Chapter 17: I Finally Dare to Hug You

His voice on the phone was the same, and he seemed very energetic. But it was all pretended, because I heard the nurse say to change the drip.

The words "take care of your body, I'll come to see you" didn't seem to come out of my mouth, because I never said a word of warmth to him since I was a child, except for the familiar call of Dad.

And he didn't, except for endless giving, he never said a word of warmth.

The most silent love in the world often doesn't look like love at all, but we all trust each other about that.

My mother and I were in the same living room, but we sat at the very end of the sofa. I can't pull my face to admit my mistakes, this is an indisputable fact. I just hope that this situation can be like the quarrel in the past, and I will forget everything when I sleep.

"I'm going to sleep, and you yourself go to bed early." I saw what she wanted to say but didn't, because I had already entered the room and locked herself before I could give her a chance to speak.

I hugged my pillow like a child, and I wanted to cry, but there weren't so many tears.

A circle of light came in through the window, then gradually moved, crawling around my room.

I got up and saw a person waving a flashlight outside, it was Xu Qing. I turned on my phone's flash and responded, indicating receipt.

At this time, I realized that my phone showed 5 missed calls, and I happened to be talking to my dad at that time.

So I quickly edited a text message, "What are you doing here?" ”

She replied, "I dropped an English textbook on the bed. ”

At this time, I remembered that I had put the book on the desk when I was tidying up the room, so I replied, "I'll send it down right away." ”

I cautiously walked out of the room, she hadn't slept yet, sitting in the living room and not knowing what she was doing.

I crept into Xu Qing's room, and with the faint light of my phone screen, I quickly found the book. Back in the room, he crumpled up a pile of manuscript paper, threw it in the trash basket, and pretended to take out the trash.

After I went out, I deliberately disposed of the garbage in the living room, and then went out in front of her.

She just asked briefly, and didn't suspect anything.

Seeing Xu Qing again was a little inexplicably happy and excited, she had changed to pure Qi bangs, and her big eyes were exceptionally bright.

"Long time no see."

She interlocked her fingers and approached me cautiously step by step, bowing her head slightly.

I didn't say the word fool after "It's only been a day,...... I was too tired.

"But I miss you too!"

My pause made her smile again, and her lovely eyes melted my heart instantly.

I wonder when you've become so cute, haven't you always made me shy away from you? Could it be that I have changed my taste? This is a difficult lady to serve.

"Why do you look like you're on your mind?" she looked me in the eye very seriously.

"No, I'm no different than before."

I spun around in front of her with my hands outstretched, and she laughed like she saw an ancient gorilla spinning in circles.

"Nothing has changed on my body, but here it has changed."

She walked into me and stretched out her right hand against my body, her fingertips touching my heart, and I was in the funny way just now, and I instantly froze at this moment.

"Today it's—tell me—you have something on your mind."

My heart was pounding, I never thought she would do anything like this. Is this still the same Xu Qing that used to be?

The words she read softly touched me very much, I didn't expect you to know me so well with a smile.

I always thought that it was not so easy for a person to change, but Xu Qing seemed to let me see the wonder of this world, it turned out that it was really possible.

"Well, let me tell you, I lost today, and I was very unhappy."

I finally told another perfect lie, and even the eyes and movements were perfectly disguised.

"What's this, take my sister tomorrow, I'll cover you, beat them with a fart, falling flowers and flowing water, blooming everywhere......"

I listened to this as if it was my former line, and nodded to her slightly, "Okay, little brother will hug your thighs tightly." ”

"Don't worry, follow the eldest sister, if I have a bowl of meat to eat, you will have a mouthful of soup to drink."

Her whole face floated up, and I was afraid that if I didn't hold it again, I would fly away.

"Okay, take it, look at what makes you tremble. This is a book, not a fan, and it will be scrapped if it is rerolled. ”

"Oh," she immediately flattened the book.

After a while, he tilted his head and made a clever expression for me, "Are you feeling better now?" ”

"Don't say it, there really is." I look like a customer who reviews the food.

"That's good."

Her brief answer was warm and powerful because of her smiling eyes.

Only the next moment we all fell silent, and I looked at her in fascination, thinking, "Will you be the one I was meant to be?" ”

Whose lights are out of interest, as if telling the people around them that the night is a little deeper.

She lowered her head again, it turned out that she was too shy to look at her directly.

His fingers were intertwined in a panic, and after a while, he said timidly: "That, I may have to leave, it's too dark on the road too late." ”

She pointed in the direction where the lights had just been turned off.

"Okay, oh, no, I'll send you."

I finally came to my senses and regained my senses.

"It's better not to use it, it's not close after all." She ladyfully rejected me.

I thought about it, if I didn't go back for too long, my mother would find out, and that's all I could be.

"Alright then, be careful on the road."

When she heard this, her eyes were a little lost, and she bit her lip lightly, which actually meant "You big fool, can't you see that I did it on purpose?" Don't say you're going to take me home, huh. ”

She reluctantly walked down the stairs, put her hands in the pockets of her clothes, and put her hat on like a lonely little sister.

"Goodbye!" When I said this, it was as if something was churning in my heart, and it kept hitting me.

"Then I'm really—gone", we seemed to be holding my hand a little bit apart from each other.

In the next second, I didn't know where I had the courage to stop her, "Xu Qing! ”

She turned around again, and was hugged directly by me, very tight. It took a while for her hand to fall on my back, like comforting a wounded child.

At that moment, my heart told me without hesitation that it was an impulse to like and that I couldn't control it without going through my brain.

"I miss you so much!" I whispered, humble to the dust. I've kept this secret in my heart for too long. I've never dared to say it, just afraid that you would refuse.

At that moment, I just wanted to enjoy this moment of peace quietly, and Xu Qing didn't even speak.

It turned out that Xu Qing saw a woman standing on the top floor of the stairs and looking at us.