She hoped that Qiao Youlin would understand.

Don't waste your feelings on yourself.

Although she is now taking advantage of this feeling, she always fantasizes that Qiao Youlin will come to her one day and say to her, "Lin Xinxin, I don't love you anymore, I fall in love with another woman." ”

That might make her feel relieved.

"Xinxin, I don't need you to love me, as long as you can be by my side, it's enough for our family of three to be together." Qiao Youlin's voice was full of pain, and the pain that he really gave but couldn't ask for suppressed him.

He was out of breath, and he was on the verge of collapse every day.

"I'm sorry......" Lin Xinxin lowered her eyes and replied in frustration.

After a long time, Qiao Youlin finally pulled the corners of his mouth, revealing an extremely screwed smile, "The person who should say I'm sorry is me." It's clear that I'm willing to do all this, but I don't know if it's been a long time, and I've forgotten about it, but I'm still trying to make you understand. I'm sorry heart, I'm sorry. ”

Looking at Qiao Youlin's back as he left depressed, Lin Xinxin's heart was not much better than Qiao Youlin's.

When she asked Qiao Youlin to help her with this favor with apprehension, she just naively thought that Qiao Youlin could accompany her back to China to show her face, and just deceived Jiang Yan.

But I really didn't expect him to not only agree, but also cooperate for so long.

is even better than her biological mother.

How could she not understand Qiao Youlin's sincerity.

But she didn't really want to deceive him, and she didn't want to deceive herself.

Lin Xinxin lowered her eyes and bit her lower lip hard.

She has no intention of hurting those who love her, but she has always hurt them.

Changing out of her dress, Lin Xinxin carefully lay beside her daughter.

Yiyi felt the warmth and sweet breath around her in her sleep, and couldn't help squeezing into her mother's arms.

With a small soft body in her arms, Lin Xinxin felt extremely happy and relieved.

The light of the night light can faintly see the daughter's little face.

"Did Jiang Yan really not find out?"

Lin Xinxin frowned, even more apprehensive in her heart.

Jiang Yan couldn't be clearer about this person's city, and after seeing it in the hospital that time, it was impossible for Jiang Yan not to find out.

Even several times he looked like he wanted to talk and stopped, he must have wanted to ask about his Yiyi.

It's just that he didn't say it in the end, and he didn't know what he was planning.

Fortunately, after that, he didn't ask anything more except for the occasional question about Yiyi's physical condition.

So Lin Xinxin still holds on to luck.

With a long exhale, he moved the daughter in his arms to a comfortable position, and then closed his eyes.

That night, she slept very restlessly.

I had nightmares until I woke up.

In her dream, she walked helplessly in the void, and the chaos around her constantly changed different faces.

Some of them she could recognize, and some of them were deformed and elongated and she couldn't tell who they were.

She looked ahead and saw Yiyi standing at the end of her gaze.

She hurried towards the child.

But no matter how much she ran, she couldn't get close to the child.

The faster she shoots, the more urgent she becomes, when suddenly, the child cries, and then darkness is about to swallow her.

Only a terrible cry remained.

Lin Xinxin was very anxious, but there was nothing she could do, and at this moment the alarm clock rang.

She hurriedly pressed it down, looked at the child who was still sleeping peacefully in her arms, and exhaled heavily.

I kept feeling emotional, but fortunately it was just a dream.