Chapter 134: Xiaomeng
The three of them sat down, Xie Yang didn't seem to mean to speak, he silently looked at the water surface that stirred up ripples from time to time, and was silent for a long time.
Ling Tian tried to open his mouth several times, but he endured it, and by the way, he also stopped Sun Jiao.
In this way, after sitting for ten minutes, Xie Yang let out a long sigh and opened his mouth quietly.
"I was an abandoned baby, it was Granny Xie who picked me up from the hospital and brought me to Xiejia Village, at that time there were no people in Xiejia Village, everyone said that young people went out to work, but for so many years, I have never seen any young people come back.
Maybe they all hate this place.
Since I was a child, I could hardly see anyone except the old people in the village, let alone children of the same age as me, and even for a while, I felt that there were only two kinds of people in the world, the old man and me.
But I was happy, they all loved me dearly, and although under their influence I became old-fashioned, in fact, I didn't have such a concept at that time, until I was sent to study.
It's strange, as if all the people outside can notice this, and smell the strong, old man's smell of me.
I was alien to them, and I could only read except for reading.
Loneliness, well, loneliness that doesn't belong to the same race, gave me something else, my grades got better and better, I went from the last place in the class to the first place, and then no one could shake my position.
In fact, at that time, I still had a small expectation in my heart, seeing that they always envied their classmates with good grades, but I didn't expect that when my grades were good, what I got was not envy, but jealousy and even hatred.
I started to hesitate, I didn't know if I was liked with good grades or bad grades.
I fell into the trap that what they didn't like was me, and it had nothing to do with grades.
Soon after, I was admitted to a key high school, and when I couldn't wait to return to Xiejia Village to share the joy with the old people, their expressions were very strange, and I knew that they were afraid, afraid that I would leave forever like those young people I had never met.
I sweared, cried, begged, and finally got into high school.
But unlike what I thought, high school students didn't like me just as much as those ignorant junior high school students.
I put my only hope in college, knelt for three days and three nights, dried my tears, and finally convinced the old people to get the opportunity to go to college.
But I was wrong again, college students who are already adults are even worse than high school students.
They laughed at what I was wearing, laughed at my twilight, and would cover my nose and leave if I was far away.
They said I smelled of death.
Hehe, I can't fit in after all, and my initiative to approach will only attract insults again and again, and even beatings.
The only thing that makes me feel that I am still a normal person is that there are two teachers who have never given up on me.
It's just that I've given up on myself, the outside world doesn't belong to me, and I don't belong to the outside world.
After several classmates were expelled by me, I kept my oath and returned to this place where I was born and raised, this is what belongs to me, and I only belong here. ”
Xie Yang laughed, with happiness on his face, picked up a stone casually and threw it. The pebbles jumped on the calm water and disappeared into the weeds on the opposite bank.
Effortless.
Ling Tian didn't speak, looking at the direction where the stone disappeared, for a long, long time.
He felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, inexplicably uncomfortable, and a memory that had been lost for a long time came to his mind.
It was elementary school or junior high school, I can't remember, at that time, there was a transfer student in the class who was a head taller than everyone, and the transfer student always walked in a strange posture and spoke intermittently, even people who were much younger than him would feel inexplicable fear.
It's as if all the people would hurt him.
And that's exactly what happened, almost everyone learned to talk and walk, and even threw stones at him all the time when they were naughty. Seeing people taller than themselves running around with their heads in a crying voice, everyone had a sense of accomplishment, and Ling Tian was no exception.
Now that I think about it, it was a stone thrown by myself, and I don't know how many times more ugly it was than the stone thrown by Xie Yang.
I'm sorry.
Silently apologizing in his heart to the classmate who had only been studying for one semester and leaving, Ling Tian collected his thoughts and asked.
"Xie Yang, do you remember that utility room or 606 bedroom?"
Xie Yang smiled: "What's the 606 bedroom, it's just me...... I had lived there most of my time, and perhaps I wanted to have a place of my own, so I secretly wrote a 606 bedroom in the lower right corner of the door with a pencil.
At that time, our school didn't have a 606 dormitory at all, only 605, which was my original dormitory, which was my self-comfort. ”
Ling Tian nodded, and finally asked the most important question: "The pencil girl on the wall of the 606 dormitory, did you draw it?" ”
An obvious flush appeared on Xie Yang's dark face, and he hesitated to speak: "Yes, yes." ”
"Why did you draw this girl, or is there something strange about this girl?"
"Strange place?" Xie Yang was stunned: "I just, just some, some, so I painted that picture, as for the strange place, what does that mean?" ”
Xie Yang said vaguely, Ling Tian didn't want to ask too much about this, there was a girl next to him.
After thinking about it, Ling Tian asked, "It's just a strange place, for example, that girl can move or something." ”
"Will it move?" Xie Yang smiled dumbly: "It's a painting, how can it move, but I often dream of her." ”
Xie Yang was a little embarrassed, although he was almost 40 years old, he still felt that he couldn't let go of these things.
Ling Tian was very depressed, he felt that Xie Yang was not lying, it was just why that girl suddenly had magical powers, bringing a person to bedroom 606 and running into her mobile phone.
Thinking about it, he took out his mobile phone and faced the girl on the silver screen to Xie Yang.
Xie Yang was a little puzzled at first, and then the whole person froze, looking at the phone stupidly: "You took a picture, no, this is ......." ”
The wallpaper on the phone is still Ling Tian's original wallpaper, but there is an extra girl on it, which is not something that can be made by taking pictures.
Ling Tian walked over and stood side by side with Xie Yang, looked at the girl who had opened her eyes on the phone, and said, "I'll tell you a story." ”
As he spoke, he recounted in detail what he had encountered during this time.
Xie Yang listened carefully, and finally looked at his phone and shed tears.
"Xiaomeng, I didn't expect you to remember my nagging."
"Xiaomeng?"
Xie Yang nodded: "After I drew it, I gave her this name, at that time, I was the only one living in the utility room, and the teaching building was empty at night, I was very scared, so I could only keep talking to Xiaomeng, and the most I said was that I really wanted to have a roommate who didn't dislike me." ”
Ling Tian nodded, although he didn't understand the principle of Xiaomeng's appearance, it seemed that there was only such an explanation.
He was about to ask more carefully, when there was a sudden rustling of footsteps around him, and when he turned his head, there was a figure flickering behind the dense trees.