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After the servant's exhortation, the faint tears in Ding's eyes completely faded, but she still reached out and took the servant's hand, until the servant sat on the edge of the kang, she leaned over and buried her cheeks on the servant's shoulder like a child: "Mom, my aunt died early, you are the one who raised my mother, I have regarded you as no different from my own mother since I was a child, my good and bad, beautiful and ugly, I don't want to hide anything from you, don't blame Mang, she persuaded me, I insisted on not listening to her persuasion, and forced her to clean up for me." ”

"Madam, you ......"

"Mom, just listen to me, it's not Yanqing who coaxed me, I provoked him first, he is different from his mother and Mangli, he is not a servant of the Ding family but a son of the Li family, at first he didn't want to betray the master, it was me who drunk him on the way to Fenyang......"

"Ma'am!"

"Mom, listen to me, I don't ask for anything now, I just want to know if he is still safe, I want to know if the master has poisoned him!"

The servant woman was stunned for a moment, but shed tears: "Madam, but even if you know, what can you do?" Although the lady of this family is only your mother-in-law, she is not ...... to you."

"Mom, needless to say." Ding sat up straight again, her face was completely gone, and she could only be resolute: "Mom thinks Madame is good to me, doesn't she?" I also thought so before, I can't treat her as a biological mother, how did the eldest sister and the third sister treat me secretly? How could I expose them in front of my father and mother-in-law? I always think that my father and grandmother are too good to me, and my concubine even takes away the love of my daughter, so they hate me, and I should tolerate and be humble, this is contentment. ”

"I have never had more extravagant thoughts, just looking forward to marrying a lover in the future, as long as my husband treats me wholeheartedly, even if his family is poor, I am not afraid, my father also said that he would choose a son-in-law for me among the poor students, and my grandmother has always said to me, don't ask for anything, only seek both talent and quality, so that I also have a home, I thought I was really lucky, although it was thrown into my aunt's belly, and as soon as I was born, my aunt was gone, but I have a good father and a good mother."

"Mom, what is the result?" Ding sneered: "I have always hated the eldest brother-in-law, he is ruthless and unrighteous to the eldest sister, he married the eldest sister as a wife for the sake of a rich future, but his heart has already had another subordinate, forcing the eldest sister to allow his sweetheart to become a concubine, for this reason and the eldest sister have a disharmony between husband and wife, the eldest sister is often so angry that she goes back to her parents' house to complain, which time I didn't help the eldest sister, and even had a back of anger, and put croton in the eldest brother-in-law's wine, which made him have diarrhea!" Whether I'm in front of my mother-in-law or my eldest sister, I don't hide my resistance to my eldest brother-in-law. ”

"No matter what the eldest sister did to me before she got married, for the sake of my mother's affection, how could I ever care about her conspiracy and tricks, I suffered a loss, which time was not forbearing, everyone said that we sisters were friendly, and they all praised her for treating her eldest sister equally, and not thinking that I was alienated as a concubine, but didn't my mother know? How many scars she and my third sister pinched on my body, how many times did they count me! ”

"But madam, no matter how much is wrong with the eldest sister, when she is dying, she still entrusts a pair of children to you, and the eldest sister trusts his wife." The servant woman choked.

"yes, what else would I do with my steproom? How else would I have become a sequel to my eldest brother-in-law? She chose my aunt as a stepmother for the sake of her children, but did she always think about whether I was happy or not, and did she think about me at all? Even though she and I were not the same mother, after all, we were sisters of the same father, and I never offended her, but she had the slightest sisterly affection for me before she died. Ding Shi said the words of complaint, but her expression was as dead and silent, as if she had become insensitive to this calculating and unsympathetic life, and now that she had cut open the old wound, the blood in the longitudinal tube would not make her feel a trace of pain.

The servant woman looked even more sad: "The wife always has to think about the benefits to be happy, just like the eldest sister, maybe she thinks that the old man is remarrying, but at that time, she has already entered the office, and she is a family family, and it is better for the wife to marry into the Li family than to be from a poor family." ”

"Okay? What's so good? Ding smiled coldly: "The big sister is sick like that, the lord is still forcing her to allow the Shen family to enter the door, so the husband and wife turn against each other, the big sister doesn't come to visit the lord until she dies, it can be seen how much I hate the big sister!" How much he hates his eldest sister, how much he cherishes the Shen family, the eldest sister is his Yuan wife, and she also gave birth to children for him, and begged her father to look for connections for his appointment, but even then he can't get an inch of sincerity, the old man has a different heart, I married in and became a superfluous person, with the name of a main room, but how different is it from being alone? Fighting or not fighting is the same result, as long as I marry into the Li family, there is no other possibility in life. ”

She suddenly turned her face to look at the bright scene outside the window, her face was still rejuvenated, but her expression was really like a twilight draft: "What I hope for the most is to be in love with my beloved husband and wife, and quietly keep the days of oil, salt, firewood and rice, I don't seek glory and wealth, only a sincere partner, I go to ask my father, I hope he can change his mind, but my father said that the marriage with the Li family is a major event conducive to prosperity, and the death of the eldest sister can only let me continue to be the bond of this marriage, he does not listen to my request, and I don't care about my wishes." , He looked at me coldly, and even said that this is my luck, otherwise, with my identity as a concubine, how could I marry the son of a big family and have already entered the imperial court? I only knew at that time that my father was not unsmiling, he really never cared about me, and even the eldest sister and the third sister's two daughters, in his eyes, we were nothing more than chess pieces and tools. ”

The servant woman was no longer crying, she had obviously never heard Ding say these sincere words, she never knew that Ding felt so desperate and sad.

"I also begged my grandmother, hoping that she could persuade my father to change his mind, but what did my grandmother say? She said that she had long seen that I was a person who was good at forbearance and scheming, if I married into the Li family, I would definitely be able to resolutely resist Shen's entry into the door, she said that the eldest sister was angry with Shen's fox, she would never allow Shen's to succeed, she also looked at me coldly, she said that for more than ten years, her mother-in-law has never treated me harshly and has been benevolent and righteous, and it is time for me to repay her, otherwise it is ungrateful. Good at forbearance...... I also learned that my mother-in-law had long understood that the eldest sister and the third sister were secretly bullying me, and she thought that my forbearance was due to scheming, so as to please her. ”

"So, it was because of resentment against the lord and wife of the family that the wife agreed to the Shen family as a concubine?" The servant woman was shocked.

"Resentment is resentment, but hatred can't be said, just like they say, even if I never have true feelings? In the end, it was my parents who raised me who gave me silk and satin for clothes and delicacies for food, and even if they only used me as a tool, I should indeed repay them for their nurturing kindness. So I treat the children of my eldest sister well and treat them as my children, and I have also fulfilled the duty of the bond, that is, to repair this marriage, because of this, I agreed to the old man Nashen as a concubine, and the old grudge against the Ding family has completely disappeared, and I will not be as hostile as the big sister. Ding smiled lightly, his lips were red and his teeth were white.

She took her eyes back and looked at the nurse: "I have also repaid their nurturing kindness, since they are ruthless to me, of course I can only be ruthless, I have done everything I should do, and that's all!" If they force me again, it will be a big deal for me to lose this life, if they don't even allow this last idea, what does it matter whether it is life or death? ”

"But madam, you are guilty of the most unacceptable mistake as a woman, and even if the master does not have you in his heart, he cannot tolerate you and the young man's behavior...... Something to do! The last four words were uttered by the nurse through gritted teeth, but her voice was almost inaudible.

"He doesn't allow it, so he will divorce me, but not only the Ding family values this marriage, but the Li family values it even more! Otherwise, how could the master obviously have been in love with Shen for a long time, but he couldn't convince Gao Tang to marry Shen? Even if the eldest sister died, it was more than a first-class continuation lower than the wife Yuan, Weng's father and mother-in-law and the elders of the Li family had never considered the Shen family, the Li family to the Shen family, at most the position of the concubine, the lord divorced me, and the Ding family had a bad relationship, which was never allowed by the clan, so even if he knew about me, most of them would not divorce his wife, what benevolence, righteousness and morality, it was not worth mentioning in the face of the rise and fall of the family, in the final analysis, if I was not the daughter of the Ding family, no matter how virtuous and virtuous I was, as long as it hindered the prosperity of the Li clan, The same will be abandoned, and as long as I am still useful, it doesn't matter if I am cheating or childless, even if I have a bad disease, they will be this blind and deaf. ”

Ding slanted the corners of his lips, with endless contempt and ridicule: "I have fulfilled the master and the Shen family, he can read me kindly, I don't ask him to share my affection, but if he is not even allowed for me to seek comfort for myself, the big deal will be split in two, divorce me or kill me, and see him marry the main family again, others can't stand to have a favorite concubine like Shen in the family." ”

When the nurse heard this, she felt frightened, but she also knew that she could not dissuade the mother from acting such a dangerous thing, so she just sighed one after another.

Qu was obviously shocked by Ding's ruin, and her unruly heart once again gave birth to sympathy.

Even though he was born in a big family and has been pampered by wealth since he was a child, because of women, he will inevitably have so much helplessness and misfortune.

There is no way to persuade Ding, she can only go to find the servant woman just now, that is, Yanqing's mother, she has already understood that Jin's mother must know her son's whereabouts, and no matter what the outcome of this matter is, I am afraid that Ding will not be able to keep these small comforts.

Even the ditch came out with a long sigh.