Chapter 1713 1713: Since love is so bitter

What you want to say, don't dare to say; If you want to ask, don't dare to ask. This is Ah Lian. If it weren't for her identity, if it weren't for these scruples, she really wanted to have the courage to ask her son what she thought.

If you love so hard, why do you still love? It's not easy for a person as outstanding as Childe to want a woman, but why did he fall into this person?

is clearly in love like this, and it will only make him suffer himself, but he is still persistent.

Why ...... Can't let go?

Why can't you just let go?

Just take a step back, you can open the sea and the sky, and the son himself can also be much easier.

But why...... He's just, no?

Ah Lian took a deep breath, as if she wanted to press this kind of mood into her heart. No matter what she thinks in her heart, in front of Childe, she can always be Childe's most loyal and powerful subordinate, and she will always ...... That's all there is to it.

In my heart, I smiled bitterly, but on my face, it was full of lightness.

Qinghe didn't know what Ah Lian felt in his heart, he only knew that as long as he thought about what that woman was doing now, whether she was in the arms of those men, whether she was gentle with those men, whether she would smile in front of those men, he would ...... The uncontrollable jealousy rushed straight to the top and almost drove him crazy!

His face changed frequently, either jet black or iron-blue. clenched fists, green tendons emerging from the back of his hands.

However, no matter how jealous he was, he could only sigh in the end.

And what can be done?

At least for now, he doesn't have a better way!

Suppressing people with power? There are prime ministers in the distance, and there are also Her Majesty's dark parties and those ancient families waiting for an opportunity.

As for intimidating people by force? That's even more of a joke. No matter how conceited Qinghe is, he must admit that he alone is by no means the opponent of those men.

"Heh......" he smiled, his face full of bitterness, "I really don't know whether to rejoice or be angry," she has such a good eye, otherwise she wouldn't be ...... No, I fell in love with those men.

His heart was full of depression, and Qinghe drank the hot tea in the cup in one gulp. The hot tea flowed down the esophagus, and the heat was like a burning fire. It hurts, but the more it hurts, the more it hurts, the more he can truly feel that he is still alive.

Alive......

Perhaps, his hobbies are not in his nature. It's that he needs those extreme things to stimulate himself; lest he get lost in this endless night, lest he gradually forget that he is still a man, lest he really one day become such a numb, walking dead living dead......

What he did was just to keep this heart, the will to keep this body, and the foundation of this world!

"Childe ......"

Ah Lian glanced at Qinghe, she was very worried about Qinghe. "You ......" She always had a feeling that Childe seemed to be walking in the sea of swords and fire, like walking barefoot on a high-altitude steel cable, and if she was not careful, she might fall to pieces...... The surface he struggled to maintain, no one knows how much effort he put into it.

Even Ah Lian, who lives with him day and night, has to admit that he is not actually a good person.

But, who knows?

In fact, he doesn't want to be a bad guy either!

So he tried his best to pull his reason, trying to keep his own clarity, although in terms of results, it was really ...... Very little.

(End of chapter)