Like the silence when he came, the departure of Yuyang Zhenjun was also like a sudden evaporation by the sun, and then the cicada noise suddenly became louder, looking at the pond, it seemed that the red tails were also inexplicably swinging happily, a gust of wind from the east, so that the white flowers smiled delicately on the branches, in the small garden, like an invisible spell and silent unraveling, leaving only a spring return, she was a few more creatures for a brisk moment, can no longer talk and laugh as usual.

There are a lot of decisions, there is no need to rush to be firm at the moment, but Chungui knows that there is one thing, and it really can't be bypassed.

It didn't take a long time, she soon saw A-Niang's soul shadow appear through the pink wall, the same is bathed in golden black light, bathed in jasmine fragrance approaching, at this moment her heart and chest like an invisible arrow cluster pierced, leaking a bloody hole, and then there is a sharp pain instantly filled the viscera, Chungui doesn't know why she has to go through the parting, back is so caught off guard, she really wants to cry without caring about anything, as if only this catharsis can alleviate the intense and dull pain in the body.

But when she saw the water in A-Niang's eyes, the helpless and sad look, Chun Gui knew that she should calm down.

She turned her face sideways, hiding her chin slightly in the crook of her elbow, she couldn't keep staring at A-Niang's teary eyes, she looked at the kingfisher that flew from nowhere, standing on the flower branch, she felt that the kingfisher had been standing there for a long time, and she didn't realize that the bird flew away after a few breaths, and the empty flowers gradually quieted down with the wind.

She asked: "Ah Niang, what kind of place are you going to go to, what kind of place is it that you are going to go to?" ”

This is the place that is said to be the only destination in the consciousness of the undead, and it is the first time that Chungui has aroused curiosity and attention.

She originally thought that such attention was unnecessary, because sooner or later, when she completed her fate in the world and cut off her anger, then she would naturally suddenly realize that she would return with her mother, she thought that for the soul, decades of earthly time was not too long, and she didn't think that her mother could not withstand such a wait.

Now, she has to send A-Niang away, just like A-Niang's paranoia is why she can be pinned on for the rest of her life, she also suddenly cares about what kind of fate A-Niang will be.

She listened quietly, her eyes kept looking away, she seriously experienced the north of the Minghai described by Ah Niang, the place that is very different from the legendary Netherworld but vaguely related, called the place of the soul of the Decay, the paradise created by creation for all mortal spirits, the secluded realm that can only be reached by eliminating delusion, as if it is really worth yearning, no, it is the only yearning that mortal spirits should regard.

But Ah Niang can't stay in Gui Yu for a long time now, Ah Niang has to go to a place called Du Shuo Si, and then reincarnate through reincarnation.

All mortal souls must go through the suffering of thousands of reincarnations, and when they are completely free from delusion, they can live in bliss forever.

This seems to be the delusion of some people in the world about immortality?

Chungui didn't know the answer, and Ah Niang couldn't tell her the answer, Ah Niang just said that every reincarnation and every human life is the cultivation of mortal spirits.

"Is that in Dushuosi, there is really a presiding officer like the judge of Hades, and they will repay the sins of the world to reincarnation?"

"No, there is no such host."

Ah Niang said that love and hatred, greed, hatred and anger are all earthly delusions, if the soul can not let go, it can no longer return to the Shuo, and the creation is in a detached state, ignoring all the grievances and hatreds in the world, the creation of things, everything is only cause and effect, there is no distinction between good and evil, who knows that the evil encountered in this life is not due to the fruit of the previous life.

If one lifetime cannot let go of delusion, then it is the complete destruction of all spirits, even if they have been reincarnated for hundreds of lifetimes, all of them are in vain.

Chun Hui thought again, this seems to be similar to what Taoists call "Heaven and earth are unkind, and all things are dogs"? It turns out that there has never been a so-called sky with eyes, the rise and fall of grievances in the world, it is true that only the people in the world bear it, if you can't do it beyond the degree, then you will cut it off with your own hands, otherwise, after death, it may become a delusion, a wisp of wandering soul wandering the world, can not repay the grace and can not take revenge, so it has to be wiped out.

"A-Niang's paranoia has never been because of hatred." Chungui sighed and closed his eyes gently: "My daughter is not filial, and I used to occasionally compare in my heart, thinking that Ah Dad loves her daughter more than Ah Niang, until this time, my daughter knew that Ah Niang was reluctant to give up her daughter, knowing where to be, knowing where to yearn for, and knowing the sorrows and joys of the world, there is no extraordinary spirit and thousands of reincarnations, and there will be a time of transcendence, but Ah Niang still refuses to leave her daughter in the vast world, in order to accompany her daughter for some time of joy, she would rather bear the ashes and never recover. ”

She always thought that her weak mother, who was too rigid in etiquette and law, and who repeatedly compromised and did not dare to fight, turned out to be so desperate to dedicate herself to her, even if she was already a soul, even if she had broken off the relationship between mother and daughter in this world, just for temporary companionship, she was willing to bear such desperate pain.

She didn't even know that her aunt was willing to sacrifice for her like this, and thanks to knowing now, it's not too late, and she didn't wait until she regretted it.

"A-Niang, don't be obsessed about your daughter anymore, let's leave, go to the north of the Minghai Sea that belongs to the yearning, go to Gui Xu, life and death are the pain that daughters should bear in the world, and they are also the way of cultivation for daughters and mortal spirits, A-Niang clearly knows this, right? So, don't stay on earth any longer. ”

Chun Gui closed her eyes, she still didn't dare to look at A-Niang's appearance.

But she heard Ah Niang's crying: "Chun'er, my child, these are not your fault, it is that Ah Niang can't let go of her delusion, and deserves to suffer the catastrophe of destruction. ”

"Ah Niang, a mortal like her daughter, even if she finds it difficult to escape life, old age, sickness and death through the world, she still hopes for peace and joy for the rest of her life, and refuses to passively meet fate, which is the law of the mortal world. A-Niang wants to believe that her daughter has really let go. ”

She finally opened her eyes and smiled at A-Niang: "In this life, my daughter is fortunate to have the love and mercy of her parents, and more than mortal bodies, fortunately I know that there is a way in reincarnation, and there is a soul in the soul. ”

Therefore, no matter how difficult it is, it must be faced decisively, this is the inevitable tribulation of being born as a mortal spirit, so there are so many newborn babies in the earthly world, and they have to cry out loud when they come, perhaps because the consciousness of the soul has not completely faded, and they all understand everything that will happen in the future.

Tribulations and hardships are actually nothing, but they have to go through birth, old age, sickness and death again, and the generation and elimination of paranoia.

Chungui decided to send A-Niang to death in person in this next day, she said that she would stand here, hoping that A-Niang would not look back.

Just like A-Niang knows that the wealth and glory of the world are not complete, and the sorrow and sorrow are not real calamities, but she still has to worry about her loneliness and helplessness, and she has been watching her rely on her for life to rest assured.

So she wants to stand here and watch, until the golden black light is in full bloom, no longer see the soul of A-Niang, unconsciously in a trance, the pace of spring return has arrived in front of the powder-white courtyard wall, she looks from the flower window on the wall, is the green shade such as a cover, is the verandah such as a bureau, on the other side of the wall, the figures coming and going no longer have her familiar closeness, even if not standing in the desert and wilderness, suddenly feel that everything is so vast and empty, she once again experienced the loneliness and powerlessness of the sorrow, in the uncertain world, is so alone.

I insisted and made a decision, but I was relieved but couldn't let go.

The trauma in her chest could no longer be held back, Chungui grabbed the placket of her clothes, she squatted down, and tears flowed down her knees.