On the last night of the eleventh holiday, Lin Yan came to study at night, and Lin Yan saw Xu Yan sitting in the classroom drinking milk.

I hadn't seen anyone for three or four months, so I hurriedly ran over, saw her so haggard, and said, "Are you going to help the disaster?" ”

Xu Yan said: "It's too difficult to stay up late. But it's okay to get used to it. I was so excited to think I was coming back yesterday, and I didn't fall asleep. ”

Sighing, I prepared for a while to go to math evening self-study.

Xu Yan didn't tell Jiang Shangbei that he was coming back today, and just went downstairs the next day and saw Jiang Shangbei waiting for her at the intersection.

Yesterday's math paper was unexpectedly wrong again, and my heart was depressed.

The work of the media is not brilliant either. I remembered what my senior sister said, many things rely on learning on the one hand, and my own spirituality is another.

It is obviously a very simple truth to do one's best, and "doing one's best" is indeed something that can be done and can only be done at the moment.

Looking at the young man beckoning to her under the osmanthus tree, he hesitated for the first time before taking a step.

Jiang Shangbei keenly felt that Xu Yan had some low air pressure recently, as if he had to get by doing everything, he was not interested, he was too lazy to play his favorite badminton in physical education class, and he was not active in lunch.

Xu Yan said one day: "My mother made lunch and sent it, so I won't go to eat with you." ”

Jiang Shangbei didn't doubt him, Mother Xu had always felt sorry for her daughter, so she didn't think much about it.

As a result, one day the head teacher was left in the office to help count the rolls, and he didn't catch up with the first person who went to the cafeteria to eat, so he passed by the door of class 10 and glanced inside, and saw Xu Yan munching bread and writing in his hand.

Jiang Shang didn't enter the classroom and asked directly, "Didn't you say that your mother brought you food?" ”

Xu Yan heard the voice, the pen in his hand paused, and when he looked up, he saw Jiang Shangbei staring at her with a frown.

I was stunned for a moment, stood up, and hurriedly said: "No, my mother, I have to catch up with the report today, but I didn't make it, just ...... I still have bread left in the morning."

Jiang Shangbei looked at the draft on her desk and didn't speak again.

Lin Yan hummed a song into the classroom and shouted, "Xuxu, I'll buy you milk." You can't eat bread every day......"

I saw Jiang Shangbei standing next to Xu Yan's table, and said in his heart, it's broken.

Jiang Shangbei obviously heard it. Xu Yan lowered his head and was silent.

Jiang Shangbei rubbed the corners of his forehead and said, "I have long known that you are a person who can make up stories. Xu Yan, I don't want you to eat with me, I have to eat with you, I know you're in a hurry, but your body is the most important......"

"I like this, you leave me alone." Xu Yan didn't know why he was suddenly annoyed, threw the pen on the table, pushed Jiang Shangbei with his head, and said, "Don't come to me casually in the future." Everyone is busy. Go back quickly. Uncle Li will come back later. ”

After speaking, he sat down, buried his head and continued to gnaw on the previous question, resolutely not looking up.

Feeling that the shadow at the table was finally gone, he put down his pen again and took a bite of bread.

Lin Yan came over quietly, put the milk on her table, and whispered, "He really cares about you." ”

Xu Yan took the milk, opened the straw, poked it open, sucked it hard, and then raised his head, his eyes were red.

"Hey, don't do that......"

"It's okay swallow, you go and do your homework. I'll be fine in a moment. ”

Jiang Shang didn't bother to eat and went back to the classroom. Seeing Wu Huaifeng coming back with a bag of potato chips, he reached out and took it and said, "I'll give you a pack back tomorrow." I didn't eat. ”

"Huh?" Wu Huaifeng was stunned for a moment, then turned out a king of kings from the belly of the table and threw it to Jiang Shangbei, "The papers of the physics group are not so messy, right, he counted all the ones for a semester?" ”

Jiang Shangbei directly bit open the iron ring on the ham sausage, and ate it in three or two clicks, ignoring Wu Huaifeng.

Xu Yan directly grabbed Lin Yan at night and said, "Let's go together." ”

Lin Yan smiled and said, "Don't, how bad this is." The river dog will blame me. ”

"Oh, then I won't blame you if you don't let me go with you?"

“…… Let's go, let's go. "Yes. This can't be called, "The fire at the city gate affected the fish in the pond", right?

So for another week or two in a row, Xu Yan avoided meeting Jiang Shangbei when it was time to go to and from school, and Jiang Shangbei didn't deliberately look for her as if he had a hunch.

The people around them all felt that this was too wrong, although the two of them didn't show it on their faces, they could still face each other with a spring breeze.

The autumn wind sweeps away the leaves, and the midterm is the city's art festival after the mid-to-late November.

The program of the art festival has been registered since the end of September, and Xu Yan naturally did not participate. He glanced at the thirty-second place in the barely strong grade on the honor roll and sighed.

Or is math holding back.

Thinking about it, I went to the office to ask Uncle Li for leave.

Uncle Li also understood that it was very hard for Xu Yan to study on both sides, and thought that she didn't have any programs to participate in, so it was better to let her go back to rest and rest, and gladly grant leave.

As soon as I went out, I saw Jiang Shangbei and Li Anqi standing and talking in the corridor.

Xu Yan only glanced at it and left.

Li Anqi obviously saw Xu Yan too, but Jiang Shangbei didn't move at all, and Li Anqi didn't know if Jiang Shangbei saw Xu Yan, but listening to some of the sayings around, he probably guessed that the two of them were a little wrong recently.

After thinking about it, he said, "Xu Yan seems to have just left with his schoolbag?" ”

Jiang Shangbei continued to look at the information in his hand, and only said "um".

Li Anqi didn't make any extra moves when he saw people, and he didn't say anything anymore, waiting for Jiang Shang to stop talking about the topic.

Xu Yan returned to the rented house, his mother hadn't gotten off work yet, and his father had gone to the countryside. I can't study, I don't want to eat, and the more I think about it, the more bored I become.

Jiang Shangbei obviously saw himself, why pretended to be blind?

Although I don't want to pay attention to him, I don't seem to want him to be next to Li Anqi again.

Although,It seems that I really don't pay attention to it.。

But it's still very unpleasant.

It's very unpleasant.

I don't seem to have much to do lately. Li Ruoyu is also busy studying, and how to contact him.

The only thing that can still be interesting is that the second cousin went on a blind date recently, and the unexpected result was very good.

After she picked up Xu Yan to go out to play last weekend, she sent Xu Yan home. The two sisters pressed the road along the river, and Xu Yan suddenly gossiped and asked, "Sister, why did you agree so quickly?" "My cousin obviously had people who didn't remember much.

The cousin touched Xu Yan's head, smiled, and said, "Maybe, I'm lucky." ”

"When you meet someone in your life where you feel you can love or fall in love, or go through a process of getting to know each other, these past experiences are actually just a part of your life."

"It's not because you've been hurt or what you've been like that you met this person now, but because you met this person now, and everything that was once became an acceptable thing."

As he spoke, he pinched Xu Yan's face and said, "Don't think about it." Read well. The road ahead is always getting wider and wider. ”

"If you're feeling a little unhappy lately, become a deserter first. After all, people can only focus on one thing for a while. ”

Xu Yan walked on the bed and thought carefully.

I've known Jiang Shangbei for four years, and I like him like talent or his character.

He was still sullen before, and he wasn't very kind to people, but he was never distant. It's good to everyone, and he's a very comfortable person to get along with.

In the past two years, he has gradually become more cheerful, as if he is always developing in a better direction, but is he stagnating, or even developing in the opposite direction?

I don't know what kind of mood I have, so I simply typed this in the dialog box: I think we'll be like this for the time being. Everybody just, live your own life, focus on your own things. Don't come and go.

Jiang Shangbei returned home, and finally didn't have to endure the roar of the stage anymore. After serving the oranges cut by my mother on the coffee table, I went back to my room.

Mother Jiang looked at the door that was almost thrown shut, sighed, and thought to herself that her son, who used to be casual and didn't like any emotions because he was lazy, has been really emotionally fluctuating recently.

Alas, adolescent children.

Jiang Shangbei opened his phone, thinking that he still had to say something to Xu Yan first.

As a result, I was laughed at by the words on the screen.

He grabbed his hair and collapsed on the bed.

He really felt very powerless, this is not like playing a game, pay attention to hand speed and prediction, you can catch people and knock them down, it is not like fighting, rushing up to strike first, or retreating as advance.

He understood Xu Yan, but he also felt very tired, and the feeling of being at a loss was particularly clear.

Sure enough, it's a colored sun, just a little light, and there's still a fireball inside.

Originally, I was already learning to have a plan, but in the face of her, I could only take my time, one step at a time.