Chapter 20 It's okay not to break up
39.
Only the words of your loved ones can dig your heart and eat your flesh, it is the right you give him, and in the end the injured body is incomplete, you can only blame yourself, not him.
Jian Yi didn't hate Qiao Yi, she just hated herself for not keeping her heart well.
If you knew this was the case, why bother in the first place. They weren't together from the start, and it wouldn't have been such an unmanageable mess.
Jane lowered her head, tears and slenderness, salty and bitter.
Tears flowed all over her face, lonely and embarrassed.
Qiao Yi took out the paper and handed it to her, asking her to wipe her tears before eating.
Jane's eyes were hazy with tears, thinking that she had a delusion, and she saw distress on his face.
Why? Why Joe? I still sometimes fool myself that you still love me.
As soon as Jane finished eating, he was going to send her away, and he didn't want her to linger with him any longer.
Qiao Yi was going to take her to the airport, but Jian Yi stubbornly wanted to go to the train station to take the train.
He didn't know that she liked to look through the transparent window of the train to see him and her clinging to each other.
This time, Qiao Yi only sent her to the gate of the train station. He told her to take good care of herself in the future. After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave.
Jane rushed up and hugged him from behind, a delicate smile pressed against his thick back.
"Don't go." She was very hard, and I didn't know if it would make him breathless, but if she didn't use force, he would go.
She could feel his warm palm resting on the back of her hand, he was behind her back and didn't speak, she couldn't imagine what his expression was.
She continued to plead, "Don't go, okay?" β
"Don't leave me alone."
"No one to watch a movie with me, no one to say goodnight to me, no one to pinch the time to say Happy New Year to me on New Year's Day, no one knows what I'm thinking, no one can be as happy as you just stand in front of me."
Jian Yi's tears wet his white shirt, soaking through a large area. She cried out and pleaded, "Please, don't go." β
"Qiao Yi, I need you."
"I'm not used to it alone without you."
Warm fingers pulled away little by little the hand around his waist, and the more he tried to let go, the harder she hugged him.
The two have been in such a stalemate, Qiao Yi suddenly had a faint anger, and he yelled at her in a deflated manner, "It's been troubled." β
"Don't, don't." Jane's mouth was resisting, but her body collapsed weakly, her hands hanging to the sides of her thighs, and she couldn't lift her head no matter what.
Qiao Yi withdrew with relief, and trotted up without looking back.
Jane's eyes were stung by his movements, and he must have been particularly disgusted with her now. She also wanted to break up in style, she didn't want to pester him, and for some reason it turned out like this.
"I'm sorry." As soon as Jane cried, I apologized for my interruption and hysterical entanglement.
The back of the walking man stopped in a daze and stood motionless for a long time.
Jane's voice came from behind, "My favorite Qiao Yi doesn't want me anymore, he has long forgotten me." β
He wanted to say that he hadn't forgotten.
I haven't forgotten anything, but there are some things that are only suitable for collection, I can't say, I can't think about it, but I can't forget it.
He didn't want her to cry, but he couldn't.
If only he hadn't lost his temper with her over such a trivial matter, if only he had gone to her a day earlier, if he could have known the outcome of the day in advance, he would not have been so naΓ―ve and had lost his temper with her.
If there are ifs, there are no ifs.
He and Jian Yi are already destined to be the end of today's tragedy.
40.
A relationship is not something that can be let go, you always have to cry a few times, and you can gradually let go of it after a few heart-rending disappointments.
In the days since she returned from City C, Jane has locked herself in her room day and night to draw her comics.
The male protagonist has a last resort.,Forced to break up with the female owner.,The female owner later found out that he actually loved her very much, he was to protect her.,The female owner consciously stood beside the male owner.,Be his left arm and right arm.,The two overcame difficulties together and got back together.γ
Jian Yi really hopes that Qiao Yi will do the same to her, not that she doesn't love her, but that she can't help it.
The phone placed on the table vibrates.
Jane Yi saw that it was an unfamiliar number, picked it up and connected, "Hello, I'm Jian Yi, what's the matter?" β
Polite and decent, but not deceitful language.
"I'm Wang Jinqiu."
Wang Jinqiu. As soon as Jian remembered it, the good brother who often skipped class with Yu Feifei in college and went back to the dormitory to play games and fool around.
Wang Jinqiu on the other end of the phone was a little anxious, "I haven't contacted her for almost half a month, I don't answer the phone, I don't reply to the message, this wolf-hearted, white-eyed wolf." β
Well, Jane nodded a little, Yu Feifei is really a heartless white-eyed wolf, people are so good to her, she actually ignores her.
It seems that the other party is very concerned about Fei Fei, and Jane is good enough to explain everything that has happened recently to him.
"Yu Feifei, this idiot." Wang Jinqiu's scolding voice came from the other end of the phone, and the phone was hung up without the other party's voice.
Jian Yi was sure that Wang Jinqiu would fly to Zhejiang to find Feifei. She edited the text message and sent Yu Feifei's hotel address and approximate itinerary.
She looked up at the lower left of the sun, and it seemed that Fei Fei was standing there.
Didn't you say that no one in the world loves you? Isn't he one?
After drawing the comics, Jane stretched her waist and another phone call came.
The screen shows Li Yan'an's name.
"Hey, Brother Yan'an. Can I help you? "He rarely calls her unless there's something very important.
"Let's have dinner in the evening." Li Yan'an's voice was not as smooth and natural as usual, and he sounded a little nervous.
Just eating? While thinking about Li Yan'an's purpose of inviting her to dinner, she cleaned up the table, Jian Yi kindly refused, "Brother Yan'an, if you have anything important, tell me now, I don't want to go out at night, so I won't let you break the bank." β
There was a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, and a deep voice suddenly spoke, "I'll pick you up at six o'clock, I have something very important to discuss with you, I don't have other female friends, only you can help me with this favor." β
Li Yan'an rarely invited himself so solemnly, he said that it was a very important matter, and he had to ask her to help, Jian Yi couldn't refuse, so he had to agree, "Okay." β
Li Yan'an's car stopped at the door of her house on time, and Jian Yi packed up and dressed herself in advance and got into the car with him.
When he got out of the car, he opened the car door for her and said that he was going to take her to meet someone.
Jane is curious about who the person she wants to see is? Li Yanan has something important to say to her, and he is willing to talk to her when he has to meet.
The dΓ©cor of the restaurant is antique, noble and elegant. Jane's thin heels clattered against the marble floor.
The waiter guided her in the right direction, and the moment he opened the door, Jane's mouth opened slightly in surprise.