The reason is actually that there are also times when I am very busy and tired, I don't know who to talk to, I can't let my parents worry, and it's not good to talk to Lin Yan about everything, after all, she is also "squeezed".

I often drag a group of little girls around looking for food, and occasionally I am alone, walking a long way, riding in a car for a long time, and eating something I really want to eat.

At that time, I was very complete and happy. But a person walks a long way, takes a long car ride home, and his heart is empty again.

I often sit on the subway with a full stomach, and I will empty myself, and then I will inadvertently think about something that I don't have.

I want to make money, I want to think about the future, I want to think about my parents, grandparents, and I want to sell spicy tofu, braised eggs, tofu brains and lotus seed porridge in the small town.

Then I wondered if Jiang Shangbei was bald in Great Britain, whether she had found someone who liked to eat like her, no matter how far away, or whether she had met someone who could treat her the same way she had done before.

When you think about it this way, it's all the way. When you get home, forget about it again, nibble on an orange, look at it, and go to sleep.

It's not that there is no little girl's heart, before in Yanjing, I always went shopping with Lin Yan or Chen Zhizhi, went to small shops, looked at those little couples, would try on scarves together, wear hats together, and choose earrings together, not envious.

Until now, I know why I envy others.

The trivialities of life, if you come with someone you care about, you can take care of it slowly, or just ignore it, more or less, it is also happy and happy.

The two of them had a lot of results in the battle, three or four bags, carrying shopping bags and walking back, Jiang Shang didn't mention two heavier ones, Xu Yan carried two smaller ones, and walked back one after the other.

Xu Yan still has a feeling of unreality, feeling that he is floating, stepping on jelly, and he can jump up anytime and anywhere.

Looking at it now, I didn't say much along the way, but it wasn't embarrassing at all, and the easy-going feeling before is slowly returning.

After the things were arranged, Xu Yan spread out on the sofa and said, "Ah, I'm so happy today." ”

She has always been too lazy to hide her positive emotions, and when she is happy, she will most likely say it directly.

Jiang Shangbei smiled and pinched her face, well, in the end, she is still growing up slowly, and the baby has lost a little fat, and it is not as easy to pinch as before.

"Really happy?"

"That's right. I've thought about it many times before, just going to the supermarket with two people, eating snacks, and having fun. ”

Although I said that I had visited the supermarket together during the holidays before, of course, I was very happy at that time, but it was not the same mood as the present at all.

"When I used to look for something to eat by myself, I always thought, ah, this is delicious, I must bring you in the future."

"Then think about it carefully, you're not here, sometimes the more you think about it, the more annoying it becomes, it's not for nothing that one person eats two servings, and I can eat it anyway."

"When I think about it, I regret it for several years."

Because I still like you very much, I want to tell you all the delicious food I ate today, and I will tell you where it is, because I want to go with you. This is not the same as sharing happiness with my friends.

I was busy before, and this idea came up, and it was immediately cut off by something new. Some of the unspoken, unspoken, unshared, ended up swallowing in the throat and turning into a warm core.

After Xu Yan finished speaking, he felt faceless again, and looked at Jiang Shangbei again. After all, he drove people away with a bang, and said such strange things again.

Jiang Shangbei looked at her and spoke: "Autumn in Bath is very beautiful. Although I like rain a little, I know you don't like it, but I still think, maybe I take you with me, you can like it a little too well. But when I think about it, there was no contact at that time. ”

"There are a lot of plants out there, and I guess you like them all, and you'll recognize them one by one, and you'll teach me, but you don't want to get them as specimens."

"Or the spring of Luojia Mountain, although you are no stranger, but I will also feel that it is a pity that I have not been able to witness even once with you."

After a pause, he rubbed Xu Yan's head and said, "So that's what I want to say." I have experienced the regrets you have experienced, so it seems that it is even off, and there are no regrets. ”

"I've always been passive with you, and most of what you tell me is what you believe. What you are showing, I choose to believe in what you are now. I don't want to judge you with my expertise. ”

"So, those regrets from the past, we can get back little by little later. If you don't hide anything more, and I don't mean to reproach you, then we'll both get along a little easier. ”

"Okay?"

Xu Yan listened to a long paragraph, and felt that his language information processing ability had decreased, and he didn't digest it, and the yogurt that he felt out of the bag in his hand was unscrewed at once, but it was spilled on his hand after a little force.

"No, I find that you really speak in a way now. Oh no, you had a bit of it before, too. Taking the tissue handed by Jiang Shangbei, Xu Yan said.

Jiang Shangbei was slightly stunned, and then chuckled softly, his eyebrows and eyes were smiling, warm and bright, and he didn't seem to have the alienation that he was kind to everyone before, but he was a little reluctant to be thousands of miles away.

After chatting casually for a while, Xu Yan frowned and looked at the prompt of the new email on his phone, opened it and glanced at it, locked the screen again, got up, and said a little apologetically: "I originally wanted to accompany you, but when the matter comes, you can do it yourself!" ”

Jiang Shangbei nodded, Xu Yan walked to the door of the study, turned back again, and said, "What, I have something to do, if you are bored, just watch TV, or play with the tablet!" I'll give you the tablet......" said he was going to find the tablet.

"No need. You're busy, and I have something to do. ”

"Also, I'm having a good day too."

Xu Yan was stunned, shook his head a little embarrassed, and hurriedly flashed into the study and closed the door.

Pat yourself on the chest, calm down, and then turn on the computer to see the plan.

Recently, a new plan was going to be made, and the leader of the project team took a fancy to her group, so he left her the opportunity. Study the requirements carefully, find some information at the bottom, and discuss it with the team members on weekdays.

Thinking about it, I got busy.

Jiang Shangbei hugged the computer and sat at the dining table, and only then did he begin to look at the contract seriously.

Professor Zhang in China has always been in contact with him, and he does respect this former teacher very much, and even the quota of this institute, although he has a great chance to come in with his resume, but it was Professor Zhang who helped to mention two sentences before he made up his mind to him.

The Sino-foreign cooperation project is relatively flexible, leaving him room for regret.

For so many years, he knew what he was capable of, and he generally didn't do things that he wasn't sure about. At that time, there were opportunities to return to Shanghai and Beijing, or to return to the school, and he still chose to come here without hesitation.

On the way Qin Huai sent him, he also said, "Hey, you decided to do it quickly." It's you, you can think about it. ”

If you want something to be perfect, you have to start planning long ago. He learned this truth from Xu Yan, but he did better than Xu Yan later.

Jiang Qianfan, a person who seems to be able to do anything without much effort, whether it is on himself or on others, in the field he is good at, actually has a more obvious sense of powerlessness in many cases.

He didn't have that kind of talent, and he never envied it, and he never thought about it.

What you want to do, you still have to control a little bit of yourself to feel at ease.

After all, now he has this opportunity to stand in the leading position, and the future is quite bright when he looks at it.

So this time, let's really take our time.