Chapter 541: A Monster Without Memories
For Wu Haowen, Ah Xiu was satisfied that he could recover.
The people in the house left, leaving only Wu Haowen and Ah Xiu. Wu Haowen wanted to tell Ah Xiu how sad he had been these days and how fortunate he was to be lost now, but as soon as he sat down, he was stunned when he saw Ah Xiu's eyes.
"Ah Xiu?"
He called her with some hesitation, it stands to reason that Baili Jialie would not make a mistake, but Ah Xiu's gaze at him now made him hesitate.
How complicated his mood is these times, how painful his heart is, only he knows, the more sad he is, the more he likes to think back to the past, Ah Xiu didn't recognize his six relatives when he was sick, he didn't think about some good things, and he couldn't bear the pressure at all.
He likes to carefully recall the details of his and Ah Xiu's acquaintance and love, and even the dialogue of a certain scene can be memorized backwards, he selectively forgets the unpleasantness and picks all the good things. So he remembered everything about Ah Xiu, remembered Ah Xiu's bravery, remembered Ah Xiu's Laipi, and remembered the tenderness in Ah Xiu's eyes whenever he looked at him.
It is no exaggeration to say that on such a heavy day, he relied on the tenderness in Ah Xiu's eyes to support him.
Ah Xiu's gentleness only gives him one person, as long as he thinks about it, no matter how crazy Ah Xiu was when he was sick, he can endure it.
He always thought that as long as Ah Xiu recovered from his illness and Ah Xiu recovered, he would be satisfied if he could see such gentle and watery eyes looking at him again.
But when he finally waited for Ah Xiu to wake up, now there was no such tenderness in her eyes. If it weren't for the fact that the person who cast the spell to save him was Baili Jialie, he almost wondered if he was mistaken, was the person in front of him really his Ah Xiu? Isn't it really someone else's soul who has made a mistake and is running to occupy this body?
Wu Haowen was frightened, and he didn't want Ah Xiu to notice his abnormality, so he smiled hard: "Ah Xiu, you feel ...... now"
"Wu Haowen." Ah Xiu reached out and grabbed his hand tightly. She trembled a little, as if she was carrying great pain, and softly called his name again and again.
Ah Xiu choked, her pale face and lips trembled when she woke up, she couldn't say a complete sentence, she just didn't listen to Wu Haowen's name.
Wu Haowen's heart was twisted when he heard this, and he was vaguely aware of the uneasiness. Ah Xiu's anomaly said it all, and he knew that if he continued to ask, he would learn what he refused to know.
But this person is Ah Xiu, and he can't escape it.
"Ah Xiu, what's wrong with you? I'm here, don't be afraid, talk slowly, if there is something, we will solve it together. Wu Haowen sat beside her, holding her hand with his backhand, and the powerful power that belonged to him was transmitted, and Ah Xiu was obviously relaxed.
Wu Haowen seemed calm on the surface, but in fact he was also very apprehensive in his heart, he was afraid that Ah Xiu would say something that he couldn't accept. He kept reassuring himself that Ah Xiu woke up, and all this was nothing. He just needs to accompany Ah Xiu well, he will not leave her again, and he will not let her suffer alone.
He will be with her forever and ever.
Ah Xiu was silent for a while, as if she was considering the language, but she looked so bad that it always made people feel that she would faint from worry in the next second.
Wu Haowen almost wanted to say, "Let's sleep first and then get up and talk slowly", he was worried about Ah Xiu's state.
After a while, Ah Xiu said, "I don't know how to tell you, I feel like I'm ...... I don't remember. She broke down a little, her voice tinged with tears, "I don't remember what happened to us, I don't remember why I liked you." My mind is blank, I look at you now, I don't even dare to say I know you. ”
Wu Haowen sighed in his heart.
He didn't react, what does that mean? What is called "don't remember why you like it", how can this kind of thing be forgotten, they used to ...... There have been many unforgettable memories, burning sincerity and sincere vows, how can he forget those things that he can't wait to forget.
His face and his love, even if the former is mediocre, but it is also day and night, even if the latter is not one in a million, but it is also a rare pure heart.
How could you forget.
It must have been that he heard it wrong, that he was too tired to hallucinate. Wu Haowen shook his head, looking at the pain in Ah Xiu's eyes, only to feel that the pain had spread from his heart. He pinched the flesh on his arm hard, and the obvious pain came, and he saw Ah Xiu's red eyes.
He looked at Ah Xiu in a daze, and after a while, he pulled a smile that was more ugly than crying: "Ah Xiu, don't joke." ”
Ah Xiu's tears fell in an instant, she knew that Wu Haowen would be difficult to accept, even she couldn't believe it, she looked at Wu Haowen as if she was looking at a stranger, but her body and brain were telling her that this person was the person she should like.
They are intimate lovers. So she can't feel strange, they are everything to each other.
But she couldn't remember what had happened to them, and she knew she should like this person, but she always felt that something was wrong. She only likes the thoughts, but she forgets how she should like it.
Ah Xiu cried and said: "Wu Haowen, I feel as if I am missing something, I am incomplete, I seem to be just a shell, and there is nothing in it." I don't remember, I'm afraid I'll even forget you. ”
A monster with no memory.
Her past, everything she has fought side by side with her friends and lovers, her life, seems to be slowly crumbling. Baili Garet called her back, but what was the use, she only had an empty soul in this shell, and everything else was scattered.
Wu Haowen hugged her tightly, buried his head in the side of her neck, as if comforting himself, and said, "It's okay, as long as you are alive, everything doesn't matter." I'll tell you again and again what you forgot, and I'll remember for you how much we liked each other. You can love me less, and I'll make it up to you. Don't be afraid, as long as you live, I only want you to live. ”
As long as you live, everything else counts.
He couldn't imagine that Ah Xiu was not there, just thinking about it made his heart ache and almost suffocate, compared to amnesia, what was it.
They are still by each other's side, and since they were once able to support each other, they can still carry them in the future.
Ah Xiu cried in despair, lying on Wu Haowen's shoulder, grabbing his body as if grasping a life-saving straw.
The only crossbar of the drowning person, she will not let go again, and said that they will be together, no matter how difficult it is, they will share it. If she's willing.
Wu Haowen still coaxed her in muttering to himself: "Don't be afraid, don't cry, me."
Won't leave you. Good Ah Xiu, you are the best Ah Xiu in the world, don't cry. ”
The two embraced, each with their own hearts, each packing up their courage and strength, but not for themselves. Even if you can reassure the other party, you have to pick up your spirit again and face it, no matter what, as long as two people face it together, you won't be afraid of anything.
Ah Xiu remembers that he likes Wu Haowen, but he doesn't remember how he likes it, how much he likes it, and why he likes it. She is not a weak and timid woman, and since she still remembers, she decides to work hard for the little "like" she remembers.
It was a long time to fight with another soul in the dark, she felt as if it was a never-ending night and loneliness, she fought so desperately, came back with a scar, the night eroded her memory, leaving a unique "like", she would never return to that darkness alone.
This is her body, she is the victor, and the victor should have the pride of the winner.
Ah Xiu gritted her teeth and held back tears, not wanting to be crushed by the burden in her heart.
Xiang Chunmei knew more about Baili Jialie, but she felt that Baili Jialie didn't say anything in front of Ah Xiu and Wu Haowen. She didn't ask at the time, and asked quietly after she went back, worried that it was difficult to say if Ah Xiu had any condition.
In her opinion, as long as Ah Xiu's life is safe, everything else can be solved.
Therefore, when she asked about the specific physical condition of Baili Jialie Axiu, she was not too worried about Baili Jialie's hesitation.
Experiencing a near-loss is not worth mentioning unless it is life-threatening. Xiang Chunmei persuaded herself like this, and at the moment when Baili Jialie was silently thinking about how to tell her, Xiang Chunmei tried her best to convince herself in her heart that she must not be frightened.
But even if she had done enough mental construction, she was still shocked by Baili Jialie's words.
Baili Jialie was hesitating to tell the truth, he looked at Ah Xiu's situation and was not optimistic. Being able to survive is all due to Ah Xiu's own strong willpower, he knows that it is probably a kind of Gu poison of the elf clan, which is very powerful, and now Xiao Dun will definitely die, Ah Xiu is still alive, and the situation is not good.
Xiang Chunmei probably felt that the atmosphere of silence between the two people was a little heavy, and tried to relax the atmosphere, saying, "Don't underestimate me, if you have anything to say, I am prepared." ”
Baili Jialie glanced at her and said, "Ah Xiu may lose his memory. ”
Xiang Chunmei was stunned, and after a while, she slowly moved her head, pointed outside, and said, "You said Ah Xiu?" No, didn't she remember us just now? She didn't ......" she slowly lost her voice, covering her mouth in disbelief.
She wanted to say that it was impossible, but Ah Xiu was still looking at them just now, and there was nothing abnormal. But what Baili Jialie said is obviously not at this time, will Ah Xiu slowly lose his memory?
Baili Kareh said: "The amnesia is good, and she will have emotional problems in the future." The Gu poison was too strong, and it was not easy for her to live. ”
"Is there no way?" Xiang Chunmei asked, "Since it is the poison of the elf clan, maybe they have a way to regulate Ah Xiu's body?" The princess is not an unreasonable person, we can go to her, Ah Xiu is also an elf after all, she will take care of Ah Xiu in this face. ”
Baili Garet shook his head and did not speak.
Xiang Chunmei's heart slowly sank.
(End of chapter)