Chapter Eighty-Nine: Leaving Is Imperative!
"Where did you hear about this?" Zhong Qing didn't deny it, but he didn't admit it either, he just glanced at him, lowered his head to play with his phone, and said casually.
"I saw it with my own eyes." Zhong Zong stared at Zhong Qing, wanting to see something from her face, and then added, "I saw the events of the day today. ”
"You're stalking me?" This sentence successfully angered Zhong Qing, and she looked at Zhong Zong vigilantly like a fried cat.
Although Zhong Qing didn't know where Zhong Zong saw it during the day, since he said so, he must have known something.
"So you're really reconciled with him?" Based on her reaction, Zhong Zong guessed.
"What if you don't reconcile? Does this have anything to do with you? Elder brother! Zhong Qing couldn't bear it anymore, called his brother heavily, unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car.
Zhong Zong stretched out his hand to grab her, wanting to take it to his side.
His strength is so great that he doesn't even have room to resist.
"Xiaoqing, I didn't see what happened during the day, I just saw Gu Yanze leave with a smile after you went in, if there was nothing, how could he be so happy?"
Zhong Zong saw that she was angry and had to tell the truth. But it's better not to tell the truth.
"You're lying to me?" Zhong Qing sneered and looked at his brother, licking his back molars, hating to bite him to death.
"I'm just too worried about you, I don't want you to fall for Gu Yanze again! Have you had a day of peace since you met him? If I want you to live a stable life, I have to leave him. ”
Hurt by the indifference in Zhongqing's eyes, Zhong Zong excitedly held her hand, trying to make her hear his words clearly.
And in Zhong's eyes, all this is just him trying to control himself.
Zhong Qingsheng looked at his brother without love, and smiled mockingly: "Because of him? Brother, when will you grow up? When will you be truly independent? I've grown up, and you haven't. ”
The ridicule in her eyes was so naked, Zhong Zong saw her irascible self in her eyes, like a clown jumping off the beam.
"You asked me to go home, I went back, you told me not to go to the orphanage, I didn't go, and now you still want to meddle in my feelings, don't you think it's ridiculous?"
Zhong Qing struggled to shake off Zhong Zong's hand, and his slippery wrist was held tightly by him, and Zhong Qing couldn't pull it out.
"Xiaoqing, I want to care about you, I don't mean anything else." Zhong Zong looked at her cautiously, but the strength in his hand was not cut by half.
"If that's what else you want to do?" looked at him mockingly, and the last trace of patience in his heart was exhausted.
"Can you forgive me, I won't be so impulsive next time." Zhong Zong held his beloved hand almost pleadingly, trying to ask for her forgiveness.
"Shh Zhong Qing grinned, made a disdainful sound, and turned to look at the pedestrians coming and going outside the window before looking back at him.
"If you don't go to work early in the morning, you have to send me to the orphanage, is this an impulse? Squatting at the door of the orphanage, watching people come in and out, is this an impulse? Spy on every move in my life, is it an impulse? ”
There are still some words that Zhong Qing didn't say, but she knew very well in her heart that Zhong Zong was for her own possessiveness in the end!
She had to get it all back on track!
"Brother, I am your sister, not your servant! You don't care who I've met, who I've dealt with, what I've done, I have my own world. ”
Zhong Qing couldn't help tearing his face with him, and persuaded him earnestly.
"But your world doesn't have me." Zhong Zong looked at her sadly, as if accusing her.
"Why should there be you in my world? You have your own world, and you don't have to have a place in the other person's world, you know? ”
Even there was him in the world he originally loved, but all of this was buried by his own hands.
Looking at Zhong Zong's resentful eyes, Zhong Qing sighed, closed his eyes and leaned against the car window, not wanting to speak again.
She and her brother couldn't make sense at all, and he would never listen to her.
"Xiaoqing, you just need to know that I'm here for your good, that's enough. There's no way I'm going to hurt you. Zhong Zong fastened her seat belt for her, stared at her for a long time, and saw that she still ignored herself, so he drove home helplessly.
When I got home, I went upstairs and didn't give Zhong Zong a second of extra time.
Back in the room, Zhong Qing angrily threw his bag on the chair and pounded it according to the doll on the bed for a long time, but he could only sulk.
Not to mention that it is impossible for her to tear her face with her brother, even if he wants to tear his face, his brother will not agree.
He would just desperately leave himself behind and imprison him.
Thinking of this, Zhong Qing took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to the dean: "Dean, I will go back to the hospital tomorrow, and I may disturb you again." ”
She didn't want to stay with her brother for a second.
After a while, the dean replied. With the dean's consent, Zhong Qing breathed a sigh of relief.
Fortunately, I still have a place to go, so I don't leave here and live on the streets.
Just as she was thinking wildly, there was a sudden knock on the door, and the sound of Zhong Zong came from outside the door.
"Xiaoqing, have you slept?"
His tentative voice, to the ears of his love, was a call from hell.
"Sleep!" Zhong Qing was so angry that he kicked away the stool, didn't take off his clothes, and fell straight on the bed, holding the doll.
If her brother comes in a while, she will play dead and see what he does!
Zhong Zong sighed helplessly outside the door, and it took a long time to hear him speak: "There are too many misunderstandings between us, I want to talk about it, can I?" ”
There is no misunderstanding between them at all, and the biggest misunderstanding is that my brother doesn't know him clearly!
But Zhong Zong would not admit all this, he would only put the responsibility for the discord between their brothers and sisters on Gu Yanze's body.
Thinking of Gu Yanze, his expression softened. But when he heard Zhong Zong's voice in the next second, he immediately got goosebumps all over his body.
"Just a few minutes, okay?"
Did she say it wouldn't work? Zhong Qing rolled his eyes at the air, walked over and opened the door angrily, and let Zhong Zong in.
"Say whatever you want to talk about." Zhong Qing looked indifferent, leaning on the bed, holding a huge doll in front of him.
"It's not what I want to talk about, it's what we want to talk about." Zhong Zong sighed, like a poor brother abandoned by his sister.
"Okay, let's talk, I'll listen."
No matter what Zhong Zong said, Zhong Qing looked like he was going to die, and a pair of dead fish eyes looked at Zhong Zong very cooperatively.
Even if Zhong Zong wanted to say more, when he met her expression, he swallowed it in his stomach.
"First of all, I didn't mean to be at the door of the orphanage today." Zhong Zong explained, but apparently Zhong Qing didn't believe it.
She nodded, with a light look on her face, Zhong Zong even doubted that she had heard her words clearly.
"Secondly, I don't want to meddle in your life, I just don't want you to be deceived."
Zhong Qing nodded again, the expression on his face was still the same, so that people couldn't see the clues.
"Is there anything you'd like to say?" Zhong Zong swallowed what he wanted to say and handed the topic to Zhong Qing.
If Xiaoqing keeps this expression, how can they continue to talk?
"I don't have anything to say." Zhong Qing shook his head, grabbed the two little short hands of the big bear and said, "So you don't feel that you are wrong where I think you are wrong." Is there a need for such a dialogue to continue? ”
He didn't realize what he hated about him. These excuses are just self-comforting ones.
"I'll listen to you, you tell me, can I change it?" Zhong Zong looked at Zhong Qing and panicked in his heart.
I don't know why, he always feels like he's about to lose his little love, from all aspects.
"Listen to me? I asked you to give me private space, did you give it? I told you not to follow me, did you listen? You're here with me, what do you have left but a brother? ”
Zhong Qing didn't even bother to give him a mocking look, tilting his head to look at the other side.
"Brother, you don't have to talk to me about this, you don't want to change, I don't want to listen, hurry back and wash and sleep, don't delay squatting tomorrow...... No, don't delay going to work tomorrow. ”
Zhong Erlang looked away, but he turned his eyes up and down, left and right, but he just refused to look at Zhong Zong.
"Xiaoqing, can't we really have a good chat?" Zhong Zong has not yet realized where his mistakes are, and still feels that he is a victim.
"I can't." Zhongqing was a little disappointed in him, and now he only wanted him to leave his room, "You go out, I'm going to sleep." ”
After saying that, she turned around with the bear in her arms and turned her back to him.
Hearing the sound of Zhong Zong leaving the room behind him, Zhong Qing breathed a sigh of relief.
After calming down for a while, Zhong Qing realized that his eyes were actually moist.
Also, that was the brother she relied on the most since she was a child, but why has it become like this now?
My brother is not like my brother, does he also hope that his sister is not like my sister?
Zhong Qing didn't know what went wrong, but she knew very well that this was not the home she loved before, and she even wanted to escape from this home now.
With such a deep entanglement, she fell into a dream, but even in the dream, she still did not escape her brother's shadow.
When he woke up the next day, he found himself in a cold sweat.
She sat on the bed for a while, tired, and then went downstairs after washing up.
However, today my brother did not do the same as yesterday, just made breakfast and put it on the table, left a note and went to work.
Drinking milk, I looked at the familiar handwriting on the label with love, and my heart was full of mixed feelings.
Whether to leave or stay is an important question for love.
I was determined to leave last night, but I was a little shaken after seeing this note.
But in the next second, Zhong Qing shook his head vigorously and warned himself: "If you don't stay, my brother will definitely be like a spring, tempting again and again!" He must not be given such a chance! ”
It's imperative to leave!
Thinking of this, she angrily bit on her sandwich and drank the milk and went to the orphanage.
Today, Gu Yanze came earlier than she imagined, and when she arrived, Gu Yanze had already arrived and brought breakfast.
Zhong Qing walked over, and just wanted to ask him to help him find a son, Gu Yanze took the first step to speak: "I have an apartment, do you want to go and see it?" ”