Chapter 219: Disappointment
Maybe this relationship was wrong from the beginning, Mu Xue closed her eyes, and for a moment, she didn't know what to do with the person in front of her, her heart seemed to have been torn open by someone, dripping with blood and painful, while the corner of the knife's mouth rose, slowly but firmly writing her guilt.
In a trance, Mu Xue even saw bright red blood like rouge falling on the white paper, telling her what she had done wrong.
Mu Xue only thought about it a little, and then she felt pain, she opened her eyes, her black and white eyes were wrapped in coldness, Fu An's coat on her body slipped to the ground, and Mu Xue didn't look back after being stained with a little stain, the corners of her mouth rose, "Answer me, yes?" ”
Wang Xiaopang has never seen Mu Xue like this, and similarly, Wang Xiaopang has never seen Fu An with his head down, and in his impression, these two should not be like this.
Wang Xiaopang thought that M God was just a mortal in the end, and if he was contaminated with love, he could only see Fu An's bits and pieces, and at this time Wang Xiaopang even thought that if Mu Xue didn't like Fu An, it was probably that Mu Xue would be a girl who laughed wantonly and arrogantly.
Fu An seemed to be choked by the throat at this time, and he couldn't say anything superfluous, he shook his head eagerly, no, he didn't think so in his heart, but as he spoke, the words came out.
"Xiao Xue'er, I didn't think so......"
Fu An had a bitter taste on the tip of his tongue, and the strong bitter taste exploded in this piece, he didn't know how to describe the feeling in his heart, and he didn't even dare to look up at Mu Xue's eyes, obviously he didn't think so, obviously he just wanted to ask Mu Xue why he wasn't disappointed.
Not disappointed, these three words rolled on the tip of his tongue, and he still didn't say it again, Fu Ansheng was afraid that he would use the topic to play again, and the person who was pampered and proud was never Mu Xue, but himself.
"Then, please, talk about it well," Mu Xue said as if she was holding cold ice, and her words were wrapped in deep disappointment for some reason, "Don't let me be disappointed in you." ”
Mu Xue was probably a little tired, she raised her hand and pressed her eyebrows, a little helpless and a little disappointed. At this time, Mu Xue couldn't describe the feeling in her heart, it was obviously a relationship that she had carefully maintained, and everything was developing in the established direction, why did it suddenly deteriorate?
Mu Xue sat in her position, thinking about this farce, and laughed dumbly, it turned out that the initial small contradiction can really become a sharp blade to cut off feelings, Mu Xue understands that no one's love is smooth sailing, and all seemingly beautiful feelings have experienced those unknown sad years.
"I ...... I just want to ask, why are you not disappointed? A scoop of cold water completely extinguished Fu An's false fire, and Fu An finally came to his senses at this time, looking at the tired Mu Xue, Fu An couldn't wait to go back in time and kill himself who was talking nonsense just now.
"Really?" Mu Xue raised her eyes and glanced at Fu An, her clear eyes were mixed with a little tiredness, "Fu An, take advantage of this opportunity to say all the words in your heart, only when you say it, I will know how much grievance you have suffered." ”
Sometimes hypocrisy is considered a pleasure between lovers, but over time, hypocrisy can't be endured, Mu Xue rubbed her eyebrows, "Make it clear, make it clear." ”
"No," Fu An repeated again, "It's really gone, Xiao Xue'er, those words are not my sincere words, I just want to ask why I am not disappointed." ”
Things that can be said clearly in one sentence, Fu An and Mu Xue, the two novices, were stunned to turn this problem into an emotional crisis, Mu Xue silently found a chocolate-flavored lollipop to put in her mouth, and the sweet and greasy taste washed away the irritability in Mu Xue's heart.
"Fu An, do you want to go to Harleyton University? Not for me, not for others, just for yourself......"
Mu Xue opened her mouth, and the faint taste of chocolate hit Fu An's sense of smell one by one, Fu An could even smell the light jasmine fragrance on Mu Xue's body, if it was normal, he would have fished Mu Xue into his arms a long time ago, but at this serious moment, Fu An didn't dare to move at all.
Mu Xue has asked herself more than once if she really wants to go to Harleyton University, whether she wants to go to Harleyton University.
Fu An raised his eyes, he looked at Fu An in front of him, his eyes flashed a little confused, he couldn't figure out why Mu Xue always had to separate Harleyton University from himself, obviously he only knew about Harleyton University because of Mu Xue, and it was because of Mu Xue's dream that he strengthened his determination to go to Harleyton University.
Mu Xue sighed helplessly, trying to explain this matter to Fu An, "If I don't want to go to Harleyton University, but want to go to Nathan University, do you still want to go to Harleyton University?" ”
"......" Fu An was confused for a moment, he looked at Mu Xue, "Then why should I go to Harleyton University instead of Nathan University?" ”
Mu Xue listened, and knew in her heart that Fu An wanted to go to Harleyton University because of himself, and nothing else had ever happened, never.
At this moment, Mu Xue didn't know what she should think in her heart, she looked at Fu An in front of her, it seemed that since she appeared in front of Fu An, Fu An has been developing in the direction she wants, but is that really what Fu An wants? Not necessarily.
The person who stands on the playing field and enjoys it is himself and not Fu An, the person who enjoys the pleasure of doing questions is himself not Fu An, and the person who wants to go to Halletton University is also not Fu An.
Mu Xue closed her eyes, if it was in the past, maybe Mu Xue would like Fu An very much, Fu An's plan was all about herself, and she didn't think about anything else at all.
Mu Xue hesitated, is this the way normal people fall in love? She didn't feel very moved, faintly, a little irritability rose in her heart, "Fu An, regardless of this issue for the time being, I said that I am not disappointed because I believe in you and believe that you can always do what you can do." ”
What Mu Xue said was supported by facts, Fu An has never disappointed her from the beginning to the present, and so on, Mu Xue has reason to believe that Fu An can do anything he wants, and in the same way, Fu An can be admitted to Harleyton University.
"So, are you happy?"
Mu Xue said this, faintly with a sense of perfunctory, Fu An could detect Mu Xue's obvious perfunctory, but at this time, Fu An didn't dare to make any more trouble.
"Happy."
Obviously he should be happy with the answer, but Fu An couldn't be happy at this time, he vaguely felt that something was quietly changing, and he had no way to stop it.
He didn't know what those changes meant, but a sense of crisis suddenly rose in his heart. Fu An bit his lower lip, he glanced at Mu Xue hesitantly, but he still didn't say anything after all.
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