Chapter 34: Error (3)

Jiang Shangbei, who was about to release May Day, suddenly asked Xu Yan: "Shall I come to see you?" ”

Xu Yan was buying oden in a small supermarket and said, "Huh? Didn't you have to interview and review the materials after May Day? ”

"Hmm. But I want to come and see you. ”

"Don't be, May 1st is May Fourth, and I'm also a bunch of things here. I'm afraid that when you come, you will have things in your heart, and I will not be able to get along well. ”

After paying the bill, he went back to the dormitory with the bowl and stopped to talk on the phone in the hallway.

Jiang Shangbei glanced at the luggage that had been packed, but still sighed and said, "Okay." ”

Then he said, "Then, if you are unhappy, the pressure will tell me." I don't want you to say anything to me right now. ”

Xu Yan twisted the doorknob, didn't turn it open for a long time, was a little impatient, frowned, and said, "Why didn't I tell you." Isn't it usually said that too? ”

Listening to the tone over there, it began to harden again, helpless. It's like this every time, and as soon as he mentions such a question, Xu Yan will be impatient or find something else to prevaricate.

Jiang Shangbei took a breath and said slowly, "I didn't mean to blame you. If you can talk to Li Xuan, you should be able to talk to me. ”

"We've been here for so many years. Are you close to me, or are you close to outsiders? Xu Yan, you can really learn to trust me slowly. ”

"I trust you! Why don't I still support you if you go your own way," Xu Yan suddenly felt that Jiang Shangbei was a little unreasonable, "How can Li Xuan be an outsider." He helped me so much. I think he's a respectable colleague, I appreciate his perspective, and I talk to him about what's wrong? ”

"Good, good. Don't get me wrong......"

"I don't tell you what I'm trying to do? I don't think you're working hard too, so don't worry about me anymore! ”

"I really just found out that it is the two brothers in the end, how do you like to point out others like Jiang Qianfan, of course I know how I am now, and I am also measured," Xu Yan said coldly, "Since everyone is very busy, let's calm down for the time being, and let's talk about it when we are busy." ”

After saying that, he hung up the phone.

Jiang Shangbei covered his eyes, smiled bitterly, and sent a message to Jiang Qianfan with his backhand.

As a result, when the two of them were busy with this period of time, it was the end of the semester, and the communication was delayed again and again. According to Yu Ke's words recently, Xu Yan said that he was busy with a sense of "Lingyan", feeling that he was walking with the wind, and the murderous aura on his face could not be hidden.

Li Xuan also found that Xu Yan liked to frown more and more during the meeting, and he talked less. I don't know what's going on, and it's hard to ask.

Xu Yan carried out her conversation according to the arrangement. made an appointment with Huang Chufan and Zeng Huanru in the café on campus, straight to the point, thinking that Xiao Huang was not a twisted character, so he didn't care that he would have ideas about the problem.

If he says it directly, he will gladly accept it, and if he beats around the bush, he may not really eat this set.

"Then, you can still communicate more with your little sister Zeng in the future, and ask me if you have any questions."

Zeng Huanru took a sip of cappuccino and said, "Xiao Yan, I think you have really changed a lot recently, you are resolute, and you are about to overpower Lao Li." ”

Xu Yan frowned subconsciously again, and remembered that Li Xuan said that she likes to frown very much recently, touched her forehead, and then stretched her eyebrows and said, "Okay?" Maybe I'm aware of the importance of the concept of time? ”

Zeng Huanru nodded as if she didn't understand, and didn't know what to say, so she just said, "It's okay, Xiao Huang will leave it to me." Please advise. ”

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and patted Huang Chufan's head, Huang Chufan only hummed and nodded.

The sixth-grade exam and the final semester came together. Xu Yan didn't take the sixth grade exam last winter, and he will take the sixth grade this year. It just so happened that the English vocabulary of the professional class was slowly beginning to be memorized, and Xu Yan yelled every day that his brain was not enough.

called Lin Yan to complain, and Lin Yan wrote lightly: "Oh, I'm the one who has to take the TOPIK and college eight exams to graduate." I went abroad in the second half of this year, and I memorized the TOEFL in the same way. Your little head can hold so many things before, you can't stand this? ”

Xu Yan listened to the cynicism again, and actually felt that his learning state had returned. Lin Yan was speechless, turned around and said to Chen Zhizhi in private: "If she complains to you about studying again in the future, if you scold her, the effect will be very significant." ”

In the hurried exam season, Xu Yan finished the exam busily, looked at the results of his general education class card, and was heartbroken, and wailed: "Why doesn't he be considerate of me, I hate this embarrassing score!" ”

Yu Ke patted her on the shoulder and said, "Hello." This class is really casual. ”

Xu Yan was lying on the table weakly, and Zheng Enxi suddenly sent a WeChat message: Xiaoyan, have you filled in your information?

Oops forgot, I forgot to memorize the book before the exam. Xu Yan hurriedly opened the drawer, turned out a few pieces of paper, and began to fill in after a glance.

is still the teacher who always likes to take her to the field, she is obviously the direction of the Internet, but she often runs outside, although it doesn't seem to be very related to her professional direction, but Xu Yan thinks it doesn't hurt.

There was a summer practice this summer, and the teacher still found her and Zheng Enxi as usual. This kind of activity has no disadvantages, although he has to run outside often, Xu Yan still responds without thinking.

I told my mother that I wouldn't go home for practice during the summer vacation, but I forgot to fill in the form when I was busy with the exam.

In a panic, he ran to the complex building to hand in the form, and the teacher glanced at the words of Long Feifeng and said, "Hey, you forgot again, right?" ”

Xu Yan scratched the back of his head, smiled and didn't speak.

Jiang Shangbei has been waiting for a call from Xu Yan, but he has not waited.

I was also ruthless not to contact her.

Obviously, he didn't say anything wrong, so why did he keep giving in again and again?

This girl has sharp teeth and sharp mouth, and she even helps outsiders to speak, can't she see what others think about her?

It's really angry and anxious to think about.

Jiang's mother was so sad when she saw that people came back, she almost thought that she had gone back in time, and Jiang Shangbei was going through adolescence again.

I was depressed in my chest, and I felt that my two years of philosophical psychological education were really in vain, and I couldn't enlighten myself at all.

I'm just going to wait for someone to come back and let people explain it clearly.

As a result, Chen Zhizhi, who came back, told him that Xu Yan might not come back for a summer vacation, and he would participate in the summer practice, and then accompany Lin Yan to take the exam, and Lin Yan would leave in August.

Well, very well.

So Jiang Shangbei was easily pulled out by Jiang Qianfan and fooled around.

Jiang Qianfan was very happy when he saw that Jiang Shangbei also looked frustrated, and said, "Hey, what, Bath's prospective student, what else are you unhappy about?" ”

Jiang Shang ignored him, the speed of typing on the keyboard in his hand did not decrease, but the intensity became more and more intense.

Jiang Qianfan shook his head and said, "Don't hammer the keyboard, it's really insulting." ”

Think on your toes and you'll know what's going on. seems to be as miserable as himself, but he is close to others, and he can find an excuse to harass him from time to time.

Thinking about it like this, Jiang Shangbei is really pitiful.

It's boring to play games all day and night, and I'm pulled into the Internet café by a group of brothers later, and I'm not very interested. rested on the side and flipped through the circle of friends, and saw that people were doing well, still full of vitality and vigorous appearance, and gritted his teeth.

Why do you scratch her heart and liver, she seems to be a nobody?

Wu Huaifeng and Li Ruoyu were still a little stunned when they received Jiang Shang's other message, thinking that this person was leaving, shouldn't he be tired of his little girlfriend for the last month or two?

The result was to shout at the previous friends and classmates.

Everyone hasn't been together for a long time, and everyone is coming.

Cheng Rui still wanted to drag his family to wear his girlfriend, but Qi Li was unhappy when he saw it, and said, "You're bored, no one here has any family members." ”

Xiang Zixuan also tried his best to laugh, but in the end he came alone.

Li Ruoyu and Qi Li still have no one to say in the end, the two are far apart, and they gradually fade their minds, and when they meet again, they will really be friends who grew up together.

Jiang Shangbei seems to be playing more than ever. Drink the wine when it is handed in front of you, and sing when the microphone is handed to you, without any scruples.

At first, everyone thought that Xu Yan hadn't released his nature in him, but it turned out to be like this several times in a row, and they all understood that something was wrong.

People who are okay now will be called out by Jiang Shangbei to play all night. Jiang Shangbei is a tolerant person, and he can go back to Jiang Qianfan soberly, and then make a fool of himself, and Jiang Qianfan kicked him directly.

Later, even Jiang Qianfan couldn't stand it anymore, and said, "Jiang Shang, don't be sober, what do you mean by the way you look now?" ”

Jiang Shangbei picked up an apple from the fruit bowl, didn't wash it, rubbed it with his sleeve and ate it, took a bite and spit it out, and said, "I'm very sober." Wasn't that how I was before? Playing games all night, fighting, and finally moving from J City, I used to do that. I've probably never changed. ”

"Oh, it's changed. There are more people around me, more friends, and most of them are genuine to me. I owe her a debt of gratitude. ”

"Jiang Qianfan, the apples you bought are really unpalatable." Throw it away, go to take a shower, and then close the door of the guest room, not caring about Jiang Qianfan.

This kind of day and night day Jiang Shangbei has probably passed more than half a month, and Xu Yan didn't even hear any wind at all.

I have to say that Mr. Lu is still very good, although Xu Yan is busy with this practical activity, he has indeed gained a lot, and he returns to the dormitory every day, even if the dormitory is empty, his heart is full.

The weather is getting hotter and hotter, so I have to rest today. Idle in the dormitory, I remembered that I really hadn't contacted Jiang Shangbei for a long time, and thought that I might as well call him at night.

Jiang Shangbei still shouted a bunch of people outside at night, in a bizarre environment, unknown but in exchange for a temporary good mood, one cup after another.

Qi Li was already drunk, singing a love cycle in the middle of the field, Tang Shili had an uncomfortable throat recently, and only drank some chrysanthemum tea.

Jiang Shangbei poured a little violently today, I don't know what stimulated me again. Everyone didn't ask, he was all about to leave, and he was upset.

As a result, after a while the man sat in the corner and was silent.

Xu Yan called, Tang Shili was about to go to the table to get a plum to eat, looked at the vibrating mobile phone, and then looked at Jiang Shangbei with his eyes closed, and picked it up.

As soon as Xu Yan connected it, he heard the sound of commotion, and there was a faint scream of Qi Li.

Asked: "Jiang Shangbei, are you playing outside?" ”

Tang Shili covered her phone with her hand and said, "He seems to be drunk, so I'll help him pick it up." Xuxu, let me tell you, he's been like this lately, it's not right, and it's not good for the body......"

Before he could finish speaking, the phone was taken away.

Jiang Shang's face was cold, his eyes were sharp, and he was not drunk at all.

Xu Yan heard a voice that he hadn't heard for months and said, "Tang Tang, I'm not drunk." ”

Tang Shili was stunned for a moment, he never called himself "Tang Tang", only Xu Yan shouted so.

I also want to say that the person has already left the box.

Xu Yan knew that Jiang Shang didn't pick up the phone, and said, "Tang Tang said that you have been ...... recently."

"You still remember to call." Jiang Shangdon't say slowly.

Xu Yan knew that he was wrong in this matter, so he said, "I'm sorry, I'm too busy......"

"Hmm. Finally you remember. ”

“…… What's wrong with you lately, listening to Tang Tang say it's quite serious? Drink less, you don't pay the most attention to health, and persuade me to come, how can I ...... myself"

"Xu Yan," Jiang Shangbei interrupted her, "I've told you everything I should have told you." Everyone else knows it, so there is no need to ask. ”

Xu Yan reacted, this should be a temper tantrum, and said: "These two things are really different, there is no comparison......

"Good. I'm not going to talk about comparability right now. ”

"What do you mean, your body is not your own? If you love to play, you can't play like this! ”

"Don't you know if I love to play or not? Don't you know who the person who stayed up late with you to play games before? Oh yes. You don't know. You don't know that I used to skip class and stay up all night, do you know that I came from J City after a fight before? You don't know why you didn't remember me until I was fourteen, because I wasn't in the same world as you at all. ”

"You don't really think you've been leading me for so many years, have you? I'm still that kind of character. ”

"You didn't ask me. I don't blame you, I know a truth, trust is equivalent. You don't believe me, you don't tell me, so you also know that you can't ask me to tell you. ”

"Jiang Shangbei, tell me ...... when you are sober"

"I'm sober. I figured it out, since I couldn't make any effort to gain your trust for so many years, or to make you even say that you relied on me, I would want to open a little. ”

"Xu Yan, I really can't think about it. I don't think it's fair. Every time it seems that you are uncomfortable to die, and it was the same time in the second year of high school, and I feel helpless when you cry. ”

"I'm in a hurry, I don't know what to do, but you just don't say it."

"I know you are considerate of me, in my opinion this is not considerate of me, if you really think about it, if you really think about what we should do after you really think about it, you will not do it."

Xu Yan couldn't say a word when he was said.

Jiang Shangbei was right, she really didn't think about what would happen in the future. She is the one who is obviously determined in her goals, but when she arrives at the two of them, she has become the one who is undecided, has to get by, and takes one step at a time.

"They all say that you have a good heart, and you are indeed kind. You're so nice to everyone else, why are you so selfish to me. ”

"I was right. You've never recognized me, and you're going to be together in the future. I figured it out. ”

After all his thoughts were explained, he was also annoyed and angry: "Jiang Shangbei, don't think you can see it yourself." I'm only twenty years old, and the road ahead is so long, who knows how it will go! Look at you too, since you want to do this, I can't control it. You're terrible. ”

Jiang Shang didn't listen to it, laughed, and said, "Yes." I'm pretty bad. Even six or seven years of bad work can't get a little trust. ”

"You're amazing. I'm dragging you down. ”

"I don't think we can say any more. According to what you said, the words are all spoken, and we really don't need to continue. Your Britannia doll can be arranged, and you can't care about the handsome guys in my Missionary Academy! ”

After saying that, he hung up the phone.

Jiang Shangbei listened to the busy tone on the phone, and the last sentence in his mind that had a sober impression was what he had said when he was flirting before. Now she turned it into a sharp blade, cutting his nerves little by little.

Only then did he feel that the wine was a little stronger.

Tang Shili pushed open the door and saw Jiang Shangbei with red eyes standing at the door, wanting to ask about the situation, but was blocked by a shake of his head.

Jiang Shangbei patted his head, and his eyes became a little clearer.

Thinking about it, he smiled bitterly.

Now I really don't have any worries, and I can easily walk away.

The road ahead is so long, I'm really afraid that she will stumble alone.

I'm afraid that she will fall, and I'm afraid that she will be sad, but what happens after that has nothing to do with him after all.

No matter how much you complain about her, I still hope that she will go smoothly and become famous.