despair

Chu Wanning was silent for a moment before she said softly "oh" and said, "That's good." ”

Lin Shen intuitively felt that what he said just now was a little wrong, and just as he wanted to make amends, he heard Chu Wanning say, "I'm fine, hang up first." ”

"Chu ......"

Lin Shen was stunned, Chu Wanning had already hung up the phone.

This......

Lin Shen lowered his head and looked at the dark mobile phone screen, a little hesitant to inform Wen Fengmian.

I always felt that Chu Wanning's voice sounded strange today, and she looked a little unhappy......

*

Chu Wanning put down the phone and lay on the bed a little weakly, looking at the ceiling.

She felt a little stupid that she even asked Lin Shen that kind of question.

Probably because of ......

She still has some unrealistic expectations for Wen Fengmian.

Hopefully get some kind of unrealistic response.

may think that as long as Wen Fengmian doesn't like Wen Ya, she may still have a chance, and the child in her belly may also have a chance......

It's all some unrealistic delusions.

Chu Wanning turned over, lowered her eyes, and looked at the capsule in her palm.

She felt a little sad in her heart, but she was helpless with some force majeure of fate.

If she takes the initiative to kill this child, will the future things end from now on?

After lying on the bed for a while, Chu Wanning got up and poured herself a glass of water.

Looking at the transparent water cup in his hand, Chu Wanning took a deep breath and swallowed the capsule and water.

The capsule was larger than the usual cold medicine, and it was difficult for her to swallow it, and it took her a little time to swallow it completely.

After taking the medicine, she returned to bed alone and quietly waited for the effect of the medicine to take effect.

For this child who was not born in time and still can't be born, she doesn't feel deeply.

It's just that I don't know why, when I took the medicine, I broke out in a cold sweat uncontrollably.

The heart began to beat faster, and the hands and feet went limp.

She sat on the bed for a while, and finally couldn't control her instincts, rushed to the bathroom, grabbed her throat and vomited the pill.

The capsule had not yet melted, Chu Wanning trembled and checked the capsule that had just been swallowed, and after making sure that the outer clothes were complete, her legs were weak, and her hands supported the washstand and her breath trembled.

Tears, I don't know when they have flowed, a face is stained with tears and saliva, she feels her heart is crumbling, she wants to scream, but she can't say a word.

She had no choice.

Chu Wanning thought desperately.

There was no way she could kill it.

It couldn't be done in the past, and it can't be done now.

There was no way she could be as cruel as him, killing her and his children with his own hands.

She had no choice.

*

When Wen Fengmian drove to the bachelor apartment where Chu Wanning lived, it was already close to twelve o'clock in the evening.

He attended a charity gala, and the donation was close to half past eleven, and he appeared at the end of the day.

Chu Wanning had already slept at this time.

He had already asked Lin Shen to give him the key to Chu Wanning's residence, so the road was unimpeded, and when he opened the door and went in, he saw a small figure sleeping on the bed, his steps were lighter, and he took off his coat and went into the bathroom to wash.

When he came out, Chu Wanning had already woken up, turned on a small wall lamp, and looked at him with his eyes open in the not too bright light.

She did look like Lin Shen said today, she was not in good spirits, Wen Fengmian walked over and asked her softly, "Is the cold better?" ”

Chu Wanning's little face looked faintly pale under her long unkempt hair, and under her beautiful eyelids, there was a calm dark green.

Wen Fengmian felt a little pity for her, and said again: "Don't go to work when you're tired, quit the flower shop." ”

I don't know where she came from, so I asked her not to go out a long time ago, but she went to that broken shop every day. If it weren't for the fact that she was really staying in the store and not running around anywhere, looking at her stubborn appearance, he would have wondered if she was stealing people for him outside.

Chu Wanning didn't know what Wen Fengmian was thinking, and when she heard this, she only responded softly: "It's better." I've already asked the hostess to take time off. ”

Wen Fengmian glanced at her, and her tone was a little unhappy: "You know I didn't mean that." ”

He hoped that she would resign from him quickly.

Chu Wanning just looked at him with a smile and didn't speak.

Wen Fengmian sometimes, in fact, he has nothing to do with her, he can't be at home with her all day, and it is impossible to take her to run every day when it comes to work, she wants to go out to relieve her boredom, and he really can't manage too much.

The man sighed softly, took her petite in his arms, and stroked her long hair.

"A-Ning, are you a good one? If you're sick, I'll feel sorry too. ”

Chu Wanning leaned into his arms and asked him, "Why did you come back so late today?" ”

"I attended a charity banquet, and I didn't even attend the donation dinner."

Chu Wanning Wenya yawned a little, "Do you want to go with Wenya?" ”

"Her dad is the initiator, of course she's here." Wen Fengmian explained, not knowing what came to mind, and laughed, "Why do you keep mentioning her lately?" Didn't I tell you, I just have a relationship with her. ”

Chu Wanning asked, "Then if she wants to marry you, will you marry her?" ”

The man seemed to think that her question was childish and laughable, and he chuckled a few times and said to her softly, "What are you thinking about?" Didn't I promise you that when you were twenty-one, I would marry you? ”

Chu Wanning didn't say anything for a while, curled up in the man's arms, lowered her long eyelashes, and didn't say anything more.

She didn't know how he would react if he told him that she was born again from the future, and that when she was twenty-one years old, not only did he not marry her, but he also killed the child that once belonged to the two of them.

He's a big liar, and she's not a good person, but she's really been deceived by him and expected him to marry her.

Chu Wanning closed her eyes tremblingly, thinking of the little child in her womb.

She couldn't kill it with her own hands, and when the child was discovered by Wen Fengmian, all this was no different from the past?

And in this life, there is even a Wenya.

She made things even more complicated.

"Aning?"

"Aning?"

……

Chu Wanning came back to her senses and was hearing Wen Fengmian call her, she opened her eyes and saw the man frowning at her slightly, "Are you really just catching a cold?" Why is your face so bad? ”

Afraid of being caught in the hospital for examination, Chu Wanning hurriedly nodded, "I'm fine." It was really just a cold. ”

Wen Fengmian's tightly locked eyebrows loosened a little, he put his arms around her thin shoulders, and lay on the bed, his slender and tall figure seemed to be a little aggrieved in this little double bed, and the man complained while hugging her: "Tomorrow I will ask Lin Shen to come over and change the bed." ”