It's a pity that she didn't think that she was actually a shame after exploiting Shen Sijun's rights, and a bargaining chip that Xie Yuan used to mock Shen Sijun. never thought that Shen Sijun had no affection for her, and even married Gu Mianmian soon after she passed the door. That's the real scenery, infinite ten miles of red makeup.

"Xie Shiyun, do you think Shen Sijun loves you?" She still remembered that Gu Mianmian's face was full of disdain and contempt for her, "Don't be delusional, he can only love me!" ”

"You stay away from Mianmian in the future, if something happens to Mianmian, I'll ask you."

"With you, with my children?"

"Xie Shiyun, don't take yourself too seriously."

"We only think that Mianmian, we don't have a Hou lady like you in the Hou Mansion of Anguo."

Everything from the past resurfaced in front of her, bringing her only great waves of pain, wave after wave, smashing her fragile heart fiercely.

The sweetness of the previous life was only Shen Sijun's string of crystal rock sugar gourds, but it was not pure, it was accompanied by the heavy bitterness of the decoction. That seemingly insignificant sweetness was her greatest comfort in the gloomy days of the Marquis of Anguo's Mansion. But later, the illusion brought to her by the rock sugar gourd was smashed by a bowl of abortion pills poured by Shen Sijun himself, leaving only wreckage all over the ground.

"I'm scared, I don't dare."

Reliving a life, the familiar rock sugar gourd, but it can only awaken the nightmare buried in her heart. It seems that she can pretend that she never existed by letting everyone share and eat it.

"Shen Sijun, all your kindness to me now is too illusory to be real, I am afraid that the tragedy of my previous life will happen again, and I can only do this if I seek advantages and avoid harm."

She is like a clam that has been taken by life, and will never open her heart again. If you ask her what she likes? She will be tempted, after all, it is the person she has loved for a long time. But the heart can be moved, she is no longer a moth to the fire. Before she was absolutely sure, she couldn't do anything about knowing that there were tigers in the mountains and biased towards the tigers.

Xie Shiyun's eyes flashed with tears, she stood up and walked to the window to look at the bright moon above the night, and then closed the window. At this moment, Shen Sijun was also tossing and turning in his room, and he only felt that there was a turbid breath surging in his chest, which made him uncomfortable.

"What did I do wrong, or am I inferior to Shen Wenwen?"

"Why has she resisted my approach in every way since we first met, is it because I think too highly of myself?"

"She has feelings for me, and it seems that it is nothing more than my own wishful thinking."

Shen Sijun has never hesitated like this since he was a child, he can control everything in his hands, but she can't. Xie Shiyun was more like a fog to him, so he couldn't see through it, and then he indulged in it and couldn't get rid of it.

"I am not reconciled, and I will not give up no matter what happens in the future."

The suppressed strength in Shen Sijun's heart finally broke the seal, and he identified Xie Shiyun, and he would not let go until she really made up her mind to marry that person.

"If I let it go, I'll regret it for the rest of my life."

One wants to escape and the other refuses to let go, and it is destined to be a difficult bitter love between them.

Early the next morning, Xie Shiyun was woken up by the chattering Wang Yan.

"Your Highness, today you are going to supervise the disaster relief, why don't you bring me with you?"

"Why does Xiao Yan want to go with us?"

"I finally have an opportunity to go out of the house, I naturally have to take advantage of it, and my father has always said that I should be sympathetic to the people, but I haven't even had much contact with the people, so how can I be compassionate?"

Xie Shiyun couldn't help her, and agreed to mention this time to the city lord of Zhangzhou under her soft grinding. After washing and changing, Xie Shiyun and Wang Yan went to the front hall together.

"His Royal Highness An Chen, did you rest last night?"

It was Wang Xiu who said this, he wore an indigo straight placket and a silver crown today, and he was very childish.

"I had a good rest last night, and I was tired of Wang Gongzi's concern." Xie Shiyun nodded.

"Today, I will lead His Highness to the inspector by coming down, my father slept late last night to deal with official business, so I came down to entertain His Highness for breakfast."

"But the prince forgot that there is also this official with His Royal Highness?"

Shen Sijun didn't know when he came, and he was standing behind Xie Shiyun and Wang Yan. Wang Xiu likes Xie Shiyun, and his intuition as a man naturally knows that Shen Sijun is not a good person. Where the eyes of the two met, there was a silent battle.

"Don't dare to go down, please come down with the two of you."

This breakfast is also Xie Shiyun and Wang Yan eat normally and smoothly, and there has always been a smell of gunsmoke between Shen Sijun and Wang Xiu. Wang Yan peeked at them from time to time, and she just thought it was very interesting. She had only seen this kind of plot in the script.

"Your Highness, eat more dishes, Weichen has tasted it and thinks it should be in line with His Highness's taste."

Shen Sijun seemed to habitually put a chopstick into Xie Shiyun's bowl, Xie Shiyun paused for a moment and did not refuse, nodded and didn't say anything. Then Shen Sijun glanced at Wang Xiu quite proudly. Wang Xiu's chopsticks were about to break.

"Your Highness, try this dish, this is a local dish in Zhangzhou, and you can't eat it anywhere else." He pushed a plate in front of Xie Shiyun.

"Hmm."

Xie Shiyun didn't feel anything, and still ate calmly. Only Wang Yan pursed her lips, her brother only cares about the girl he likes, and that dish is her favorite food, so she can't get it now.

"Does Xiao Yan want to eat this?" Xie Shiyun raised her eyes and found that Wang Yan was looking at the plate in front of her, and took the initiative to push it in front of her, and Wang Yan's eyes instantly lit up.

Shen Sijun also had a smile on his face, and Wang Xiu was the only one who worked very hard to maintain politeness.

"Wang Gongzi, I first came here and wanted Xiao Yan to go with me, I wonder if Wang Gongzi can agree?" Xie Shiyun naturally didn't forget to promise Wang Yan anything, and said to Wang Xiu just after breakfast.

Wang Xiu's brows furrowed slightly, he glanced at Wang Yan, who was holding Xie Shiyun, and finally said, "Since it is His Highness's request, it is naturally possible." ”

"It's amazing!"

Wang Yan was so excited that she shouted out for a while, causing Wang Xiu to look at her angrily. However, Wang Xiu had already agreed, so he didn't have a problem with her, Wang Yan shrugged her shoulders and stuck out her tongue at Wang Xiu.

After the rectification was completed, Xie Shiyun and his party went out of the city lord's mansion. There are not many relief points in Zhangzhou City, so every place is crowded with hungry people.

"How can there be so many people?"

Xie Shiyun listened to the shouts of the officers and soldiers over and over again to maintain order, and his face was a little ugly.

"My father and Zai Xia have opened the granary since the drought broke out, but the number of people has not decreased, if it weren't for His Highness's timely arrival, there would be no food in the city lord's mansion."

"There seems to be something strange about this."