lu Shenyan fell asleep unconsciously......