Chapter 1 In a hurry, we only loved to look at the same face
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The goose feathers and snow in the air were like catkins, and Jane's hair was covered with snow, Qiao Yi reached out to stroke her one by one, combed her messy hair, and pulled up the sweatshirt and hat behind her and put it on her head.
The wide cloak obscured most of Jane's vision, and she had to look up at him.
His figure was shrouded in orange light, and the snow was falling above his head.
He lifted the corner of her hat to cover her vision so she could see better.
Jian Yi realized that Qiao Yi's expression was extremely serious.
"Poof." She couldn't help but laugh out loud, and she remembered that the day he confessed to her was the same scene now.
He pulled her to stand in the dim light, his expression was serious and very shy, he looked down at her, and he looked down at her, and he said, "Jian Yi, this is the first snow I have seen with you.
"I heard that Chu Xue can confess that he can grow old together on this day, and Chu Xue wants to say that I like you."
Last time it was a confession, this time it should be a marriage proposal. This person's marriage proposal is too hasty, even if he doesn't have love candles all over the place, why didn't he even hide from the roses? It's really incomprehensible.
Forget it, the marriage proposal doesn't have to be grand, it doesn't matter if there is no sense of ceremony, it doesn't matter if there are no love candles and roses, as long as it's him.
Jian Yi restrained her smile, pretended to be serious, waited for him to kneel down to her, took out the ring from her pocket, and asked her if she would like to marry him.
She stared at him silently for a long time, and he always looked like he wanted to say something.
was suddenly disappointed in her heart, and Jian Yi was full of doubts. Only then did he speak slowly, and his warm and deep voice was good enough to hear the foul, but the words blurted out almost cost him half a life.
"Jian Yi, let's break up. I don't love you anymore. ”
His starry eyes were as calm as water, without sorrow or pity. You only have such a look when you look at someone you don't love.
Jane must have stood still, her eyes hollow as if she had lost her soul.
She remembered what she had said when he and she were first together:
If one day you don't love me anymore, you must tell me that I will give you freedom.
When she said this, she was sure that she could let go as freely as she imagined, and when it happened, it turned out that she couldn't do it at all.
"Are you serious? Figured it out? Jane took a few steps back, the distance between them suffocating.
"Seriously. Think it through. ”
Qiao Yi really didn't have the slightest sad expression, at least Jian Yi didn't see the slightest trace of lying on his face, he really thought it through.
But who would tell her why he didn't love her anymore? She suppressed the grief that was about to erupt in her heart, and made her face expressionless like his, "Since you have decided, don't regret it." ”
Jane didn't want to see what his expression was, his joys, sorrows and sorrows had nothing to do with her.
Her departing back was chic and free, without the slightest nostalgia, and she did not shed a single tear until the moment she disappeared from his sight.
It's just that the lights on the street are getting more and more dazzling, and the wind is getting more and more messy in my ears.
He didn't want her anymore.
Jane wept silently at first, then choked up, and finally burst into tears.
Don't know where to go? Where does she belong? She crouched on the ground and cried for a while, and the dazzling light projected at her, enveloping her whole body in warm light and shadow.
When the taxi driver who passed by saw the sad and helpless girl hiding in the dark and snowy night, he remembered that more than 20 years ago, he had also asked a girl with eyes full of him to squat in the silent night and bury her head and cry.
The master turned on the headlights to illuminate her, lit the cigarette at the corner of his mouth, and only a little scarlet could be seen in the small body, and wisps of green smoke drifted out of the window, and there were many thoughts.
Hopefully you'll be a little luckier than she is, you're still young and have more wireless possibilities.
Yu Feifei said that there are two things that can solve the problem of falling out of love, time and new love. Either find a new love and transfer your feelings for Qiao Yi to another person, or die, and the most painful time is to be reborn.
Jian Yi chose the latter, but what if he felt that he was about to get through it?
Yu Feifei proposes to let her drink, and the alcohol will paralyze the brain and make you temporarily forget about the person who made you sad and sad for a short period of pleasure.
Yu Feifei went to the supermarket to buy two dozen beers without saying a word, and she sat on the seat and said quite boldly, "You can drink it, my sister has enough, and I will buy it if it is not enough." ”
Jian Yi was also unceremoniously, picked up a can and opened it, raised his head and opened his mouth to put it in his mouth.
She learned to drink, for the sake of a person.
Jane drank so quickly that she couldn't breathe steadily, choking on the wine and coughing violently, and the slightly spicy feeling made her head dizzy.
"Ahem, this wine is really bad."
Then he opened another can and poured it into his mouth.
She drank faster and faster, hoping that she would get drunk sooner and forget about the person who had abandoned her.
But this wine, the more you drink it, the fresher it becomes, only the stomach is as hot as a burning pain.
Yu Feifei looked at Jian Yijiu, drank most of the wine, and her eyes became clearer and clearer the more she drank, and she felt a little incredible, "You have a good amount of wine!" I'm not drunk after drinking so much. ”
"It's not...... I...... ...... vomit"
Her stomach was churning, and Jane staggered and ran into the toilet and vomited.
Her legs were weak and she walked like her feet on cotton, and she was already drunk, but the more she drank, the more sober her head became.
After spitting and rinsing her mouth with water, a wry smile appeared on Jane's mouth. Drinking is really the most useless and self-harming way to solve the problem of broken love, and she will never drink such a bad thing again.
Touching her aching head, Jane fell asleep not long after she collapsed on the bed.
She dreams that everything is back to square one, staying where she and Qiao Yi first met.
Her memory was a large expanse of white, and she had lost all memories of the past nineteen years, and she had been lying in bed for many days.
When she opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was him. He was dressed in a simple and capable white shirt, and his thin body sat straight and motionless, with his eyebrows lowered and dusty.
Jian Yi stared at him for a long time, and the place in his chest that was originally as still as stagnant water throbbed faintly.
She blinked weakly, her voice inaudible, "I want to drink water." ”
Qiao Yi's body was obviously stunned, and he got up and put it on her lips, "What did you just say?" I didn't hear you. ”
The breath on his body was faint, clear and dry.
"I want to drink water." Jian Yi raised his eyelids weakly, his voice was weak, and all he exhaled in his nasal cavity was his light and good smell.
He gently helped her up and sat down, and then went to pour water for her.
The water in the cup was very hot, so he took another glass and warmed it before handing it to her.
After drinking the water and regaining some strength, she wanted to say something more to him, but her lips moved, and at the moment she spoke, a well-dressed couple rushed in, followed by several doctors in white coats.
The woman rushed up to her, and cried out with a "wow", "Our family Jane is really in trouble. ”
Although Jian Yi has no memory, she seems to have a heart-to-heart connection with the woman, and when she sees the woman crying, she also cries.
The man stroked the heads of Jian Yi and the woman with his two hands, and comforted him gently, "Okay, okay, cry less." ”
Are they really my parents? Am I Jane One? Jane wiped her tears and said cautiously, "...... Father? …… Mother? I am...... Jane One? ”
The couple's expressions, which were slightly relieved just now, instantly collapsed, like being struck by lightning. After staring at each other, the doctor came to inspect the condition.
Doctors said that her brain was not traumatized, and that the reason for her amnesia was because she may have been severely emotionally traumatized before the accident, and that her brain automatically chose to forget to escape certain things or people.
When the woman heard this, she hugged Jane and wept violently, "What is the sin of my miserable child? "It's all gone.
When those present saw that the woman was weeping again, they hurried to comfort her. After a long time, the out-of-control scene finally stopped.
Jane's gaze passed through everyone and stopped at the place where the boy had stood, which was empty and there was no thin figure of the boy for a long time.