Chapter 521: Hurt Yourself and Reject You
"You're thinking too much." Shen Zhiwei pursed her lips, "The two of us are not boyfriend and girlfriend now, don't wait at our door in the future, it's not appropriate." ”
"You're lying!" Zhao Silan's eyes stared at her for a moment, "Tell me clearly, why are you so cold to me?" ”
Shen Zhiwei just wanted to say no, but Zhao Silan said directly and loudly, "Don't say anything more, I think too much, Shen Zhiwei, I'm not a fool, I can feel it!" Why, exactly? ”
He suddenly raised his voice to startle Shen Zhiwei, and his eyes blinked a few times.
Secretly clenched his hand, took a deep breath, and then slowly spit it out, "You said you are not stupid, then you can't feel that I am tired of you now?" I don't like you anymore, can you stay away from me! It's annoying and disgusting that you're stalking like this! ”
She deliberately said the most hurtful words, and when she saw Zhao Silan's eyes flickering, Shen Zhiwei's heart hurt fiercely, and her hands clenched tighter, letting the pain stimulate her brain and make herself sober.
"Zhao Silan, haven't you always wanted a reason?" Shen Zhiwei smiled coldly, "Now that the reason is for you, can you get out?" ”
Her expression was very indifferent, which made Zhao Silan feel a chill creeping out of her heart, "You lie, how can you not like me anymore?" Shen Zhiwei, you are lying! ”
He took a few steps back, every word Shen Zhiwei said just now was stuck in his heart like a knife, and at this moment, his heart was already blurred with flesh and blood, and he was in pain.
"Zhao Silan, if you don't believe it, forget it." Shen Zhiwei sneered, and continued, "Don't come to me in the future, the two of us can get together and disperse." ”
After the words fell, Shen Zhiwei turned around and prepared to enter the door, no longer giving Zhao Silan a look.
Zhao Silan rushed up with an arrow step, pulled her back into his arms, picked up her chin and kissed her heavily.
Feeling the softness of her red lips again, he hugged her tightly in his arms, only in this way could Zhao Silan feel that Shen Zhiwei still belonged to him, and could only belong to him.
Maybe Zhao Silan had been outside for too long, and his lips were a little cold.
When Shen Zhiwei first touched him, she was frozen by his cold lips, and her brows were furrowed, how could it be so cold?
Immediately realized that she shouldn't care about Zhao Silan, so she slapped him on the shoulder hard, desperately trying to break free from his arms.
Feeling her resistance, Zhao Silan was like drinking a glass of bitter gourd juice, which made him bitter and uncomfortable from the inside out.
Regardless of Shen Zhiwei's struggle, Zhao Silan hugged her harder, and at the same time kissed her vigorously, as if he wanted to take her breath away.
In his arms, Shen Zhiwei gradually softened, and reason gradually left her.
Suddenly, Shen Zhiwei stopped struggling and let Zhao Silan hold her like a lifeless doll.
Seeing her like this, Zhao Silan's heart throbbed fiercely, but even so, he was still unwilling to let go of Shen Zhiwei.
However, a strong smell of blood spread between the two, and Zhao Silan frowned, wondering what was going on?
The smell became heavier and heavier, Zhao Silan saw the bloodshot at the corner of Shen Zhiwei's mouth, realized something, and let go of Shen Zhiwei, "In order not to let me kiss you, you don't hesitate to hurt yourself?" ”
"What else can I do?" Shen Zhiwei smiled faintly, with a smile on her little face like an angel.
However, the words that came out made Zhao Silan's heart ache, he chuckled a few times, and his shoulders trembled.
Looking at him like this, a trace of doubt flashed in Shen Zhiwei's eyes, and she didn't understand what he meant?
After Zhao Silan laughed for a while, he raised his head to look at Shen Zhiwei and shrugged his shoulders, "Okay, as you wish, I won't come to you again in the future." ”
When the words fell, Zhao Silan didn't have a trace of nostalgia, turned around and left.
He walked slowly, slowly, as if he was expecting something.
Walking around that corner, Zhao Silan still couldn't hear what he wanted to hear, a tear slipped down his face, and the bitter smile on the corner of his mouth made people feel very distressed to watch.
Looking at his back gradually disappearing, the smell of belonging to him in the air was also disappearing, Zhao Silan was as if she had never appeared, and she didn't say those hurtful words to him.
But Shen Zhiwei clearly knew that they were really finished, and they really couldn't go back to the past.
"Zhao Silan......" Shen Zhiwei muttered, tears were like pearls with broken threads, and the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart for so many days were like opening the pipe of the gate valve, and they were all revealed.
She didn't know how long she had been crying, but she went back to her room as if she had no soul, and sat on the bed, her legs curled up, her head buried between her legs, and she kept crying.
The sky outside gradually brightened, and after crying all night, Shen Zhiwei's eyes were swollen like walnuts, she didn't sleep all night, and her face was also very ugly, dark yellow and lackluster.
I went into the bathroom and took a shower, as if I was going to wash everything off my body.
When taking a bath, Shen Zhiwei couldn't help but think, if people's memories can really be washed away, how good would it be?
After washing, he cleaned himself up a little, so that his face didn't look so bad, and his eyes weren't so swollen, so Shen Zhiwei dared to go out to the hospital.
When she arrived, it was the time of the doctor's rounds, and when Shen Zhiwei pushed the door in, she saw the person she least wanted to face - Zhao Silan.
Looking at Zhao Silan's eyes, she was a little embarrassed, but to Zhao Silan, she seemed to be a transparent person.
The eyes of the two met for a second, and Zhao Silan moved away lightly, "The body is recovering well, if you want to transfer to the hospital, I will arrange it." ”
Shen Zhixing nodded, this broken hospital, he couldn't stay anymore.
"Okay, then I'll go first." Zhao Silan put away the medical records, turned around and passed by Shen Zhiwei.
From beginning to end, his expression and steps did not change in the slightest because of Shen Zhiwei, as if they were really strangers.
Shen Zhiwei's heart kept pantothenic, obviously this is the result she wants, why should she be unhappy? You can't be upset.
Xu Qingyan noticed that something was wrong with these two people, but he didn't say anything, the affairs of the two people should be solved by the two of them.
"Light smoke, eat." Shen Zhiwei put the lunch box on the table.
"How did you send it? What about Sister-in-law Liu? Xu Qingyan took the lunch box and asked.
"It's too cold outside, and the ground is frozen, I'm afraid that Sister-in-law Liu will fall, so I sent it to you." Shen Zhiwei explained.