Chapter 56: What You Look Like Now

Sunday, cloudy.

For several days, the weather has cooled down rapidly, and there is no sign of warming. Jane's mother suddenly coughed badly, and the police took her to the hospital for treatment, after which she lost contact with Jane.

Jane ran to the hospital and the police station to make a big fuss, but the doctors and policemen, who had always been full of love and justice, also became hard-hearted.

Whether she cried or begged in a low voice, they just wouldn't let her see her mother.

Within a few days, the news of the crackdown on corruption made headlines in C City, and the wife of the municipal party committee was terminally ill and would die soon.

The moment she saw the news, her breathing was uncomfortable, and her angina was so painful that she almost couldn't slow down.

Hands clenched into fists, creaking.

Dad, the sky is about to fall in our family, Mom, she is dying, I can't see her, where are you?

Just when she was grief-stricken, Li Yanan came to her with review materials and exercises.

He motioned for her with his eyes and went into the room to speak.

Jian Yi had a good relationship with him, and knew that Brother Yan An had important things to say.

Li Yan'an pretended to tutor her math homework, and wrote on a blank piece of paper while lecturing on the topic.

In black and white, he hinted that there were monitors in every room, be careful.

Jane replied on the paper, knowing.

He told her that he had received a message from Uncle Lee this morning.

The fact that Jane's mother is terminally ill is fake, don't worry.

Dr. Qian from the pulmonary department of the hospital is a good friend of Uncle Li, and Jane's mother can only get in touch with Jane's father through Dr. Qian by pretending to be sick.

All of this is a ploy by Jane's father and Uncle Li to bring down the mayor, who is the real corrupt official.

He told her not to rush and wait patiently.

Jane nodded and asked him what she and he could do now.

Li Yanan replied lightly on the paper, no.

On the thirty-fourth day of Jane's father and Uncle Lee's disappearance, there was finally news of them in City C.

Jian Yi still remembers the C news that day.

The host with good facial features on TV reported, "In the realistic version of Mission Impossible, the secretary of the Municipal Party Committee and the Minister of the Propaganda Department of City C used the tip of the knife as bait and licked the blood on the tip of the knife for 30 days, and collected ironclad evidence of corruption by Wang Mou, the mayor of City C, and has now been arrested." ”

Jane Yi met his parents, his parents, and Uncle Li in the evening when the sky was full of fire.

They got out of the car, and the community greeted them with Jian Yi and Li Yan'an.

Jane rushed into her father's arms like a wild cow.

"I miss you so much." She choked up, tears blurring her vision.

She finally saw her family.

Her dad and Uncle Lee are indeed her heroes.

Her father, as she believed, was not corrupt and honest.

Li Yan'an's always ruthless and desireless face also had a rare emotion.

His lips trembled slightly, and he called Uncle Li, "Dad." ”

Uncle Li touched his short hair dotingly, and his face was as hard as the summer sun.

The embezzlement case that shocked City C ended, Jian Ruohai, secretary of the Municipal Party Committee of City C, resumed his career, and Li Zhirong, deputy director of the Propaganda Department, was promoted to the head of the Propaganda Department.

Jian Yi's days at school have also changed from the original hostile isolation to the current stars holding the moon.

This incident completely made her see the ugliness of human nature.

Sure enough, the only thing in the world that cannot be looked at directly is the sun and the human heart.

June was a lucky month.

Uncle Li's official rank has reached a higher level, and in a few days it will be Li Yan'an's fifteenth birthday.

Although he didn't have a habit of celebrating birthdays, Uncle Li would always take him to do something he liked or give him a gift he liked.

Li Zhiru asked Li Yan'an as usual, "Is there anything you want to do?" ”

Li Yan'an's melancholy eyes suddenly lit up, "I want to see my mother." ”

Li Zhi frowned, his face was a little embarrassed, "I agreed with her that we would not meet again." ”

"It doesn't matter. I'll just go see her. Li Yanan blinked, thoughtful, "She's about to give birth, do you know?" ”

"Hmm."

Father and son fell into deep thought, and stopped talking to each other.

On Li Yan'an's birthday, his half-brother was born, I don't know if it was fate or the irony of fate.

His half-brother turned out to be the same day as him.

After booking a plane ticket, he went out easily, brought a crossbody bag and a mobile phone, and went out.

"Brother Yan'an, I'm with you." In front of the community, Jane was waiting there early in the morning.

Li Yanan was a little unhappy, "What are you going to do?" ”

His family affairs, and those complicated emotions that he hid in dark corners, he didn't want her to know.

Jane Yi was dressed in a long green skirt, swaying a few steps gently, and the young and beautiful girl's figure was swaying.

A girl as strong and passionate as the sun always makes Li Yanan feel dazzling.

Her dazzling light could expose his devastated body to the public at any moment.

She didn't feel his emotions at all, so she naturally and smoothly took his hand and walked out.

There were still broken thoughts on his lips, "I'm afraid that you won't come if you go, I have to keep an eye on you." ”

From the moment he saw her, her words always made people's hearts palpitate and evoke endless panic in his heart.

He hated her, and from the beginning to the present, it has never changed.

I hate her happy family, I hate that her parents can be so loving, and I hate that she has a pair of parents who love her, and they can lose their adult identity and wear funny and cute doll costumes on her birthday.

He hated her, the confident and fearless look in her eyes when she first saw him.

She snatched his favorite doll, and everyone still liked her with undiminished enthusiasm.

He obviously hated her so much, but he didn't hate her proximity, he didn't hate her twittering around him.

Why, exactly? He really couldn't think of it.

Uncle Li gave Brother Yan'an the address, and Jian Yi followed Li Yan'an to get off the plane and take a taxi, and soon found the door of the ward.

Jian Yi's face has not been very good all the way to see Li Yan'an. His good-looking and rigid eyebrows kept twisting, and his lips were pursed and he didn't say a word.

She followed him to Yan Wen's ward, where a burly man with sword eyebrows and starry eyes was guarding.

In front of the man is Yan Wen, who has just finished giving birth, and next to him is the incubator, and the palm-sized child inside is Brother Yan'an's younger brother.

Jian Yi looked at the woman's face, and she found that Brother Yan'an's eyebrows and eyes were very similar to her, and his nose and mouth were like Uncle Li.

"Aren't you going in?" Jian Yi asked Li Yan'an on the side in a low voice.

His eyes were intent, staring at the warm and harmonious picture inside for a long time.

It took him a long time before he turned around and left, and said to Jian Yi, who was still confused, "Let's go." ”

Although his face was expressionless, and he was as silent as usual, Jian Yi could feel the great loss in his heart.

"Brother Yan'an, why didn't you go in just now?" She couldn't understand why he had come so far and gone.

"She doesn't want to see me." He said.

"How so? You've thought about it too much. ”

There is no mother in the world who doesn't want to see her own son.

"I didn't think much of it!" His pretense of composure and indifference vanished in a moment.

His face was hideous, half grief, half anger and unwillingness. "She said it herself, she will never see me for the rest of her life."

"Maybe she just has a strong personality and refuses to give in? She may be like you, hiding in a corner where no one is looking, watching your every move. ”

Sometimes it's fragile, but you have to pretend to be strong.

Jian Yi felt sorry for such an Yan Ange. He doesn't have to carry it alone, he still has Uncle Li, he still has her.

"Are you hungry? What do you want to eat? Li Yanan put aside the topic and didn't want to continue the discussion.

Jian Yi was interested and touched his stomach, "I want to eat hot pot." Wild mushroom chicken hot pot. ”

The two of them returned to City C after eating, and it was already late at night at the entrance of the community.

Jian Yi and Li Yan'an went up the steps one after the other, and Jian Yi suddenly stopped and collided with Li Yan'an behind him.

Her long-planned plan was almost forgotten.

"Why don't you leave?" Li Yan'an was puzzled.

Jian Yi lowered his head and didn't dare to look at him, his heart was like a drum at this time.

Taking a deep breath, she mustered up the courage to look up, stepping on the steps just in time for his usual eyes.

She grinned sweetly unnaturally, "Happy birthday Brother Yan'an!" ”

"Thank you." He walked around her, trying to walk past her.

Jian Yi hurriedly stopped him and didn't let her go.

She blushed and said, "I...... I have a gift for you. ”

"Oh." He was waiting for her gift.

Jane reached into her bag with one hand and pulled something out, "You put your hand out." ”

Li Yanan did so.

After digging for the gift for a long time and still not finding it, she instructed him, "Close your eyes too." ”

Li Yan'an was full of doubts, but he still closed his eyes as well.

Jane looked at the person she liked in front of her, just as she thought, closed her eyes and stood still.

Nervous that her heart was about to jump out of her mouth, she gritted her teeth and pressed her face close to him, her warm lips covering it.

The feeling of electric shock made her whole body **, and just as she was about to close her eyes, Li Yan opened her eyes with a sigh.

He pushed her away, fierce and urgent, Jian Yi's body directly hit the stone staircase in embarrassment, and the hard edges and corners were against the pain of his back.

Jane Yi will never forget that look of shock and disgust.

She was a flood beast, and he didn't bother to look at her, so he fled.

From eight to fifteen years old, in these long seven years, he only had her by his side, and she only had him in her heart.

For so many years, the bond between them should be the depth carved into each other's bone marrow, but in fact, it is so fragile that a kiss can destroy it at will.

Because of a kiss, his inkstone brother said that he hated her.

After graduating from junior high school, Brother Yan An secretly hugged several summer camps when Uncle Li was on a business trip, and all the vacation time was filled.

He was avoiding her, and he began to distance himself from her.

In order to save this friendship that was gradually falling apart, Jian Yi made a lot of efforts.

She begged him, "Always be friends, I don't like you anymore, okay?" ”

He said, "Your stalking like this will only make me hate you more." ”

Cold and ruthless words, a sword seals the throat, and killing is invisible.

Jane had a splitting headache, and the images of the past kept playing out in her dreams.

The headache was accompanied by a high fever, and Jane had a fever again.

The body that had just subsided from fever was extremely weak, and half-asleep and half-awake saw that Li Yan'an seemed to have walked in again.

He stroked her forehead and whispered if she wanted water.

She was damp and hot and had no strength, she didn't want to drink water, she just begged him to leave quickly and not bother her.

The hot hand was grasped by the cold man, and he sat down beside her and his deep voice was broken for a long time.

Jian Yi didn't hear most of them clearly, and some forgot when they heard it.

The chaotic heavy mind kept coming back to the words he had said.

He said, "It turns out that I don't hate you, but from the inferiority complex in my bones." ”

"You're going to like the good me, but you're not going to like the whole of me."

"I'm just storing up enough pride, enough loneliness and indifference, just in case, waking up you're gone."

A severe headache hit, and Jian Yi couldn't help but faint.

He only cared about talking to himself, and didn't notice Jian Yi's discomfort, he thought she was just sleeping more soundly.

When he woke up, Li Yanan had already made breakfast and brought it into the room with antipyretics.

During the meal, no matter what he said to her, she only nodded lightly.

"I don't know why, I feel like you're more alienated from me than you were some time ago." Li Yan'an suddenly spoke, startling her.

She bowed her head and swallowed, not daring to look at him, and certainly not denying his conjecture.

Regaining her memory, she could no longer be as painless to him as she had been before.

Just by standing here, she felt uncomfortable in her chest, and she was going to die.

What you couldn't get with all your might is now at your fingertips. But she wasn't happy at all.

Everything in the world pays attention to timeliness, and what you like in your teens may not be like in your twenties.

Li Yanan put away the empty bowls and water cups on the table and cleaned the table. The slender fingers are distinctly jointed, and he lowers his head, which makes his eyebrows and eyes deep and his facial features three-dimensional.

Jian Yi had mixed feelings in her heart, and she called him in an affectionate tone when she was a teenager, "Brother Yan'an." ”

Li Yan'an raised his head in surprise, and a streamer suddenly flashed in his dark eyes.

"What's wrong?" The corners of his mouth rose slightly, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were filled with joy.

"Let's separate."

As soon as Jane spoke, he fell from heaven to hell, a huge gap that would make a person's life worse than death.

"It doesn't matter how it used to be, if you miss it, you miss it. Whoever misses it is not suitable, and the right person will never miss it. ”

She hopes that even playing the piano to a cow will work once.

"We didn't miss it from start to finish." Li Yan'an was emotionally unstable, and the water cup in his hand almost fell, "You don't remember me, but you still married me." ”

"I always felt that God was giving me a chance to make amends. Don't you think? ”

He took her hand, his warm palm trying to warm her cold hand.

She didn't give him a chance, and quickly withdrew her hand in disgust. "You're tired of me like this."

Bone-crushing pain came from his chest, and the intense tiredness made him miserable. "I'm also tired. But I'm not going to let go. ”

The most tiring emotion is to like someone who doesn't like you. I suffer a lot every day and am reluctant to let go.

"I can put it down." She said categorically.

She liked him so much at the beginning, didn't she let him go. It's not that I can't put it down, it's just that I haven't saved enough yet.