Chapter 246: I Don't
Those dark eyes calmly looked at the world outside the window, and the fireworks in the sky were reflected in the dazzling and dazzling.
But from beginning to end, she didn't say half a word to Gu Yanze.
Because of Xiaoqing's awakening, the ward was much more lively, and doctors and nurses gathered around her bed to check her body.
However, no matter what he asked, Zhong Qing was just a faint two words and brought it over, and he didn't seem to want to say more.
She didn't embarrass the doctors and nurses, and the examination went well. Soon a group of people came in a hurry and left in a hurry.
After learning that love was not a big deal, Gu Yanze's hanging heart let go.
"Xiaoqing, do you know how long you've been in a coma, I'm really worried about you these days, every minute and every second."
Zhong Qing calmly looked at Gu Yanze, who suddenly became talkative, with a hint of strangeness in his eyes.
To be exact, there was only a stranger left in her eyes.
She didn't want to see Gu Yanze, and she didn't want to see it for a moment. She will not forget what Gu Yanze has done to her. The damage that those things caused her is not something that can be solved by companionship.
"Xiaoqing, can you talk to me? Even if it's just one word. Gu Yanze looked at Zhong Qing pleadingly, with irrepressible panic and regret on his face.
But this kind of Gu Yanze has been seen too many times, and he doesn't want to believe it anymore.
Once she told Gu Yanze not to follow her, and he used this expression to erase his trust again and again.
Don't you think it's ridiculous that you want to use such a look to arouse your trust now?
The fireworks outside the window continue to bloom, and the Christmas spirit is blowing in your face, even through the glass.
Gu Yanze has already given up, let Zhong Qing take care of him, and be able to be by Zhong Qing's side, Gu Yanze is already satisfied.
He told Old Man Gu about this, and the excitement on the other side could be heard clearly through his mobile phone.
"You give your phone to the girl, I have something to say to her." Thinking of what he had said to Zhong Qing, Old Man Gu decided to apologize to her first.
However, after taking the phone, Xiaoqing opened her mouth and found that her voice was hoarse and it was difficult to speak.
Obviously, he was fine when the doctor was there just now, why can't he speak now?
Realizing that something was wrong with her, Gu Yanze hung up the phone and immediately found a doctor to help her do an examination.
The results of the examination came out quickly, and the doctor was already surprised: "Miss Zhong, you are in a disorder caused by too many mood swings, you have to recuperate recently, don't have too many ups and downs in your emotions, this kind of problem will get better soon, don't worry." ”
In short, the love is speechless for psychological reasons.
This made Gu Yanze very embarrassed, after all, it was because of himself that he would have such a big mood swing.
Not long after the doctor left, Gu Yanze didn't even have time to say a word to Zhong Qing, and Old Man Gu hurried over.
Seeing the love that woke up intact, he was so excited that he burst into tears, and kept sighing: "Love girl, don't take grandpa's words to heart, I'm also old, just talk about it." How you young people get along with each other is up to you, and we old fellows won't follow suit. ”
Zhong Qing opened his mouth, after all, he couldn't speak, and could only type on his mobile phone.
"Grandpa doesn't have to blame himself, I wasn't hospitalized because of grandpa."
She will be hospitalized, and the root cause is Gu Yanze.
For example, Old Man Gu also brought some pressure to herself, but she can understand her grandfather's heart now.
And the root cause of his suicide was Gu Yanze.
In a short period of time, she wouldn't tell Old Man Gu about it, and she wouldn't even care about anything related to Gu Yanze.
Even though he has been in a coma for so long, Zhong Qing still hasn't given up that idea.
She wants to break up with Gu Yanze.
Old Man Gu didn't know that her mood was so complicated now, and he thought that it was just a matter of time before she and Gu Yanze would be okay soon.
He patted his affectionate hand and comforted: "It's normal for you to have contradictions between you, and when the contradictions are resolved, there will be nothing left." ”
It seems that Gu Yanze didn't tell his grandfather what happened between them.
Zhongqing's eyes were much darker, and he nodded in agreement.
Because it was getting late, Zhong Qing urged Old Man Gu to go home, and there were only two people left in the ward, her and Gu Yanze.
Because her voice couldn't speak, she didn't even want to communicate with Gu Yanze by typing.
In the air-conditioned ward, the temperature plummeted to below zero. Gu Yanze only felt that he was going to freeze to death here, there was no world to love, it was cold.
"Xiaoqing, I brought you a Christmas present. I didn't expect you to wake up, but I didn't expect Santa Claus to really hear my wishes. ”
He doesn't regret what he said at all, as long as he is willing now, he will definitely accompany Xiaoqing to work.
Gu Yanze took out a small ruby ring from the box.
"This is what I saw in the auction house the other day. It has a good meaning and symbolizes eternal love. I think you'll love it, so I'm going to give it to you today. ”
Although it was a ring, he never thought of using it to propose.
But Gu Yanze forgot, Zhong Qing has not yet come out of that fear, she is determined to break up with Gu Yanze, how can she accept his ring?
Zhong Qing just glanced at it and immediately withdrew his gaze, shrinking into the bed, revealing only a pair of closed eyes and a small nose.
Gu Yanze's hand was a little embarrassed, and he quietly took the ring back into the box and didn't close it for a long time.
Such a beautiful ruby ring, he thought of love at first sight, and his enthusiastic and flamboyant personality must go well with red.
Suddenly, as if he thought of something, he immediately added: "Xiaoqing, don't get me wrong, I'm not here to propose." I really just think this ring is perfect for you and you can keep it with you if you like. ”
She always kept the doctor's words in mind and couldn't let her love have too many mood swings.
And after Zhong Qing woke up, Gu Yanze also wanted Mo Ran to come and see her.
"Xiaoqing, I'll ask Mo Ran to come and see you in a few days, okay?" Gu Yanze stared at Zhongqing's head quietly.
After a while, the little head under the quilt moved lightly twice, and it was a nod of agreement.
Just this kind of interaction already made Gu Yanze feel excited.
Excitedly and carefully, he covered the quilt and lay down on the sofa as usual.
In order to ensure space, Gu Yanze changed Zhongqing to a separate ward. And there was only one bed in the ward, so he had to make do on the sofa.
In the middle of the night, when Zhong Qing woke up, he pulled open the quilt and peeked outside, and saw Gu Yanze huddled on the sofa.
Half of his broad shoulders were hanging outside, and the whole sofa was not very big, which could only accommodate two-thirds of his body, and the other half was hanging, which was very uncomfortable.
There was a trace of distress in Zhongqing's heart, but when he thought of what Gu Yanze had done to him, he immediately threw that distress into the garbage heap.
Gu Yanze doesn't deserve to feel distressed!
After a good night's sleep until dawn, Zhong Qing woke up and saw Gu Yanze sitting on the edge of the bed at first sight.
Don't he even have to go to work? Forget it, what does it have to do with him whether he goes to work or not?
complained in his heart, and silently withdrew his gaze, not wanting to have too much communication with him.
As long as she saw Gu Yanze's face, she would think of that painful night.
That was the last thing she could ever forgive.
During the time she was resting, the wound on her wrist had almost healed, but the twisted scar was still visible.
While examining her, the nurse asked with concern, "When this wound is completely healed, you can do surgery to remove the scar." ”
But in the quiet room, if there was no one to take her, the little nurse could only leave in embarrassment.
Before leaving, she hung up a little bit for her love.
Watching the liquid dripping from the tube, Zhong's dull gaze finally came to his senses.
However, the moment he heard Gu Yanze's voice, the last bit of spirit also turned into ashes.
"Xiaoqing, you have a good rest here, I'll go back and cook for you." Gu Yanze said to himself, although he knew that he might not necessarily eat it, he still went back to cook for her in a hurry.
It takes a long time to cook, and as soon as Gu Yanze left, he unplugged the infusion tube in his hand.
She knew that if Gu Yanze was here, she would definitely ask the nurse to help him get a drip again.
So the time that Gu Yanze cooked for her every day turned into an opportunity to refuse treatment.
The little nurse wondered why her drip hung up so quickly, but she never found the reason.
It wasn't until Gu Yanze forgot to take the key with him and returned to the ward that he saw Zhongqing pull out the needle, and he knew why she would treat her so obediently.
Everything is coping with herself, only she is still stupid to believe that she will be treated.
"Xiaoqing, what are you doing?" Gu Yanze's voice came from the door, interrupting Zhong Ai's movements.
He thought that Zhongqing would withdraw his hand when he saw him, but what she never expected was that Zhongqing ripped it off without care, and still pulled out the needle and threw it aside.
Then she turned over and lay back on the bed, a series of actions were neat and neat, without any mud and water, and even Gu Yanze's appearance did not affect her in the slightest.
Only then did Gu Yanze understand that Zhong Qing didn't want to receive treatment at all.
"Xiaoqing, your body hasn't recovered yet, and you will only get better if you receive treatment, do you understand?" Gu Yanze held back the sadness in his heart, as if he was coaxing a child to fall in love.
She hated herself or blamed herself, but she shouldn't hurt her body like this.
Zhong Qing simply closed his eyes and no longer gave Gu Yanze a chance, but Gu Yanze's nagging was still in his ears, and it didn't take long for the doctors and nurses to come and gather around her.
After learning the truth that she hung up so quickly, the little nurse couldn't help but persuade: "Miss Zhong, no matter what, the body is the most important." Although you are recovering well, you still need to cooperate with the treatment. ”
The nurse talked for a long time, and Zhong Qing finally turned her head, opened her eyes and looked at them, and spit out two words in a straight voice: "I don't." ”
Then she closed her eyes again and shrank back into the covers, leaving a group of doctors and nurses looking at each other.