Chapter 180: My Trust Is Worn Away
"No, you're thinking too much." Xu Qingyan turned his head to look out the window.
Seeing that she didn't want to say more, Zhao Silan couldn't say anything, so he drove the two home.
The car was parked at the gate of the villa, it was dark inside, didn't he come back? Are you busy accompanying Jiang Yuan?
At this moment, Xu Qingyan was very resistant to this family, she really didn't want to go back, she didn't want to face Shen Zhixing.
However, when Xiao Tuanzi asked, what should she say?
sighed helplessly, got out of the car and came to the back seat to pick up the little ball, "Thank you today, I will invite you to dinner another day." β
"Don't be so troublesome, if you have something on your mind, don't hold it in your heart." Zhao Silan said meaningfully, "Okay, you guys go in quickly, the little group should catch a cold in a while." β
"Well, be careful on your way." Xu Qingyan nodded.
Back in the room, put Xiao Tuanzi on the bed, and gently rubbed his little face with his index finger, Xiao Tuanzi, what should Mom do?
Did you let him know if your existence was right or wrong? Xu Qingyan couldn't figure it out.
At this time, Xiao Tuanzi suddenly opened her eyes sleepily and snuggled lazily into her arms, "Mom......"
"Well, hurry up and go to sleep." Xu Qingyan softly soothed.
"Hasn't Dad come back yet?" Xiao Tuanzi asked in a daze.
Xu Qingyan fell down his cheeks because of Xiao Tuanzi's words, "Dad...... Dad will be back right away. β
Is this what is called blood? But in just a few months, Xiao Tuanzi wine became inseparable from him.
However, she believes that if Xiao Tuanzi has to choose one of her parents among her parents, Xiao Tuanzi will choose her, and the same wound will be indelible.
She is really confused, let her share a husband with other women, she can't do it, but, what should Xiao Tuanzi do?
A warm chest suddenly pressed against his back, and Shen Zhixing's concerned voice came, "The little guy is asleep?" β
"Yes." Xu Qingyan broke free from his embrace, "You are also tired today, go back to sleep." β
The voice was distant, and in the place that Shen Zhixing didn't see, he quietly wiped away his tears.
"What's wrong? Get up on the wrong side of the bed? Shen Zhixing could sense her resistance.
Xu Qingyan really didn't understand how he could still pretend to be indifferent after doing something like that.
"No, I'm tired." Xu Qingyan was very perfunctory, "Go back quickly, I'll sleep with Xiaotuanzi today." β
"You want to sleep in separate rooms?" Shen Zhixing frowned, grabbed her shoulders and turned her around, "Why?" β
"Don't be so sensitive, I just haven't slept with Xiao Tuanzi for a long time, I miss him." Xu Qingyan avoided his gaze because she was afraid that she would not be able to hide the disgust in her eyes.
"Xu Qingyan, you look up, look up at me." Shen Zhixing had a bad premonition in his heart, and he picked her chin and forced her to look at herself.
Looking at each other, Shen Zhixing did not miss the resistance she tried to hide, and even had a touch of disgust.
Her eyes were like a needle piercing his heart fiercely, and she reached out to cover her eyes, "Don't look at me with such eyes." β
"Shen Zhixing, the child is already asleep, you go out immediately." Now that it has been discovered, Xu Qingyan doesn't want to hide it.
She had already thought about it, for the sake of Xiaotuanzi, she continued to be with him, but it was only a superficial husband and wife, and nothing else.
She will also be reluctant, but again, she will never allow herself to share a man with another woman.
It's just ridiculous to think about it, it's clear that she is the real lady, but now she lives like a junior who intervenes in other people's families.
"I won't go out if I don't make it clear." Shen Zhixing looked at her firmly, "Why are you angry?" β
"Shen Zhixing, since you want to make it clear so much, okay, then let's go out and talk." Xu Qingyan walked out of the room first, and Shen Zhixing immediately followed.
Seeing Shen Zhixing closing the door lightly, she could actually feel Xu Qingyan's kindness to Xiao Tuanzi.
Because it was his child, he would be good to his other children as well, and it didn't matter who the mother was.
Xu Qingyan hooked her lips coldly, should she really thank her stomach for fighting for anger, otherwise this man might not even want to look at her.
"Shen Zhixing, let me ask you again, where were you when I called you today?"
Xu Qingyan's eyes stared at him for a moment, like an X-ray, to see through all his thoughts.
However, Shen Zhixing's deep eyes were bottomless, so she couldn't see his thoughts clearly.
"You saw it all?" Shen Zhixing was so smart that he could guess the reason at once.
"yes, if I don't see it, how long are you going to hide it from me? Is it interesting to take me for a fool? Xu Qingyan suddenly raised his voice and became emotional.
"How did you end up in the hospital, who told you?" A haze crossed Shen Zhixing's eyes, could it be that person made a move?
However, Xu Qingyan saw that his eyes were misunderstood, thinking that he was angry because he broke the secret?
"Can anyone tell me? Shen Zhixing, when you accompanied another woman for a prenatal checkup, your son, your wife was pointed at his nose and scolded wild seeds, hooked up three and four, and the little three of the water-based poplars, how about it? Isn't that a pleasure to hear? Xu Qingyan's eyes were full of sarcasm, and his body was trembling with anger.
Hearing this, Shen Zhixing's handsome face pulled down, and his face was gloomy and scary, "Xu Qingyan, take back what you said." β
If you say what you say, how can you definitely take it back?
However, Shen Zhixing was thinking that if she took it back, nothing would have happened to them.
He knew his idea was ridiculous, but what could he do now? Do you want to gamble with the lives of Xu Qingyan and Xiao Tuanzi?
"Shen Zhixing, when did you become so naΓ―ve? You can block my mouth, but can you block the mouths of the people outside? Xu Qingyan sneered, "So, the child in her belly is yours, right?" β
"Xu Qingyan, you said you would believe me." Shen Zhixing's hands hanging by his side were clenched.
"But are you worthy of my trust? My trust was worn away by you when I saw you accompany her for the pregnancy test. Xu Qingyan sobbed suppressedly.
"I am worthy of you, worthy of your trust." Shen Zhixing stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, but Xu Qingyan avoided it in disgust.
"Don't touch me with the hands you've touched other women, I'm dirty!" Xu Qingyan's every word was poking into Shen Zhixing's heart, she just couldn't control herself.