He thought he would be sad, but he was relieved, returned to China and locked himself at home, found all the videos of Yan Yabing since her debut, watched from beginning to end, watched her being excluded, made difficult, went to the river to fish in the winter, was injured but continued to perform, was sarcastic and uneducated, and was ridiculed for not having a diploma, but he was moved to tears when every fan sincerely blessed him, and wrote a song for his fans, which was once considered by fans to be worth this idol......

Maybe it's time, maybe it's life, maybe it's pressure, maybe it's the environment, he watched her step by step from ignorance, kindness and liveliness to calm and calm, except for treating family, friends and fans, otherwise she is polite but difficult to get close to.

How long had he not seen her? Seven years! Every time he goes to a class reunion, he will go, even if he doesn't go once, he just misses her, but she is always very busy, every time he is on a video with his classmates and teachers for a few minutes, he will be urged to work, and the teachers and classmates are embarrassed to disturb, he can only pretend that nothing has happened and not watch her video, as if this can prove that he doesn't care about her.

But every time I go home, I regret that I am too pretentious, and I can only dream back at midnight to tell her my thoughts in my dreams, and pour out my pain and regrets, but dreams are dreams after all, and I will wake up eventually, and I can only bury everything in my heart after waking up.

Zhang Lei here is remorseful, and the atmosphere between Yan Yabing and Li Zhiyun over there is very embarrassing.

Li Zhiyun finished ordering Yan Yabing's favorite dish, bowed his head and remained silent.

"Ahem" Yan Yabing finally couldn't stand the weird atmosphere, and asked, "How is it lately?" What is the body? Are aunts and uncles in good health? Is the company okay? ”

"You ......" Li Zhiyun looked up into her eyes and asked, "Do you still like him?" ”

Yan Yabing looked him in the eye and replied sincerely: "I don't like it, I didn't like it a long time ago, after he had Ma Qiuqiu, when I was seriously injured and he didn't come to see me once, he was already disappointed." ”

Hearing this answer, Li Zhiyun breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I really don't know what kind of vision you had before, but you can actually take a fancy to him, but fortunately, it is not too late to wake up now." ”

Yan Yabing picked up the red wine, took a sip, and fell into memory.

"I used to live with him as a neighbor, when I was naughty and ignorant, I fought with others, there were too many people on the other side to be beaten and beaten, at that time he appeared, although I couldn't beat others, but he used his small body to protect me, at that time, I liked to follow him, at first I still had a good time, and then in junior high school and adolescence others joked that I was his little daughter-in-law, maybe there are many people, he didn't like to play with me as soon as he rebelled, and always rejected me, and then my father bought a house near the school in order to make it more convenient for me to study, I also moved, farther away from him, naturally unhappy in my heart, what can I do if I am unhappy? Just pester him, and then he will annoy me even more, and you will know what happened after that. ”

Li Zhiyun's face darkened: "It's really cliché, and just because of other people's words, he stays away from you, and at first glance, he is not sincere to you, this kind of man, it's useless to ask for it." ”。

Yan Yabing was speechless, and while eating vegetables, she said, "That's all in the past, don't say more." ”