The first time Su Mi saw Wen Shijing was in the alley of the compound, when she was only three years old, and she didn't know at that time that this person who would influence her for a long time in the future would be such a person who made her grit her teeth with hatred, and liked to play tricks and have bad tastes. The world of three-year-olds may be innately simple and kind, except for eating and sleeping is watching cartoons.

Time is really gone forever, in the time of love, the years are gentle, and the time is merciful.

Su Mi really felt that she was very lucky, but she was not so lucky, many times she wondered if she had used up all the good luck in her life in the first half of her life and fifteen years. This prosperity brought him a lot of love and betrayal. The ostentatious one is called the midsummer light year of youth. It also drowns out growth. No one knows how Su Mi, who left Wen Shijing, moved forward step by step with her withdrawn and inferior self-esteem, her father was imprisoned for drug trafficking, and died in a gang fight after being released from prison. Since then, her mother has been in a slump, and it was then that Su Mi had to be forced to transfer schools because she was carrying the daughter of a criminal and was rejected by the strange eyes and rejection of the people around her, and took her mother to leave the place where she lived at that time.

She even remembered the scene when she saw Wen Shijing when she left, the fifteen-year-old boy's clean and Chen Che's eyes no longer had the same light as before because of Su Mi's departure.

"Can't you go if you don't go?" The young man at that time tightly grabbed the girl's cuffs, stoic and dark

"Why, what happened? You say," Wen Shijing's slightly trembling voice betrayed his uneasiness.

"Wen Shijing, do you know, now I am like a cancer patient who needs constant infusions, it's too painful, I don't like this, but I can't do anything." The girl's trembling body was wearing a thin short-sleeved dress, and the breeze blew through it, making it even more desolate.

"Mi Mi, if there is anything we can solve together, don't hold it in your heart, say it, it can be solved" Wen Shijing looked at Su Mi, and the cracks in his eyes became more and more obvious

"Shi Jing, I'm sick, I'm leaving to heal my injuries, maybe I'll come back when I'm well." Su Mi said in a low voice, coaxing the restless boy beside him, wanting to comfort him with this

Hearing Su Mi's words, Wen Shijing hugged her beside him regardless of it, and at this time he didn't know how to comfort Su Mi, his eyes were deep, and his body trembled slightly, "Mi Mi, you remember that no matter what happens, I will always be there, I will wait for you, I will always wait for you." ”

Su Mi knew that she didn't know how long this trip would take, so she said, "Shi Jing, you have to believe that there will always be a gentle person in your life who makes you feel warm, you have to be the best version of yourself, to wait for someone worth waiting for, and I can only be a passerby in your life in the end." ”

"I don't want it, Su Mi." Wen Shijing was angry, he had never been so angry, and she had never been so angry with Su Mi since she met Su Mi. "Why do you say such a thing, since we met, it has been twelve years, why do you say forget and forget, is it not important to you at all that you have been with and grown up for so many years?" He remembered shuttling through the criss-crossing alleys, where he spent his frivolous and unscrupulous youth, accompanied by an ugly girl who didn't know the height of the sky.

"It's not important" Su Mi's heart hurt like being pricked by a needle, and her fingers tightened slightly.

"For me, you're just a playmate on my way up, life is like this, at every stage you will meet a group of friends, alone, we always go farther and farther on this road, so we are used to loneliness and we also learn to forget while looking for new people, it may be difficult at first, but do you believe it? Over time, everything becomes less important." Su Mi knew that she had to do this, her forbearance eyes revealed despair, at that time she was embarrassed like a helpless child, she began to hate her father, hated the world, why, why did she give her such a heavy blow after she thought she got the whole world, she had nothing left, why couldn't even leave her the last bit of warmth.

Wen Shijing looked at Su Mi, his eyes were distressed, he slowly approached her neck, close to her ear, and whispered, "Mi Mi, because it's you, I won't blame you, even if you say such things to me, I won't really be angry with you, I said that I will wait for you, I will definitely wait, if I can't wait, I will go to you, that's all" Wen Shijing left quickly. It's like this, Su Mi won't refuse him, won't leave him.

Su Mi looked at his lonely back, and couldn't help crying loudly anymore, this is her Wen Shijing, that's it, no matter what Su Mi does that makes him sad, forever, her Shi Jing is like this, but what he doesn't know is that he will only make her hate herself more, hate herself for not being able to change anything, hate herself for being cowardly, and hate herself for being incompetent. At the age of fifteen, I don't understand the feelings, maybe both parties know that they just don't say it, because Su Mi understands, so even if he says it, it won't change anything. Is it with him, not to mention that they are still young, even if they are really together in the future, he agrees, what about his parents, what about his family, will his family accept such a self? The murderer is still the daughter of a drug dealer, even if he doesn't mind, his father died in a gang fight, and he doesn't know if anyone will find her and his mother in the future, he can't hurt Wen Shijing, he is so beautiful, he has a more brilliant and brilliant life in the future, thinking of this, Su Mi felt powerless and helpless.

So be it, that might be the best outcome ...