A Dream to Live, a Dream to Die (9)

Gong Changjue's eyelashes trembled slightly,

"I'm afraid that there is no possibility of fulfilling such a wish."

Chu Ranyu's warm palm slowly moved on her forehead, and the coolness on her forehead had turned into warmth. The blood stasis was slowly rubbed away with his movements.

He whispered,

"In this world, there is more than one kind of prayer, and in front of me, it is also my prayer."

Gong Changjue looked at Chu Ranxuan,

"Nowadays, I often feel that you are so different from what I once thought you were."

Chu Ranxuan withdrew his hand and said,

"What's the difference?"

The palace chief said,

"You seem to be older than I thought, and everything you said indifferently was shocking, but you were unwavering, as if you were telling someone else's story, and I often felt that way after talking to you that night on the fire."

Chu Ranxin stared at her,

"I used to be old and decrepit, but at this moment, I am in the prime of life."

Gong Changjue tilted his head slightly, and his broken hair fluttered in the wind.

She reached behind her ear, but she didn't dare to look into his eyes.

He is in his prime, can it have something to do with her in front of him at the moment?

Gong Changjue thought about it, but he felt more and more that he was thinking too much, and he was referring to the flourishing of the style, probably because there was hope for revenge in front of him, and he had already walked out of the predicament.

The palace chief said,

"The catastrophe has passed, and it is natural to usher in the prime. Congratulations, son. ”

In front of him, she was curled up in a corner of the prison crying.

I'm in the prime of life at this moment because you're in front of you, and everything is fine.

Chu Ranxuan looked at the palace chief,

"What is your prayer?"

Gong Changjue looked away and looked at the sky,

"I like this sunset very much, innocent, scorching, fearless, flying."

She was stunned, not knowing if she was talking about the sunset, or if she was talking about the former self.

"When I was a child, I lived in the northwest, where there were large grasslands and deserts, and I prayed to hear the cheers of the grassland coming for me, to hear the sound of arrows flying out, to see the colorful satin hanging on the purple willow pole to shine in the wind, and to see Mother Li waiting for me outside the paddock with a bowl of snow-white milk."

"The sand dates are bitter and astringent, but my uncle likes it very much, he will eat a lot every time, and he will watch me eat together, I am afraid of the snakes on the Gobi, Mother Li will drive away for me, those snakes are always hidden under the salty grass and naked fruit trees, every time I step on it, I will scream, but those snakes seem to be very afraid of Mother Li, Mother Li holds a dead branch to beat, those snakes disappear all of a sudden, Sister Li Su sees the snake, will scream louder than me, the two of us are often noisy, but she got delicious food, She would bring it back to me as soon as possible to share, but she often caught a meridian gerbil to scare me, and once, she caught the wrong one, caught the meat-eating long-clawed gerbil, and the long-clawed gerbil bit her in her sleeve, and she cried in pain, and blamed me, saying that I was grinding and grinding, so she couldn't find a chance to scare me, so she had to hide for a long time before she was bitten. ”

Gong Changjue's eyes flashed with light, and he didn't know whether it was tears or glow.

"But Li's mother is gone, Sister Li Su is getting stranger and stranger, she began to call me Miss, and the conversation between me became more and more respectful, so strange that it seems that I have never known each other before, she is really just a doctor in the house, several times, I want to call her sister, but I can't call it anymore, I can only force myself, treat her as an ordinary doctor, because the more contact, the more attentive, the more sad she will be, but I know that she is still protecting me, that time I pulled out the hairpin and hurt myself, she saw it, but did not tell anyone, I asked her something, She would always answer me, even if she didn't want me to do it, but if I wanted to, she would help me without reservation. ”

"But, after all, there is no going back."

"I don't have the same playfulness anymore, I don't cut my unwanted clothes into satin and hang them wherever I walk. My uncle no longer likes to endure hardships, and I'm not at an age where I didn't have to think about anything or worry about anything, all of this has long since disappeared. It's just that I don't want to accept the fact that the beauty has long since disappeared and I am alone. ”

The palace chief lowered his eyes, and the tears in his eyes fell unconsciously. But he suddenly reacted and lost his temper.

Gong Changjue wiped his tears in a panic,

"I'm sorry."

Chu Ranxin looked at her and said softly,

"You still have me."

Gong Changjue looked at Chu Ranxuan, and his words were like layers of echoes that rang when the bell was struck, reverberating in her heart.

The echoes seem endless.

She remained motionless, stunned in place.

And he said, "You and me."

His words fell into his heart like a jewel.

The clouds poured down and came like a tide.

On the arch bridge, people are like jade.

Under the arch bridge, the water is in the sky.

Chu Ran said,

"I used to think that time was important, place was important, but the most important thing was the person in front of me."

"I used to think that person is like a heron bird, even if it only stops in the palm of my hand for a moment, and the next moment it will fly away, and the sky and white clouds are companions, I will also bless her, but now, I see her uneasiness and vulnerability, but I can't let go easily, because of this mood, I let go of all considerations and calculations, the road ahead and success or failure, if this heart is not equal, the person I want to love more is me, she just takes one step, and the remaining nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine steps are up to me."

Chu Ranxuan looked at her,

"Gong Changjue, are you willing to take this step?"

It wasn't very quiet, she could hear the birds chirping, the chirping of leaves, the chirping of cicadas, and even the sound of leaves falling in the river.

It wasn't very quiet, but she was so nervous that she could hear all the voices in the world at the moment.

The heartbeat overflowed the mountain peaks and flooded the Changchuan.

She looked at him, the light in his eyes warm.

She didn't answer for a long time, she just wanted to speak, but she found that she couldn't say a word to respond to him.

Chu Ranxin held her hand and said word by word,

"If you don't want to stay, I'll go with you."

His hand completely enveloped hers, and the warm touch traveled from his fingertips to her heart and lungs.

She heard herself say,

"Okay."

This one word seems to have exhausted all her strength and spent all her two lifetimes of anticipation.

Tears fell from her eyes,

"I'll stay."

The cowardice and cowardice in her previous life were all because she liked him, she fantasized about her life with him, but the reality betrayed all hope, from the first sight, she saw him in the crowd, like a jewel among the rubble, she knew that she couldn't hide.

She loved him in the past, so she couldn't drag him down, and her heart could only be heard by the west wind, but not by the east wind. So she can only tell the west wind, but she can't tell the east wind she loves

But the west wind blows to the east.