Chapter 129: I can't help but die or live
Shen Yuan was in pain that life was worse than death.
She is extremely sensitive to pain, and in this era, there is no anesthesia and no analgesia, so it is really better to die......
I was in a daze and tossed and turned, and at night I had a high fever.
The dream is messy, for a while, Xiao Chenyi and the filial old marquis are forced to go to the guillotine with bracelets and anklets, and for a while, Mrs. Qi hangs herself in the room with all the maids of the Xiao Mansion, and the white silk reflects the red tongue that everyone sticks out...... For a while, Situ Ye was heartbroken and told her that she couldn't live up to the dead Cheng Wujun, and for a while, it was Xu Luohong's hideous face, holding a knife in his hand and stabbing himself!
Pain!
All the dreams converged into the scissors in Xu Luohong's hand, pierced Shen Yuan's body, and all the nerves and consciousness were left...... Pain!
Shen Yuan didn't feel it.
A large hand covered her forehead, bringing a hint of coolness.
Shen Yuan couldn't help rubbing her face into the palm of her hand, and tears fell into the palm of her hand.
The other party sighed.
The fever finally subsided in the early morning.
Shen Yuan really opened his eyes and saw Jin Shan lying beside his bed.
Someone outside came in without knocking, it was Zhao Rongrong, followed by the shopkeeper who brought breakfast.
Jin Shan also woke up.
Zhao Rongrong didn't speak, and she didn't give Shen Yuan any good looks.
Shen Yuan didn't speak.
is your mortal enemy, so you don't have to be hypocritical and polite.
Everyone hurriedly had breakfast in Shen Yuan's room, and then they were ready to continue their journey.
Jin Shan didn't ask, he directly picked up Shen Yuan and went downstairs, all the way to the carriage.
Zhao Rongrong: "It's not so much that she is your sister-in-law, but that she is your little daughter-in-law." ”
Jin Shan nodded.
Zhao Rongrong gritted her teeth angrily, thought about it, and suddenly said to Shen Yuan with a smile, "I took poison in the breakfast you just ate. ”
Shen Yuan also nodded.
Zhao Rongrong: "In no hour, you will bleed to death." ”
Jin Shan turned his head and said to Shen Yuan, "Don't listen to him, he doesn't dare." ”
Zhao Rongrong suddenly took out a knife.
Outside is a hired coachman, there are three people in the carriage, Shen Yuan is lying horizontally in the middle, Jin Shan is on the left, and Zhao Rongrong is on the right.
saw Zhao Rongrong put the knife on Shen Yuan's face, and said with a wicked smile, "Then do you think I dare to ruin her appearance." ”
Jin Shan's whole person suddenly became cold.
The face is cold, the voice is cold, and the aura around the body is also cold.
Zhao Rongrong suddenly put away the knife and put the knife in her arms again. Then he sneered and said to Shen Yuan, "Don't think how kind he is to save you, do you really think that he is greedy for your beauty and appearance?" ”
Shen Yuan nodded cooperatively.
Jin Shanyou couldn't help but laugh out loud.
I heard Zhao Rongrong say again, "Don't you ask him where he is taking you?" ”
Shen Yuan closed her eyes and didn't plan to listen to Zhao Rongrong again.
It's not up to me to go anywhere, and now I'm seriously injured, so I can only resign myself to fate.
Situ Ye and Cheng Wujun are all about to die in a hurry.
In this way, after another day's journey, at noon the three of them ate a few mouthfuls of dry food in the carriage, and a few mouthfuls of water were counted as lunch.
It wasn't until late afternoon that I entered a small town and looked for an inn to stay in.
It's still two rooms.
Jin Shan ignored Shen Yuan's crying as usual, and wanted to untie her clothes.
Shen Yuan suddenly said pitifully, "Can I take a bath with this injury?" ”
She couldn't take it anymore......
Jin Shan groaned for a while, and said that you wait a while, and then turn around and go out.
After a while, he brought over a girl with big eyes who looked like a maid. And instructed, "Serve this young lady to take a bath, she has a wound on her back, and she can't get wet." ”
After saying that, he took out a piece of broken silver and gave it to the girl, and the man went out.
The girl accepted the broken silver, turned back to Shen Yuan and said, "Miss, you wait." So I went to bring hot water to the room and carefully helped Shen Yuan take a bath.
"Miss's skin is so good." The girl complimented while helping to wash.
Shen Yuan smiled but said nothing.
"Miss is lying on her stomach like this, I will help you wipe your back, so it won't get on the wound." The girl is very attentive.
"It's such a beautiful back, it's a pity if it leaves a scar." After the girl finished speaking, she realized that she was too talkative, and she was embarrassed and didn't know how to redeem it.
Shen Yuan opened her mouth to chat with her, such as "What's your name?" Where do you live? I've heard that you're afraid of war? And so on."
This girl saw that she was calm and didn't care, and she became lively again.
"My name is Tian Tian because everyone says that my voice is very sweet. The house lives in the back street. My father and brother are not here, the conscription is gone, and only my mother and I are at home. A-Niang is not in good health, and I am helping in this store. ”
……
So Shen Yuan took a comfortable hot bath that night, and she was a lot more refreshed and relaxed.
After that, I still changed the dressing, but I didn't feel the pain last time.
"You've picked it up, don't worry, you can sleep in peace. I'm right next door. After Jin Shan finished speaking, he also helped Shen Yuan cover the quilt.
"Why did you save me?" Shen Yuan couldn't help asking.
Jin Shan: "I don't want you to die." The answer was swift.
Direct and nonsense.
"Oh" Shen Yuan closed her eyes helplessly.
If he thinks she is dead, then he guess she will have to die?
……
When he set off on the second day, Shen Yuan was already able to get down to the ground and walk slowly on the stairs by himself.
In the early morning, there were few people in the store, and a few individual customers who were going to rush in the morning were eating breakfast, and a maid next to her was wiping the table with a rag.
Shen Yuan saw that it was the girl who helped her take a bath last night, so she stepped forward to thank her.
"Hey, I'm leaving, thank you last night." Shen Yuan smiled and patted Tian Tian on the shoulder and said.
The girl turned her head, her eyes still wide, but there was no trace of luster.
Shen Yuan felt a little strange in her heart, so she heard the girl open her mouth and let out "Ah! "Ahh sounds.
Shen Yuan was taken aback: "What's wrong with you?" ”
Tian Tian: "Ah! Yes! Ahh
His voice was hoarse and he couldn't say a word.
"She can't speak." Zhao Rongrong's sneering laughter sounded behind him.
Shen Yuan looked back in disbelief. "What did you say?!"
Zhao Rongrong: "I said, she won't talk anymore." ”
Shen Yuan: ......
Zhao Rongrong: "He's no different from me, but you don't know." ”
Is it ...... Poured dumb medicine!
Just because...... She wanted to take a bath, so she had to find a girl to help her...... But I don't want to reveal my whereabouts......
Shen Yuan's face began to turn pale little by little, until his face was bloodless.
……
The morning was still spent in the carriage, and Shen Yuan's injuries were obviously much better, and he could lean on the carriage and sit up.
But his spirit was not good, his face was pale all the time, and his fingers were cold.
Zhao Rongrong is still cloudy for a while, and yang for a while.
After half a sound, Shen Yuan eased up a little. Don't think about what happened at the inn for a moment.
Living ...... They all have to live......
No matter how hard it is.
Shen Yuan: "Hey, are you a man or a woman?" ”
When this question was asked, Jin Shan laughed again, and then said, "Don't ask, since she was a child, the person who asked her this question is gone." ”
Shen Yuan: "Why is it gone?" ”
Zhao Rongrong said gloomily, "Because I killed them, don't worry, you will be soon......"
Shen Yuan pursed her lips, "Just because people are curious about your gender?" ”
Zhao Rongrong: "Why are you curious about me?" ”
Shen Yuan: "Because you are different from others. ”
Zhao Rongrong's eyes were red, "Why am I different from others!" ”
Poor child, Shen Yuan said, "I think your problem is very serious, and you should intervene psychologically in time!" ”
Jin Shan: "Yes, if you have the spirit, it means that you will see it." ”
Shen Yuan got tired after saying a few words, took a sip of water and said, "I didn't talk about it, I was serious." ”
Zhao Rongrong: "Although I don't understand what the psychological intervention you said is, I understand what you mean!" ”
Shen Yuan: "Huh? Do you really understand? ”
Zhao Rongrong: "You mean that I not only have physical problems, but also brain diseases!" Don't think I really dare to kill you! ”
Shen Yuan said disdainfully, "Don't think you can really kill me!" ”
Jin Shan: "Okay! ”
After a sound, neither of them dared to squeak.
Shen Yuan really can't do it now, but it's just a bet that Jin Shan won't let Zhao Rongrong make a move.
Who knew that after being silent for a while, Zhao Rongrong suddenly took the initiative to say, "What do you mean by that psychological intervention......
"Rong Rong......" Jin Shan spoke before Shen Yuan, but this time he didn't expect a trace of tenderness in his tone.
Zhao Rongrong looked at Jin Shan, suddenly her eyes were red, she lowered her head and stopped talking.
Shen Yuan heard Jin Shan's imperceptible sigh.
Half ringing.
Shen Yuan: "Are you a man or a woman?" ”
Zhao Rongrong's angry eyes shot over.
Shen Yuan changed her words: "Or, do you think you are a man or a woman?" ”
Zhao Rongrong was stunned for a moment, "I have the final say on this matter?" ”
Shen Yuan Yile: "Are you kidding? You don't have the final say in this matter, am I the one who has the final say? ”
Zhao Rongrong: "But is it true that I have the final say?" ”
Shen Yuan: "It doesn't matter if your parents say it, everyone else has to listen to you, you have the final say!" ”
Zhao Rongrong's red eyes couldn't hold back anymore, and tears flowed down!
"She's a girl!"
Crying, he tore off his handkerchief from the placket of his clothes, covered his face and began to cry.
This cry did not stop crying for two quarters of an hour......
Shen Yuan......
"I'm almost going to be a woman, woooooooooo
"It's almost a little bit, woooooooooooo
The more Zhao Rongrong cried, the more feminine she became.
Shen Yuan: "Why is it only a little bit close?" What do you mean? ”
Jin Shan said helplessly to Zhao Rongrong, "Don't listen to that aunt's nonsense, she lied to you!" ”
Zhao Rongrong: "I didn't try, how do I know if I can succeed!" Gotta give me a try! ”
Jin Shan was angry for a while and said, "Did you try like that!" ”
Shen Yuan was really uncomfortable when she heard it. "I'm sorry, can you take the time to explain it to me, I'm so uncomfortable to hear it."
Shen Yuan said as she pinched the handkerchief and rubbed her chest.
Shen Yuan is stunning, this action is like Xi Shi, very moving.
Zhao Rongrong couldn't help but be stunned, and involuntarily followed suit, pinching the handkerchief to rub her chest, frowning......