Chapter 1770 1774:
Chapter 1770: 1770: Perhaps, just take a step forward
Yun Ge's eyes were empty, but her expression was very stunned.
"Seriously, I really don't want to hurt him. However, you see that in my life, as long as there is some intersection with me, whether it is my parents, family, or friends like you, they are all hurt because of me. ”
Dong Huiying was about to refute Yun Ge, but Yun Ge raised his hand to stop her. "Don't be in a hurry to object, you listen to me first."
"Maybe you will say to me, don't blame me, that's fate, if you want to blame, you can only blame Yun Zhe and Yun Shuihan, if you want to blame, blame those bad guys, but for me, the root of the problem is not only this, I can't get over this hurdle in my heart, which is also my biggest obstacle."
Yun Ge is making an inner confession. She knew that she was attracted to Feng Su, and she clearly understood that she actually liked this person a little.
But how much do you like this "some likes"?
"I think if I'm with him, he's probably ...... Will it be nice for me? However, all my feelings seem to have burned out, and the only remaining part is all invested in you, and I can no longer raise any strength to accept other characters, as if my whole heart has been hollowed out......"
Dong Huiying was silent for a moment, "So what do you mean...... What do you mean by "not enough"? ”
Yun Ge's lips drew the arc of a smile, but her eyes were full of quiet sadness. "I can't accept Feng Su's feelings, it's not that I don't dare, it's because I can't, it's too unfair to him."
The cloud pigeon let out a long breath. Immediately, he reluctantly cheered up and said: "I don't know if you have ever felt this way, when someone is very deeply in love with you, this love is not necessarily happy, but more likely to be a painful, dull pressure. Because you know that you will never be able to be like him, and you will never be able to repay him with the same weight, 100 percent. So you're going to feel guilty about it, you're going to feel sorry for him, and if you're with him, it's going to get worse, there's no going to get any better, there's never going to get any better. So you can't be with him, because if you are together, you will definitely live in this never-ending self-blame and guilt for the rest of your life. ”
Yun Ge smiled briskly again, pretending to be cheerful: "So I want to choose a way of living that is easier for me, I don't want to live so tired and heavy." ”
So she said that she was not enough, because her love was too shallow and her love was not enough, so she couldn't accept Feng Su, because it was contrary to the "fairness" she believed in her heart.
Dong Huiying looked at her for a long time before saying: "Maybe emotionally, you are a fairly sober and rational person, but in my opinion, your entanglement comes from your soft-heartedness and kindness, but it also traps yourself." You said that you want to choose a way of life that is easier for you, but on the contrary, your current state is the heaviest and most tiring, I still firm my position, I think you should think about it again, after all, if you are willing to let go of yourself, if you are willing to summon up the courage to take a step forward, maybe you can open the sky, maybe happiness is at your fingertips. ”
At this moment, Dong Huiying really took pity on Yun Ge. She glanced at Yun Ge sympathetically.
In the age of innocence, when he was still young, he saw the death of his loved ones from the perspective of a child.
(End of chapter)