Chapter 8: You are my exclusive memory
Actually, I always thought that I was not a child who loved to learn, although my parents always instilled in me the idea of education, and my sister was such a good role model.
But I rebelled against basketball and music.
For example, during the summer vacation, when others were attending various cram schools, I secretly applied for a guitar club.
When I first started listening to music, I didn't feel the same joy as I used to listen to music.
Because it is really difficult for someone like me to practice how to pluck the right string over and over again, even if I am extremely uncoordinated.
At the same time, I had to learn a lot of music theory, otherwise I wouldn't be able to compose music, and I wouldn't be able to accomplish my goal of creating independently.
Although there were many episodes along the way, I still stumbled through the basics.
I joined the guitar club when I was in college, but compared to the talent of other people, I was also a soy sauce character, and I usually followed them to make a sense of existence.
Since I'm an introvert, I choose to go out on weekends to find inspiration.
It's weird to just walk around the crowd with a guitar on my back, so I always go out on my bike.
Xu Qing bumped into me at school that day, and she said that it was the first time she had seen me play the guitar, and she also said that she could actually play the piano, but it was a family tradition.
So we decided to go to Qiushui Lake not far from the school together, the reason why it is called Qiushui Lake is because of the "Lonely Eagle and Luoxia Fly Together, Autumn Water Grows the Same Sky" in "Preface to King Teng's Pavilion".
So I rode a tandem bike for the first time, and for those who have been single for a long time, things involving tandem sports are quite novel.
The breeze blew across his face and blew away Xu Qing's hair. She occasionally opens her hands to receive the sun's rays, glowing like an angel.
She will be the kind of excellent woman in terms of figure and face, in fact, I can't help but peek a few times when she comes out of the bathroom after taking a shower, but for me, it's just a simple appreciation of beauty.
Sitting on the lush grass, I gently pulled out my guitar while she scrambled to play with it.
After plucking the strings a few times, she adjusted a cool posture, and then a song "You at the Same Table" with an inaccurate tone was born, but fortunately, the lake and willow trees that she admired couldn't speak, and she couldn't complain about destroying the environment.
"It's hard to hear, change it." I cut the song as if I was ordering a song.
"It's good that Miss Ben didn't collect money from you, but you still don't like it."
She grabbed my ears and accidentally pulled me into her arms with all her might, and to be honest, I was lying in a girl's arms for the first time, so soft.
And she jumped up in fright and made me fall to the ground hard, but fortunately it was grass and it didn't hurt.
"Are you alright?" She turned around and cared for me.
"It's still angry, it's really a disaster." I feigned an angry tone.
"Whoever told you to lean over deserve it." I was speechless for a while, who pulled me over, and now I am beating a rake.
"I don't care, it's your fault." She didn't keep her face, in short, she was unreasonable.
"Alright, play the guitar."
I picked up my guitar and retuned it. Then she played a melody that she had thought of recently, and she said that this key was too high, that key was too low, and that chord was not suitable.
In the end, after N adjustments, I finally wrote this improvised "Wandering".
I played the guitar while she swayed from side to side like a show, waving a willow branch in her hand.
Gone into the distance, the stars are bright
It's like being right next to me
A person's journey will be different
I'm going to wander
The fragrance of the rice fields and the fragrance of the flowers
Flowing quietly and drifting into the distance
Full of expectations in mind
Yesterday's regrets are hard to forget
It's because the road is too long
……
At the end of the singing, a fallen leaf happened to float down, slowly falling on the top of Xu Qing's head, and I reached out to grab this fallen leaf.
And Xu Qing looked at my strange behavior, held his breath, and opened his eyes slightly, but I had no idea what an ambiguous action it was.
"Okay, I've got you." I smiled and handed her the yellow leaf, which she was still in a quiet state.
"You're so naïve." After a while she gave me a roll of the eye and knocked the leaf to the ground.
Then she turned to get water, after which she pouted, "I'm thirsty." ”
And I looked at her and obviously had water in her hand, and when she coughed a few times again, I realized that she wanted me to screw the bottle cap, obviously I am not a straight man, but I seem to have become stupid when facing her.
For her, she has already experienced a relationship, but for me, the perception of love is a blank slate.
That's why I like someone so easily, in fact, many times I know I'm emotional, but I'm not ready because I don't know what the love I want is like.
So we have been in a state of flux, distance, cold, and heat.
She said it would be a good memory, and I said it was a unique song.