Chapter 66: The lights are getting cooler
Two years later, things are wrong.,I finally came to the day of graduation.,The friendship with the mouse and their friendship came to an end for a while.。
When we last looked at this campus, the last time we looked at the dorms, and the last time we met Joey, we finally understood that there were too many surprises in this world that caught people off guard. So in the end we learned how to hide the sadness in our hearts, and I have a story, and wine is enough.
Joey and I still couldn't get together in the end, even though we went to the snowy mountains together, we met each other's parents together, and we slept in the same bed, but our relationship never went further, she said that the only person I couldn't let go of in my heart was that person, and I thought it might be true, so in the end she proposed to break up.
The best way to forget a person is to find a replacement person except to keep yourself busy, but she seems to me to never be replaced. I knew that no matter what happened, when she stood in front of me again, I would be as gentle as ever. You and I are no longer simple, but it does not affect the love in our hearts that will always be simple, but where are you now? Will we meet again?
There are also broken people like me and Zhou Peng, he is still tired of studying after all, he is not the kind of person who loves to learn, the distance between him and Xu Mengyou has always been very far, and the previous hope was just a dream of Nan Ke.
We were all there when he broke up with Xu Mengyou, no one wanted to talk, there was no right or wrong in the world of love, only suitability.
Before graduation, Yang Yuhao and Liu Xinyue, Cheng Yu and Chen Jing were still in love. Although Yang Yuhao still behaves as if he is about to leave, although Cheng Yu and Chen Jing are still very simple and like friends, we know that they can go far.
I didn't meet Joey on the day of parting, I just knew that she was researched, and I don't remember exactly which country, in fact, I have been feeling very sorry for him for so many years, and a cute person is not something else that can be replaced.
Around the next corner I saw a girl walking past me in the same plaid skirt as she had been, and I knew it wasn't her, but a lot of memories would pop up, maybe once briefly loved. So when you see the same back as her, you will have the urge to rush up and say hello.
Just walking aimlessly, feeling the last time on campus, many moving company cars have entered the campus, and there are indeed a lot of things to be asked for in four years.
Just like when I was in high school, I still kept every paper and every textbook and notebook from my previous exams, and people in college will have a nostalgic mentality. Although there may not be so many volumes, there are still quite a lot of books, whether they are textbooks or idle books, they are all memories of youth.
I never expected that the last time I saw Joey was her carrying books, she was holding a stack of tall books and stuffing them into the car, and the girl who was silent at the beginning has now learned to hand water to the driver. I watched quietly from a distance, I wanted to walk over but I knew that there was no need for this, there was no feast in the world, so let this fate end.
There was more than one unexpected thing, I didn't expect Xu Chule to come to me, because after that incident, I tacitly acquiesced that we turned against each other, although I didn't have any hatred from beginning to end. I think it will be him who can't let go, so I take it for granted that we are already strangers, and it is best that we will be indefinite.
But he said that he didn't blame me at all, but at that time, anyone would lose control of his emotions, and after calming down, he still knew very well that liking a person is originally equal for everyone, and all possessiveness is just something that men are born with.
The reason why he didn't see me again was only because he really couldn't get out, and after a while he was busy with his studies. The moment he said he didn't blame me, I was so moved that I wanted to hug him tightly.
I said, "She's going abroad, will you all go to the same place?" ”
Although I regret it after saying this, didn't I push him into the fire pit again?
It's just that Xu Chule smiled and shook his head and said, "No, if it's over, you can't go back, now I just want to live well for myself." ”
I'm still very happy to see him able to see it so clearly now, unlike when I have been mired in Xu Qing's memories, how enlightened it is to live a good life for myself.
It's really tiring to live for others all the time in this world, and it's not a joy to be able to stop and dress up for yourself, but I'm stupid and never have such an awareness.
Only with the existence of fools can there be a definition of smartness, and only with the distinction of evil people can there be a definition of good people. So stop complaining about how unfair the world is, when you say this, doesn't it prove that you have acknowledged that there is fairness in this world?
If there are robberies and thefts all the time in this world, you will not say that it is unfair, because everyone is like this, on the contrary, you will feel very unfair if you are the only one who is stolen.
Xu Chule and I said goodbye after three rounds of drinking, and the rest of the time was my roommate's casual dinner, in fact, I was lucky to meet them. Otherwise, how lonely I would have been in the past four years, and thanking all the people who grew up with me has always been a habit of mine, because I know that it took 500 times in my previous life to turn back in exchange for this lifetime of encounters.
And what kind of fate must be the person who can accompany you for a while, the stars are moving, quietly gone, the past and memories, buried in the earth.
I don't want to remember the details of that scene, I am afraid that I will burst into tears in the dead of night, be sad in the vast sea of people, and force a smile in a lonely place.
This time, I don't have to worry about moving things, because my brother-in-law will come to pick me up, that is, Song Jialiang, and my sister and he really got married. Luckily, they've been doing well.
Many times I envy my sister for how she can meet the person she likes so easily, but others have to go through life and death before they can find the right person for themselves, I will be a little angel in my sister's last life.
After my sister and he got married, she quit her original job, after all, there are too many entertainments, and the workload is very large, plus her stomach has always been bad, Song Jialiang asked her to go to his company as an administrative director, and run a clothing store together.
They bought a house soon, but they never planned to have children, because they were too busy with work to take care of children, it was better not to have children. And my parents finally saw that they were so happy and didn't urge them to hug their grandchildren, especially the neighbors said that it is extremely difficult to bring children now, and they can live a quiet two-person world, and that matter will be over.
After all the clutter is disposed of, I still have one last thing to complete, which is to clean up the rented house, and after four years, I said that I didn't have it, but the memories inside seem to be still stuck in yesterday.
I was very touched when I walked into my room again, I had slept with Joey three times and done things that crossed the line, but in the end we didn't have enough fate. The only difference is that I am no longer the same person I used to be, simple and immature.
When I walked into Xu Qing's room again, I always had the feeling of walking into a pure land, this room was only in and out of this room for the past few years, and I kept all her things intact.
But now these things are still going to be sold, and I won't keep anything except that picture of her, even if I am very reluctant but I know which ones no longer make any sense, and keeping them is only a matter of trouble.
That night I lay down again where she had slept, as if I could hold her in a dream, and I could not even feel her temperature, and I almost forgot her voice, only her face was still in my mind.
After this night, the only place we have memories is no longer mine, and the city may not be me anymore. I used to say that it was a city of sorrow, and every time I left, the lights were getting cooler.
I hope that the next person who lives here will have a good life, and stop being as confused as I am, the world is beautiful, but people don't know it. The man is sorrowful, but the tree does not know it. I don't know how you're doing.
After graduation, Yang Yuhao promised his father to go back to help manage the company, and Liu Xinyue also won the approval of his parents. Zhou Peng trained hard after losing Xu Mengyou, and he has been busy with the draft during this time, and he wants to play professionally. Cheng Yu and Chen Jing plan to work together in the literary club and become editors.
I chose to travel first, and after writing the last few songs, I was going to put into work, and no one knows what the future holds. I was just a snowflake in the snow, and no matter how noble my dreams were, I had to succumb to reality and fall with the wind.
Two people, a car, a pile of books, through the silence of the tunnel, driving through the noisy street market, finally away from the city, am I going home? I fell asleep, I hadn't slept so comfortably in a long time, and I told myself to breathe a sigh of relief before accepting the storm of tomorrow.
Time is silent, so like this, tomorrow is already there, the wind blows, the road is still far away, where is your story? To be continued......