fifty-four

"You are my wife, I am not good to you, but to anyone." Li Yan'an smiled.

I knew he wouldn't listen. Jane was distraught.

"I'm going to sleep." Jian Yi pulled up the quilt for herself and turned her back to ignore him, the meaning of her eviction order was already obvious, I hope he can be a little self-aware.

Li Yan'an really knew it, "Then I'll go, call me if I'm uncomfortable." Turning off the light, he took the door and walked out.

Jane was sick, her body was weak and tired, she closed her eyes and relaxed and fell into a deep sleep.

It was the second morning when I opened my eyes again, and the refreshing air came in through the window, and the sunlight was thin, shining on my body with a trace of warmth.

There was no Li Yan'an at home, and Jian Yi thought that he went out to collect evidence for the case as usual.

She cleaned as usual and went out to the garbage.

A thin figure came into view, and who knew that Li Yan'an, who usually had a serious face and did not smile, would run to the wall of the community and sit in a daze.

Dressed in casual and loose white body and knee-length shorts, he sat on a low wall, as if he was contemplating something, but his eyes were bright.

He propped his hands on the wall, his straight legs hanging in the air and swayed slightly, and when he saw her, he suddenly beckoned and grinned at him.

Jian Yi was in a trance, and Li Yan'an in her eyes was always cold, serious, and unapproachable.

And Li Yan'an in front of him was bathed in the early morning sun, his eyes were soft, and he was dressed cleanly and refreshingly like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy.

"What are you doing sitting there in the morning?" Jane realized it later, and when she reacted, she was already talking to him.

"Wait for someone." His eyes met her with a smiling smile.

Jane found that his eyes were unusual, so deep and complex that it was impossible to see really. Very clean eyes, obviously very clean but full of stories.

"Waiting for whom?" Her movements are always one step ahead of her reactions.

Who is coming to the house? Jane thought about it and thought it was unlikely.

Li Yan'an's legs swaying slightly while sitting on the wall suddenly stopped, his expression was serious and sincere, "I'm waiting for the Jian Yi who loved me very much before." ”

The magic on the wall had long since failed, but Li Yan'an felt that it hadn't disappeared yet, and as long as he was sincere enough, he would definitely be able to wait for the person he wanted.

There was a rumble in his head, and all that reverberated was Li Yan'an's words.

I'm waiting for the Jane who loved me so much before.

There was a gentle wind in her ears, and the gentle hair scratched her cheeks with a slight itch.

The dream of the night before combined with today's scene, it was not a dream, but a memory that she had left behind.

She was slowly remembering those long-lost memories.

The doctor said that her brain was not traumatized, and that the reason why she lost her memories was because she was severely emotionally traumatized and took those memories out of her brain in a way that she escaped.

What heartbreaking things did she experience before, just because of love?

"Brother Yan'an." Jane called his name and accepted the fact that she had liked him before, "How much did I like you before?" ”

"It feels like I have to do it." A flash of loss flashed in his eyes, "You seem to like Qiao Yi more than me." ”

The previous Jian Yi really seemed to have to be him, but the later amnesiac Jian Yi really had to be Qiao Yi.

She sneered at him for Qiao Yi, faked his marriage, and planned to elope with Qiao Yi at their wedding. When he was sick and unconscious, he also shouted Qiao Yi's name.

She really broke his heart.

Jian Yi's delicate willow eyebrows were twisted together, and she noticed that something was wrong with the atmosphere.

She hurriedly turned around, trying to pull away before the atmosphere had completely frozen.

The tall figure on the wall suddenly leaped forward, his feet on the ground, and his voice called her name in a low voice.

"Jian Yi, the reason why you can't accept me is Qiao Yi, right?"

Jane nodded, "That's right." I can't forget him. Don't waste your feelings on me, it's useless. ”

"How do you know if it's useful if you don't try." He stood on it, a head taller than the diminutive wall.

In the blink of an eye, he said without hesitation, "I will definitely make you fall in love with me again, definitely!" ”

"I'm too lazy to pay attention to you."

Quickening the pace of her feet, she was a little panicked.

How can there be such a stalker in the world, it's really a good woman who is afraid of men.

In the days that followed, Jian Yi suffered from a headache, and every time she had a headache, there would always be some blurry pictures and characters coming to mind.

The memories that had been buried were getting clearer and clearer, and the sour and painful youth tangled her fragile heart into a ball, and it was unbearable.

She also remembered how she liked Li Yanan before, how she had to be with him, and how crazy she was for it.

Jian Yi realized that she liked Li Yan'an when she was in her first year of junior high school, when she was twelve years old.

Ignorant and ignorant, she found that there were obvious changes in her body.

There would always be pain in her chest for no reason, and it would get bigger significantly, and she asked her mother in a panic what was going on.

Mom smiled and told her that it was her puberty and that she didn't need to be so scared, every girl does.

The sharp-eyed male classmates in the class also noticed the change in Jian Yi.

Those boys were obscene and shameless, and they didn't know how thick the sky was.

In the words of Jian Yi's later mantra, that is, after so-and-so's cheekiness, only the city wall can be measured.

In the classroom, a few of them blocked Jian Yi, made fun of Jian Yi as a big-breasted girl, and even asked her if she was wearing a bra without blushing or not.

The only way to punish such shameless people is to counter violence with violence and be more shameless than them.

She slapped the most arrogant of them all and yelled at him, "What does it matter to you whether I wear a corset or not?" So why care about my corset? Do you like it? If you like, I'll give you a dozen tomorrow. Although you're not a girl, perverts don't seem to have gender. ”

Jian Yi said that the boys were speechless.

She was triumphant, and she wanted to teach them a few more lessons, but who knew that Li Yanan would suddenly squeeze out of these three people.

"Excuse me." Li Yan'an was expressionless, his tone was cold, and he didn't even look at her.

But Jian Yi suddenly felt that his scalp was numb, the temperature of his face soared rapidly, and the arrogance that was still arrogant just now suddenly deflated.

She followed him back to his place, carefully explaining, "I...... They were the ones who troubled me first. ”

In order to save her image of Bingqing Yujie, she wanted to state the cause and effect of the incident to him from beginning to end.

Before she could speak, she was asked by him, "Why are you explaining to me?" ”

His question stopped her at once. She was stunned and couldn't move. I can't figure out what to explain to him.

After going back and meditating for a few days, she realized that it was because she liked him.