Forty-sixth, the mermaid is willing to run aground for love

Before dark, there were helicopters to fly food and water, and Qiao Yi and other volunteers went to carry food and water, while Jian Yi helped distribute food to the victims. When everything was done, it was already dark.

Instant noodles and compressed biscuits were today's dinner, and Jane was too tired to eat, so she ate a few bites casually.

Qiao Yi led her into a small green tent, which contained only a folding bed and a chair, which was very simple.

Qiao Yi dusted off the bed and said, "This is my bed, you will just go to sleep, you can't help it if it's dirty." ”

Jane shook her head, "No." ”

"Then ......," he rubbed his fingers unnaturally, "I'm leaving." ”

Jian Yi stopped his back as he was leaving, "I haven't seen you for a long time, won't you talk to me?" ”

He paused and smiled bitterly, "It seems that there is nothing to say." ”

"I have!" Jane pulled him to a chair and sat down on the bed. The bed was not very sturdy, and it was spring-sitting, and it creaked when it was moved.

The two looked at each other without saying a word, Qiao Yi took out a cigarette and a lighter from his trouser pocket, and took out one and lit it.

Wisps of green smoke wafted away, and the taste was spicy and spicy.

Jian Yiqiang endured the discomfort, "When did you start smoking?" ”

Qiao Yi had never smoked before, Jane looked at his skillful movements and smoke, and sighed at the omnipotence of time, in this long period of half a year, Qiao Yi has gone far away on the road without her.

"It's been a long time." Qiao Yi's mouth spit out a thin layer of smoke, and his eyes were cloudy, not as clean and clear as before.

She asked him when he started smoking. The memory goes back to the past, the world was snow-white, the sky was snowing for the first time, and the night he broke up with her.

On the day of the first snow, the confession can grow old together, and the first snow wants to say I love you.

When he confessed, he told her so. He wanted to grow old with her.

On the day of the breakup, it was also the first snow.

In fact, the complete words are that on the day of the first snow, lies can be forgiven, confessions can grow old together, and the first snow wants to say I love you.

Since I can't grow old together, I have to hope that I can get your forgiveness.

Not loving you is home, loving you is true, but I am not qualified to give you a future.

Resisting the urge to wipe her tears, resisting the urge to look back at her, he finally walked the long and difficult road and returned to the dormitory without looking back.

A gap has opened in the bottom of my heart, and things that can corrode flesh and blood and make people feel pain are constantly flowing outward. There are countless emptiness and melancholy, condensed in the chest, and will not dissipate for a long time.

There are brothers in the dormitory playing games with a cigarette in their mouths.

He stared at the scarlet in a daze, and suddenly wanted to taste the smoke.

While his brother didn't pay attention, he reached out and pulled it, and took a sharp sip in his mouth, the taste was spicy, and he choked in his lungs and coughed violently.

The pain in my mouth and lungs was as hot as fire, and my chest seemed to be filled, and it was no longer as empty as before.

He was obsessed with the smell of cigarettes, the feeling of forgetting his troubles.

Smoking is really addictive, and he has such a deep understanding, once when he saw her send wedding photos, and once when he went to her wedding.

Sleepless all night, he sat alone in his small room, facing the dark night outside the window, waiting for the dawn.

Smoke is more than sorrow, alcohol only makes people more impulsive, and smoke can make people calmer.

As soon as Jian Yi knew that Qiao Yi was deep in thought, she leaned close to his face and met his good-looking eyes. He came back to his senses, his gaze met her, for a moment of nostalgia, and then hurriedly brushed it away.

Her bright face smiled brightly under the dim tungsten light bulb, "Qiao Yi, I always feel that you still love me." ”

Qiao Yi's embarrassed face just now suddenly turned cold, "That's your delusion." ”

"Really?" Jane was so confident that she didn't listen to him at all.

A sly glint flashed in her eyes, "Do you dare to look at me?" Qiao Yi, your eyes are much more honest than you are. ”

"If you don't love, you don't love, what do I have to lie." He's still duplicitous.

Jane pulled his stiff body past him and forced him to make eye contact with herself. "Then you look me in the eye."

He stared at her weakly.

She looked at him with a smile in her eyes, and a pair of clear and translucent eyes clearly reflected the outline of his facial features. The expression is veinful and seductive.

His heart leaked half a beat, and he wanted to flee, looking urgent.

Jian Yi picked up his face at this moment, and his soft lips covered it.

He didn't push her away, Mu was stunned and didn't react, and Jane invaded her body to deepen the kiss.

He didn't push her away, hovering back and forth between repression and indulgence.

Jian Yi's lips left him, her slender wrist wrapped around his neck like a vine, her eyes were like silk, and the water in her eyes flowed, like a fox charming.

Qiao Yi's blood was surging, and his heart was in turmoil. I don't know how to react.

She kissed his sideburns, her voice was soft and sweet, the warm breath was sprinkled in his ear, and she spat fragrantly, "Qiao Yi, do you want me?" ”

"Do you want me?" Jane was ashamed and had all her courage at a risk.

Qiao Yi was stunned for a moment, suddenly pushed her away vigorously, and didn't turn his head back out of the tent.

"Hahaha." Jane laughed, tears blurring her eyes.

So, he's right. It was all just her delusion. So what? He doesn't have a girlfriend, and she doesn't really marry Li Yan'an, they can still get back together, and everything is back to square one.

Qiao Yi got out of the tent, but he couldn't touch Su Mo, who was crying outside the tent.

Su Mo's eyes were red and swollen, she was almost ten months pregnant, her figure was bloated, her belly was high and bulging, like a big ball.

He was too weak to look at her.

She took two steps forward and silently took his hand, leading him to a secluded corner that Jian Yi would not have discovered.

She wiped her tears from her eyes, and there was no sadness on her face.

She suddenly said to Qiao Yi, "I know you still love her." You make peace with her. I will raise the child myself, I will hide away from the baby, not to pester you, and I will not let her know about us. ”

"You can rest assured that you are with him."

"I owe it to you." What she owes Qiao Yi and Jian Yi always has to be repaid.

Qiao Yi frowned and did not agree with her words. The tone was light, "When the baby is born and your body recovers, we will go to get a marriage certificate." I will give you a wedding and I will take care of you and the children. ”

He can't ignore his responsibilities because of love.

Jian Yi and him, there is no possibility.

The next day, Jane spent the morning together to see how the girl was doing.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he got out of the tent, he bumped into Qiao Yi, who was cold-eyed.

His tone was indifferent and detached, "Where do you want to go?" ”

Jian Yi stroked her sore forehead, "Go and see that girl from yesterday, I don't know how she is." ”

"She is in serious condition and has been sent to the nearest hospital emergency department by helicopter last night."

In this case, Jane could discourage the idea of visiting.

"Is there anything I need help with?" Jian Yi hopes to do something here and contribute some meager strength.

Qiao Yi looked at her for a few seconds, and his thin lips opened lightly, "You come with me." ”

The two walked a long way, and Jian Yi didn't know what he was going to do, only to blindly believe in him and follow him.

Unexpectedly, she wanted to stay with him, but he wanted to let her go.

He had already found a car, and the driver had been waiting for her for a long time.

"I'm not leaving." Jane turned her head and was about to walk back.

Instead, he grabbed her and told her not to escape from reality.

"It's too dangerous here, it's inconvenient to eat and sleep, let's go back." He said.

Jane got up willful, "I'm not leaving." ”

He didn't care about her, and dragged her to the car with all his might, and there was no gentleman to speak of.

Jian Yi also struggled with all his strength to break free from his comfort. "I said I won't leave, I'm going to stay."

"Don't make a fuss, okay!" Qiao Yi yelled at her for the first time, and it was also the most murderous time he had for her. He seemed to be extremely disgusted with her, "Whose wife are you now?" Is it appropriate for you to do this? ”

Jian Yi was stunned, was he disgusting her? Tears flowed out of her eyes with grievance, "Me and him are not real." ”

Qiao Yi's pupils dilated, and his expression was stunned. He didn't expect that Jian Yi and Li Yan'an got married just to be angry with him and let him take Jian Yi away.

The expression on his face returned to his original indifference and ruthlessness, "It's not true, we can't do it anymore." ”

He grabbed her and pushed her into the car, this time with the strength she couldn't break free, and he didn't know how to pity her into the car, locked the door, and shouted to the driver, "Master open the door." ”

The car spewed black exhaust fumes and drove away.

He stared at the figure of the car gradually shrinking until it disappeared, and smiled bitterly at the desolate Jane Yi in his heart who was crying and begging him to let her stay.

Jane One, I love you.