Chapter 4 Wishes
The two of them were crazy enough to return to the homestay, Lin Yan began to sort out the photos, but Xu Yan was struggling with when to make it clear to Jiang Shang.
Just thinking about it, Jiang Shangbei sent her a message: Let's talk at night. It's been a few years.
So, it's the old routine of walking and chatting at night.
Xu Yan thought that Jiang Shangbei would make an appointment in Qin Huai's shop, fortunately it was a walk, at least it was not as embarrassing as sitting face-to-face.
The two men walked side by side as they had done many years ago, one pinching a string of water chestnuts, but no one spoke first.
Jiang Shangbei suddenly said: "You are not wrong, Xu Yan, you were not wrong before." ”
Xu Yan pretended not to hear and continued to walk forward.
"Thinking about it this way, it's my problem. I'm sorry. Jiang Shangbei continued.
Come to think of it.
The second week after he left, Xu Yan cried and called him to apologize.
The person on the other end of the network was silent for a long time, and finally said, "You're not wrong. It's true. ”
It seems to be six words that are very pale.
So Xu Yan hung up the phone in a panic.
One hanging is a few years of deliberate non-contact. Except for birthdays, there are still no broken gifts. It wasn't until later that the package received became hotter and hotter.
"I left in too hasty, I should have negotiated with you at that time. You see you're still awkward. Jiang Shangbei said helplessly.
Xu Yan stopped, looked up and said seriously, "Yes." I don't think I've done as much as you have done before, and I don't know how to make both of you happy. I think I'm working hard, I want to work hard with you, and then I find out that I'm too busy to take care of myself and blame you for not having big ambitions. ”
"So that's what you apologize to me?" Jiang Shangbei also looked at her and said word by word, "I thought you had always been a person with your own ideas. I also wish you the best for your future. What I want most is for you to be happy with me. ”
"You don't know why you're apologizing. Because you're not wrong here. ”
"I know you're an assertive person. You're used to not bothering people. You don't have to tell me everything, but you really don't talk to me at all. ”
"Say you're delicate, and you really plan to digest it internally. I'm embarrassed to talk to you. There are some problems that cannot be solved without being spoken. ”
Xu Yan was stunned by a long list of words, and wanted to open his mouth to defend: "No, ......"
"I said I was going to Bath, and you didn't have any attitude. You should know that I am suspicious of Li Xuan, and you are still helping outsiders to speak. ”
"There are many more, you have ideas, you are unhappy, but you don't come to talk to me."
"You can give up on me in your sophomore year of high school and suddenly want to go to the media. I don't think you're wrong, I'm happy for you. ”
"I sometimes think about what I should do, I should work hard to move forward, but I still can't catch you."
"Even if it's a friend, it's not as intimate as it was at the beginning."
Xu Yan looked at the eyes that were still the most familiar, angry, and more helpless.
The gentle and introverted person in the past, who condemned his careful thinking in a hard tone, Xu Yan felt a little strange.
After all, he still relies on people for so many years, and Xu Yan still feels inexplicably wronged.
In the blink of an eye, the water vapor rises.
Jiang Shangbei frowned, secretly scolded himself for speaking too harshly, wanted to explain something, and opened his mouth in a hard tone: "Don't cry in front of me." ”
Xu Yan sniffed, but suppressed his emotions, just wanted to push back, and said, "Have I ever cried in front of you?" ”
Jiang Shangbei suddenly smiled. Xu Yan suddenly realized what he was talking about.
Why haven't I cried, but I cried a lot. I cried when I was sad, and I cried when I was happy.
"Jiang Shangbei, I'll make it clear to you today," Xu Yan pinched the sleeve of his coat and said viciously, "I don't want to be friends with you." ”
"I don't like it."
"I regret it."
Jiang Shangbei was stunned, and smiled. He shook his head and said nothing.
"What are you laughing at? I haven't asked you yet, why are you ......?"
Finally, a string of water chestnuts soaked in salt water on the side of the street stopped the girl's mouth.
Jiang Shangbei thought about it for a long time later, and said in his heart that he was obviously a materialist, even if he had silently made a wish in his heart.
In the end, he saw the sun through the clouds, and it was still one of his colored suns.
Back at the B&B, Xu Yan saw that Lin Yan was still there, and asked, "You didn't go out." ”
Lin Yan said hatefully: "It's out, Zhou Yu has given a new task, but DDL is extremely unreasonable." He's insane, but he's. ”
"......" Xu Yan said in his heart, it was because you didn't tell him when you went out, he was unhappy.
Lin Yan shouted, what kind of language learning is to be controlled by others, why didn't you stop taking a double degree at that time.
Xu Yan comforted the fried Miss Lin and said, "It's all the same." Long live Party A. Let's be a good all-purpose party party. ”
Lin Yan took a closer look at Xu Yan at this time. Seeing Xu Yan's appearance, he guessed eight or nine without leaving ten, and said with a smile, young man, he loves to work.
Not in the end.
As soon as Lin Yan wanted to gossip, Xu Yan asked worriedly: "I think I'm too hasty." ”
Lin Yan rolled his eyes and said, "Why, you're still not happy." ”
"It's not. You said that after all, it has been so many years. Everybody's changed a lot," Xu Yan whispered, "what if he gives me the whole doll in Great Britain!" ”
“…… Xu Yan, you are insane, don't worry, he will only lose his hair in hard water over there, and he has little vitamins on cloudy days, do you know him for only two or three years? ”
"That's right."
"You said you should be very alert for a good baby, but it turned out, alas, God has eyes!"
Year after year, where is your cleverness?
There was another bustle.
The last two fell on the bed.
"That's nice. I can go back after all these years. Lin Yan said with his eyes closed.
"You two give me a good life, let me regain some youthful feelings, okay, I thank you!"
"What stupid are you talking about?"
"Everyone should always be happy, accompany each other, and have a bright future!"
It seems that many years ago, everyone sat at the small pier and said the same thing.
There was no rain that day, and there was no Triangle Plum.
Let's do it again.
Wishes will come true.