49.

His words left Fei Fei speechless. She staggered her gaze and didn't want to face him.

He persuaded her to let go, "Only men know men best, his various behaviors, that one is not a manifestation of a man's change of heart, I advise you to stop the loss in time, I don't want you to lose too much." ”

Fei Fei still shook her head in self-deception, she didn't believe it, she didn't want to believe it.

He grabbed her by the shoulders and forced her to look at him. He told her how to search for evidence of a man's cheating, and told her to go back and do what he taught him.

He said that if he didn't believe it, he only needed to check Xiao Zihang's QQ and WeChat to know whether Xiao Zihang had split his legs. At this time, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, "But you must have failed to log in, he has already quietly changed the password without telling you." ”

Fei Fei took a deep breath, took out her mobile phone, and entered Xiao Zihang's QQ account and password, sure enough, like Wang Jinqiu, the password was changed, and she couldn't log in.

Wang Jinqiu reminded her that she called him at this time to pretend to be innocent and say that she wanted to log on to his game account to play games, but she couldn't remember the password. When the cheating boy sees this, he will not give you the password immediately, he will pretend not to see it, and then go to the space circle of friends game to delete all relevant evidence, and will not give you the password when everything is complete.

The development of things is all according to the plot of his reasoning, and his good-looking face is proud, "When you get the password, you don't have to look at anything, you just need to go to the settings to see if his dynamic comments are set to see if the mutual friend comments are visible, if so, the result is you know." ”

Xiao Zihang gave her the password at nine o'clock in the evening, and he explained by the way that the previous password was too complicated and difficult to remember, so he changed it.

Well, for good reason.

She logged into his account and checked the dynamic comment settings, and sure enough, mutual friend comments were visible.

Her body suddenly went limp, and she slammed into the chair, her pupils dilated and her lips turned white.

Today she learned that she could not bear the shaking of her hands, and then her fingers slowly became numb and weak from her fingers to her palms, her heart was very blocked, her heartbeat was very fast, and then she couldn't breathe......

The beautiful pictures of the past came to mind little by little, and the sweet words and love words he had said in the past, and all the kindness he had done to her, all turned into sharp blades, digging out her heart, cutting her flesh, and all turned into harm.

When he was in high school, in order to catch up with her, he waited downstairs in the girls' dormitory every morning to bring her breakfast, rain or shine, and never stopped.

When the two were together, he said to her, "You are the favorite girl in my life, and I can no longer see anyone else in my eyes except you." His expression was so serious, and his eyes were sincere and clean, as if he was swearing to heaven.

After graduating, she and he were admitted to two universities in different cities, separated by mountains and rivers, thousands of miles away. She didn't want to be separated from him, so she hugged him tightly and hid in his arms and cried. He patiently comforted and said something that she would remember for the rest of her life, "No matter where you are, even if you are thousands of miles away, I will cross the mountains and seas to find you." ”

All the things of the past have turned into beautiful bubbles, and his love for her, his sincerity, have all turned into deception and jokes.

Fei Fei looked up and smiled bitterly, what bullshit love, fuck bullshit love.

It turns out that it is written in the book, and the love sung in the song is deceitful, and the love in reality is not as beautiful and flawless as people praise, it is the same as the sun and human nature, and it cannot be looked at directly.

50.

When Fei Fei was a child, she saw the scene of the hero and heroine taking a plane on TV, and longed to take a plane when she grew up.

Maybe it was yesterday's events that gave her a great impact, and she didn't feel as fresh and excited as she imagined when she took a plane for the first time in her life.

Her watery eyes looked like out of the window, the empty venue was endless, and a feeling of saying goodbye to death arose, she thought that when she really saw Xiao Zihang, she could quickly cut through the mess and break up with him decently.

Another person boarded the plane one after another, and the empty seats in the cabin gradually filled up.

The plane took off slowly, along the runway of the airport from slow to fast, the things around the airport quickly fell backwards, and the plane slowly rose and sailed thousands of miles into the sky.

The sun lifted the clouds and revealed half of her face, and the golden sunlight hit her and Wang Jinqiu, who was watching the scenery with her.

His amber pupils become crystal clear when the light comes in, beautiful and charming, and can make people intoxicated at a glance.

Fei Fei shook her head, and then remembered that this guy was also coming, what she wanted to ask was, what did she want to do about breaking up with him?

The two got off the plane and went straight to B University.

Why don't you just say it on the phone if you want to break up? Why do you have to come to him?

In fact, she was still dying and deceiving herself, maybe she misunderstood him, he never betrayed her, and all his changes were just related to his busy studies.

But reality still gave her a slap in the face.

Her pupils shrank, her body solidified and petrified, and she looked at Xiao Zihang who was holding hands with a girl in a yellow shirt on the other side of the emerald green lake.

The two of them stared at each other, and the autumn waves between their eyebrows and eyes were ambiguous. is like Fei Fei and Xiao Zihang in the past.

Disgusting, disgusting. She had never thought he would be so hateful in her eyes, and it would be disgusting to look at him more.

She was swept in the wind, her body was on fire, and she walked towards the two of them with meteors, and Xiao Zihang, who was with the beautiful woman, did not notice her from beginning to end.

She threw herself over and gave Xiao Zihang and Xiao San a slap on the left and right.

Xiao Zihang was furious and wanted to raise his hand to fight back, but when he raised his eyes to see who it was, his body was stunned, and he retracted his fist in the air.

"You shrew." Xiao San couldn't bear it anymore, and raised his hand to fight back and wanted to fight back. What if it's his girlfriend? What if I'm green and what about her? In love, the unloved person is the third party.

Yu Feifei is the real third party.

When Xiao San's slap was about to slam Fei Fei's face, his hand was snatched back.

He scolded her, "Don't make a fuss. ”

The corners of Fei Fei's mouth hooked up a sneer, "Xiao Zihang, you really know how to play?" I didn't want to break up, and I used cold violence on my face, making my mother think that she wondered if she had done something wrong all day long, and it was obviously you who were wrong, but it seemed that it was all my responsibility. You're so high, you have a scheming and a city, and you fucking play me like a fool. ”

"Is it so hard for you to admit that you don't love me? Dare not do it, you are still not a man. ”

"I didn't think about breaking up with you, I've always loved you." He made a look of guilt and regret.

Disgusting, disgusting. The more he did this, the more disgusting she became.

He took a step closer to her, and she retreated like a beast from a flood. "You didn't want to break up with me, because you want to step on two boats."

"I ......" He tried to quibble, but was interrupted by her shrill voice.

"Shut up. I don't want to hear it. ”

"I'm so blind that I'm going to fall in love with you, you're not worthy of my love at all!"

She wanted to say more vicious words, and no matter how much she humiliated and insulted him, she couldn't get rid of the hatred in her heart.

Turning her head to the mistress, she saw the girl's face clearly.

She wears heavy makeup, can't see her real facial features and temperament, and the pungent and unpleasant smell of cheap perfume on her body, all revealing the smell of wind and dust on the girl's body.