Chapter 38 Xiao Jiang wants to say: This is not called a broken mirror reunion, this is called changing when you know your mistakes

"So, you're reconciled to him again." Chen Zhiyi in the video said while mixing noodles.

"Uh, yes. Am I weird? Xu Yan saw that people didn't look at her, and she didn't have any extra expressions, so she was a little apprehensive, "I just don't know what to do now." ”

Chen Zhizhi added another spoonful of Lao Gan Ma, and sighed, suspecting that this Chinese supermarket was selling fakes, and when he heard Xu Yan say, he nodded and said, "It's not strange." Although you two started strangely and ended in a hurry, I suspect that you didn't break it in the first place. I don't think it's strange that you're like this after that. ”

How to break it cleanly, just say that it is simply a friend for more than ten years, and it is impossible to say that it is clean, and some accounts are indeed not clear. What's more, the gift has not been broken since then, and if something happens, I will trouble others.

Xu Yan laughed twice, and Chen Zhizhi knew that he was right.

"Then what the hell are you struggling with now?"

"Ask Chen Zhizhi's great beauty to tell me how to fall in love!"

"......" Chen Zhiyi's face almost squirted, "No, no, although I have been in love a few times more than you, this kind of thing is not like driving, people who drive more are better at it......"

"Eh, what's that, it's okay to teach by driving, haha......"

"Xu Yan, I think you're thinking about fart. What kind of mess," Chen Zhizhi put down his chopsticks, stared at the person who was laughing indescribably on the screen, and endured the thought of rolling his eyes, "You just say what your problem is now." Although I'm on vacation here, I still want to enjoy life! ”

"You've worked hard, you've worked hard! I just, I don't know how to get along with him, well, it's, you know what I mean, I'm awkward. ”

The two of them were ignorant before, but rather a particularly intimate friend than a partner. Later, there was no chance to get along for a long time in a different place, and it was almost the same as online dating.

"Where is he now?"

"There's something going on in Yuhang, saying that it's in Shanghai after that, well, it's still in the same place after all."

"Then you can get along with him slowly. You see how a pair is made on the street, you can do it. This kind of thing can only be understood but not spoken. ”

Xu Yan felt that he might not really be able to ask for this, so he didn't ask anymore. I chatted with Chen Zhizhi about her life over there, it was half past zero here, and it was noon on Chen Zhizhi's side.

"Hey, don't talk about it, I'm asleep. Hair matters. Xu Yan glanced at the time, wiped his face, and said.

Chen Zhiyi ate a bowl of noodles and said, "Hmm." Sleep fast. Good night~ I still wish you and Xiao Jiang well~"

Xu Yan hung up the video call and got up from the bed to brush his teeth.

Looking at the two large blouses of black blue under his eyes in the mirror, he shook his head, thinking that he would ask Lin Yan to help recommend an eye cream to use another day.

When I think about it, this is a meaningless investment, and I will always stay up late.

Shaking his head, he continued to brush his teeth.

The mobile phone screen suddenly lit up, and the clear WeChat message, just four words, "I'll be there tomorrow", made Xu Yan almost swallow a mouthful of bubbles.

Quickly spit it out, and it was too late to rinse his mouth with water, so he panicked to unlock and open the chat interface, and the top was still a note that had not changed for many years.

replied: "Why are you busy so early?" ”

There was no reply to the message, and I felt that it was really inappropriate for me to panic, but I calmed down and completed the "huge" project of washing.

Holding the phone and falling on the bed, he still didn't reply.

Turn up the air conditioner, cover it with a thin quilt, and simply close your eyes and ignore it.

After a while, the screen lit up and it read: "Tomorrow you clean up your house, and I'll come to live." Go to bed early and good night. ”

Put in order? What to pack, what to live?

The brain is all messed up.

The two-bedroom apartment she rented was rented at a relatively beautiful price by an acquaintance Lin Yan helped find, although it was not small, but the other house was used by her as a study, and there was a mess of everything.

Xu Yan is pampered in the end, the bedroom is the bedroom, the study is the study, the sleeping place can have food but not books and work things, and the working place can put a sofa bed.

Oh yes, there's a sofa bed. But Jiang Shangbei definitely can't wronged him to sleep on the sofa bed, as soon as he is tall and shrinks there, Jiang's mother will cry when she sees it.

So a string of question marks waited.

Jiang Shang didn't want to get the person on the other side of the screen scratching his ears and cheeks again, maybe he was a little shy, or he might be angry, he smiled and replied: "I'll just stay for one night, and I haven't bought all the things in the apartment over there, so if you are free tomorrow, you can also accompany me to buy things by the way." ”

Oh, or I'm thinking too much, but what's the matter with such a disappointed thought?

Xu Yan thought about it, replied to him with a "Dad promised you" emoji, and ignored people anymore, thinking that if he thought about it for a while, his blood pressure would rise.

forced himself to close his eyes, but underestimated his sleepiness, and he fell asleep after a while.

As a result, I woke up the next day and it was the height of the sun.

After getting out of bed in a daze, washing, and preparing to peel an orange to eat, I suddenly remembered in my hand that who said I was going to live yesterday!

Sobered up instantly, dropped the orange and twisted the mop into the study, and found that there were really a lot of things and messy, and there was no way to drag them directly, so I threw the mop again, and hurriedly cleaned up the easel painting materials that were messed up on the desktop and on the ground.

The painting material was left to her by Sister Xingyue, and this house was originally shared with Sister Xingyue.

After Zhang Xingyue came back from Kyoto, she first looked for her who had just come to Shanghai, and after staying for a short time, she left a bunch of things and went to Sichuan, and some time ago she said that she might settle down in Yanjing.

This pile of things is cumbersome, so it is simply left for Xu Yan to play with when he is fine. Well, so it's fun when you're playing, and it's not like that!

I received all the materials into the toolbox, then folded the easel and put it away, and the books on the table were also sorted into categories on the shelves.

After mopping the floor, I glanced at the bells and whistles of the posters on the wall...... Well, don't tear it up.

As soon as I crossed my waist and breathed a sigh of relief, the call came.

The urging voice came: "I've arrived, and the access control in your community is quite strict." ”

After several accidents in the community, the door for people to enter and exit was installed by the property, and the owner's access card had to be opened.

grabbed the key and the access card, hurriedly ran downstairs, rushed to the entrance of the community, and found that people were standing there with their luggage uncomfortably.

Xu Yan smiled at the security guard and opened the door.

Halfway through, he began to wonder how Jiang Shangbei knew about his community.

"I asked Lin Yan yesterday. She told me. Jiang Shangbei said lightly.

Xu Yan stared at Jiang Shang's arm that was dragging the box, and thought, this person is so white, how can he seem to have no suffering at all in the field, and he has been better raised.

When I came back to my senses, I felt a little embarrassed and said, "Ah, so, then how did you come here?" ”

And it's not a little bit earlier than the time it was promised.

"The task of the research institute here is ahead of schedule, and Qin Huai sent me back."

At that time, after meeting in Xitang, I learned that Qin Huai was Jiang Shang's roommate, although he had only been a little more than half a year.

In the end, there is a mine at home, you can study if you want to, you can leave if you want, and when you come back, you can make money from young people.

After opening the door, Xu Yan took off his slippers, suddenly remembered that he hadn't prepared slippers for anyone, turned around and found that the person had already taken off his shoes and put them away, and then looked at her.

He picked at the shoe cabinet with his hand, smiled embarrassedly and said, "Uh, no shoes." Why don't you put your shoes on? Shall I find you a shoe cover? ”

Jiang Shangbei dragged the box to the house, and when he passed her, he knocked her on the forehead and said, "My box is a little dirty, I'll help you mop the floor later." Where do I put it? ”

"Ahh Study room, study room. "Don't talk nonsense, just give people a room.

Jiang Shang didn't follow the good flow, as soon as he stepped into the study, the posters that were almost all over the wall hit his eyes, and he looked at the desk, it was obvious that he had cleaned up seriously.

In fact, Xu Yan doesn't like to clean up too much, she can be strict with herself to do her best, and her life is really casual. Xu's mother is too worried about her daughter, and she usually takes care of her life for people, and Xu Yan doesn't like to clean it up.

Mother Xu is very harsh on life, not so much that she feels sorry for her daughter, it is better to say that she can't see her daughter do it, so she still has to do it herself, as for the posters on the wall, she behaves like Xu Yan.

When he was still studying, Xu Yan often complained to him: "My mother was stunned and didn't let me put up posters." I'm so much at the bottom of the box! ”

After graduating from high school, Xu Yan happily thought that his poster could be on the wall, but Xu's mother still coldly refused, saying: "You come back so many times a year, and you can't see it anyway, what's the use of pasting it?" ”

As a result, I went to college and was so busy that I forgot about this kind of juvenile mentality. I'm also busy now, but I've got all the charm of the past back.

Jiang Shangbei was sharp-eyed and found paint on the wall next to the door, and asked, "Painting again?" ”

Xu Yan dragged the sofa bed out and said, "That's right...... Are you making do today? Sofa bed. It might be softer for me to put a winter quilt on you? ”

Jiang Shangbei took a handle and said, "No need, Bath's bed is not soft." I'm used to sleeping. Well, what about rags? ”

"There are four or two hooks behind the bathroom door..... hey, what are you doing?"

"The wheels at the base of the trunk are quite dirty, and I think you've cleaned it up too. I'll rub it. ”

"Well, it's okay......" After the bed was made, I watched him twist the mop again, starting from the place where he entered the door, and carefully dragging it through the place where the box rolled over.

I was a little stunned for a while, just watching people busy with things like this.

Jiang Shang was done, and when he saw someone standing there looking at him, he couldn't help but laugh in his heart, tilted his head, teased her seriously, and said, "Xu Yan, can I drink your glass of water?" ”

What a word?

Xu Yan pursed his lips, poured a glass of cold water for someone, and muttered: "You don't have to be so polite to me......"

When he heard this, he smiled and said, "Okay." Then you're welcome, can you accompany me to buy something later? ”

"Yes. Go later. It's hot now. ”

After saying this, he was silent again, not knowing what to do. Go back to your room, it seems that it's not good to leave someone alone in the living room, just here, and there really isn't much to say.

Picking at his hands, his eyes drifted to the pothos and spider plants on the balcony, and followed the green leaves, trying to find a little interesting topic.

Jiang Shangbei just watched people pick their hands and look at the flowers there, and didn't take the initiative to take care of themselves, so he took a moment to see what she was going to do.

Knowing that this person said that he was not coming, he was still worried in his heart, and he was not it, but how could he get closer without contact.

sighed secretly and said, "In the future, there will be holidays, weekends or something, is there any place you want to play?" ”

After speaking, he also felt a little strange, but he still met Xu Yan's puzzled eyes and continued: "That's it, since this is the case now, let's get along well." I didn't have much chance to hang out with two people before, so I always felt that it was a pity. ”

It's a pity. After that, I saw a lot of scenery, the sunset at the school gate, the big lawn and the ducks that were not afraid of people, every flavor restaurant in the town, I wanted to share it with her, but unfortunately I didn't have that permission at that time.

Before he could say something, he saw the person bow his head and look uncertain.

A little panicked, he walked over, took the person into his arms, and said, "I found that you haven't seen you for a few years, and it seems that you like to have little emotions more and more, huh?" ”

Xu Yan buried his head in his chest and said, "Yes." I'm thinking about it too. It's just that in the past few years, I've changed, I have a lot of small emotions, I didn't have before. ”

"I don't know what to do. Surely you too, in fact, I've been thinking since I came back that night if I was impulsive and wrong. ”

"After all, it will change more or less, how can we be sure that the other party is still suitable for us?"

"I'm a little clumsy, but it's not like I can't. I don't even know how to stay with you right now. ”

Jiang Shang didn't listen, and went to touch her hand, she still didn't wear nail polish, her neatly trimmed nails were glowing with a healthy sheen, and she still preferred her little nails. I remembered that I used to like to hold her hand, and I thought it was very cute, and the little game of hooking people at my fingertips made people float and fall, and in the end, all my thoughts still jumped from my fingertips to my heart.

"Xu Xian, I saw your posters all over the wall today, I saw that you raised spider plants, and I saw that your books were still placed from right to left in order from small to large."

"You still like to pick your hands, like to eat oranges, don't like to eat apples, don't wear nail polish because of the trouble, don't get up until noon, and stay up late these days and have acne on your chin."

"What I saw was the same person I knew before. As for what she said without conscience and did something that caused headaches, in the end she still came to me, and she didn't change much. ”

"If it had changed, I guess she was starting to learn to trust. Even if she changes, I can become the corresponding person and accept her again. ”

Xu Yan raised his head and blinked, as if he was digesting.

Jiang Shangbei let go of the person, and said with a smile: "Jiang Qianfan said, 'Our family believes in a down-to-earth', so what, practice brings true knowledge, try it slowly." ”