Chapter 41: Unspeakable
On the way back to the dormitory, the two of them talked and laughed, and they chatted quite a bit, but for Yang Yuhao, she was not bad, but she was too simple and not his dish.
When passing by a café, Liu Xinyue happened to see Xu Mengyou, and when she saw that there was another person next to Xu Mengyou, she was so frightened that her heart trembled, aunt, don't be seen.
She immediately grabbed Yang Yuhao and said with a smile, "Brother, you see that boutique on the other side is so beautiful, why don't we go and have a look." ”
Yang Yuhao looked at Liu Xinyue, who was behaving strangely, and saw the clue at a glance, could it be that this girl had met the enemy?
He looked at the ground and said, "Sister, your shoelaces are loose." ”
"Ahh
Liu Xinyue immediately bent down to check, and suddenly found that the shoes she was wearing had no laces, and scolded herself for not going out with her brains? Didn't play Plants vs. Zombies today?
Yang Yuhao glanced around and soon saw Xu Mengyou.
Liu Xinyue covered her face, not wanting to explain, and then was pulled into the café by Yang Yuhao and sat behind them.
He just wanted to say hello, but seeing that they didn't seem to want to be disturbed, he didn't step forward, but secretly asked Liu Xinyue, "Who is this man?" ”
Liu Xinyue held back for a long time before speaking, "Brother of childhood sweetheart." ”
She then slowly put the coffee into her mouth and smiled awkwardly, lying was too hard for her.
Later, while Yang Yuhao was not paying attention, she secretly sent a message to Xu Mengyou, but it seemed that Xu Mengyou put her mobile phone in her bag and didn't receive it.
"Actually, you're fine, there's no need to waste time on me."
"I don't think it's a waste of time, am I not good enough?"
"No, you're fine, but feelings have nothing to do with it."
"You haven't tried it, how do you know if you can't?"
"Because I have someone I like."
"You're not going to make up a reason like that to refuse me, are you?"
"I kid you not, her name is Joey, she is in the chemistry department like me, and she works in the same lab."
The man left without saying much, leaving only the depressed Xu Mengyou, she drank coffee quietly, although it was a big blow to hear the news, but how could Xu Mengyou give up easily if she didn't see the other party, just someone she liked.
Yang Haoyu heard all this clearly, and he probably guessed that this Xu Mengyou liked this man, but this man liked others, and it was a love triangle.
He was just wondering if to tell Zhou Peng about this, and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to accept what he told him, and it wouldn't be authentic if he didn't tell him.
In the end, Liu Xinyue begged him not to tell Zhou Peng, she said that the man didn't like Xu Mengyou, but she couldn't let go of the obsession in her heart, if Xu Mengyou and Zhou Peng fell out because of this incident, it would be a pity, after all, Zhou Peng had a deep love for Xu Mengyou.
After returning to the bedroom, Yang Yuhao really didn't mention it, he saw that Zhou Peng was still immersed in the sweetness of the previous day, and he couldn't bear to wake up from his dream, and asked what is the situation in the world, and he promised life and death!
However, Yang Yuhao mentioned this matter to me, and I listened to his description that the man should be the same person as the person I saw before.
When Yang Yuhao said that the woman he liked was called "Joey", my brain was empty for a while, but I guess it was just a coincidence, and what about her, shouldn't I be happy for her?
As students, we don't have that much time to think about these things, because life is always giving you new tasks and forcing you to move forward.
A lot of times I think that the school doesn't let students fall in love because it is also out of protection for students. If a person falls out of love, if he loves deeply, it is often difficult to get out of it quickly, but the learning progress will not stop because of anyone, and it will inevitably lead to a decline in grades in the end.
I believe that many people have gone through such a low period, I hope that all those who have been injured can heal their wounds quickly, although it is lost, but why not take this opportunity to live for yourself, how tired it is to live for others all the time, sober up.
Joey came to me again that day, and I didn't know how to face her, or in what capacity.
She invited me to be her dance partner at her weekend dance, and that day she invited me to practice. I've never actually seen her dance, but I think she's going to be pretty good because she's in good shape.
It took a lot of effort when I first learned this dance, because my hands and feet were uncoordinated, so every movement was very awkward, and then Xu Qing taught me one movement at a time.
But that day I realized that Joey couldn't either, and she didn't have any artistic cells like me at the beginning, so I became the one who taught her.
When I touched her back, I remembered the incident back then, and after hesitating for a long time, I said, "Your back is okay." ”
She raised her head slightly and looked at me, "It's been a long time ago, do you remember?" ”
We continued to dance, but our minds were on chatting, "Of course I remember, after all, we were at the same table at that time." ”
She seemed happy and continued to ask me, "Do you remember a time when you didn't turn in your homework and didn't get penalized?" ”
I thought for a moment, "I didn't turn in my math papers?" You won't help me hide it. ”
"Well, shouldn't you thank me?"
"Thank you, indeed, and wondered why my name wasn't pronounced."
During the chat, she accidentally stepped on my foot and almost fell to the ground, and at that moment I hugged her, to be precise, I put my arms around her waist, and she faced me, just like the scene on TV.
Although she doesn't have a flower and moon appearance, I am not a jade tree in the wind, she is indeed beautiful at that moment, it is the beauty of temperament, and I am really moved.
I looked at her for a while before letting her go, "Are you alright?" ”
She rubbed her feet, "It's okay, it's just a little twisted." ”
I helped her aside and sat down to rest, "You better stop practicing, I'll send you back after a while." ”
She nodded slightly, "Hmm." ”
There was no backrest in the seat, so I sat next to her and leaned against her, and we didn't talk as much as we had before, because she seemed to fall asleep on my shoulder.
I didn't dare to disturb her, seeing her lying next to me like a cat, I thought she was a little cute, not at all like the facial paralysis she used to be, could she have really changed? Or because of me.
I subconsciously stretched out my other hand and brushed away the hair that covered her eyes in front of my eyes, I was cautious, afraid that she would suddenly wake up.
Looking at this face, it was strange and familiar to me, and I couldn't tell if I would be emotionally attracted to her, or if I was simply out of friendship.
I have always hidden my feelings in the depths of my heart, and I don't accept any love from the opposite sex, but it's because I feel sorry for Xu Qing like this. Because I used to think that I could wait for her for the rest of my life, and I would always love her, but lately I feel that my memory of her is getting more and more blurry.
I don't know how she's doing, I don't know if we'll ever see each other again, the only thing I know is that the person who is with me now is Joey, what an irony it is.
After I sent Joey back that day, I returned to the room that carried the memories of Xu Qing and me. For a moment I thought I should let go, the words she had carved on the wall with me were blurred.
I got a call from my sister on the balcony, and she told me that she had a boyfriend, and I knew what a pudding is, and it's just a joke.
When people meet someone they like, they will throw behind all the rules and constraints, and they will go to great length, even if they break their oaths.
I'm very happy for her, so that the family doesn't have to urge me to marry in the future, I said that I was going to see her on vacation, and by the way, I checked for her, and she readily agreed.
In fact, I always had a sentence that I wanted to ask Joey that day, whether she was the Joey that Yang Yuhao said in his mouth, but I didn't know why I was afraid to know the answer, so I didn't say it in the end.
The stars in the night were not bright that night, because the moon was round, shining on countless passers-by, and disappointment brought warmth rather than longing.