Chapter 437: Say goodbye to yourself
I hadn't fully adjusted to it, so my vision was a little blurry and I couldn't see the faint fog clearly. The fog was drifting in front of my eyes, and at first, I didn't know what it was, but in a short time, I suddenly realized that this fog was a part of Bandacsada's thoughts that still existed in the world.
These thoughts were originally hidden in me, and I did not notice them for so many years, because I did not have the opportunity to detect them, until today, when my consciousness was transferred to the full stop, and Bandactado's hidden thoughts were revealed.
I should have panicked, because I didn't know if the sudden appearance of Bandacharda's thoughts would have any serious consequences, but I was surprisingly calm, and I faced Bandacsada's thoughts as if I were facing a breeze blowing in front of me.
"It's over, it's time to finish." I seem to understand a lot of things in an instant, Lu Fangding, Zhao Sanyuan, my father, including Zhang Momo, the human face curse on their bodies is actually related to Bandacsada's thoughts. Bandatcha does not see the end of this great event for a day, and the face curse will not disappear.
This is actually a dead knot, the more he can't find a way to end the big event, the more Bandacsaddo won't give up, and the more he doesn't give up, the worse Lu Fangding's state will be.
Now, I want to open this dead knot completely.
Consciousness is silent, and it is impossible to talk to me like a normal person. My heart became more and more calm, very calm, as if I had never been so calm and calm in my life as I am now.
"You have fought for your country and your people for so long, persevered for so long, even if you die, you still refuse to give up, I admire you very much, there are not many people who can do this, maybe not much, you have done it, for the Zhangxiong people, Bandacsaddo is actually their hero." I stood quietly in place, looking at the fog in front of me, and said, "However, looking for your home is not something that can be done by one or two people, and I don't agree with you implicating those people. ”
The mist floated slowly in front of me, and I was sure that Bandacsada's mind could not speak to me, but he must have known what I was saying.
In fact, I should be disgusted with Bandacsada, after all, my father's death is related to the face curse, and Bandacsaddo is the initiator of the face curse, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he murdered my father.
But I don't have a grudge anymore, resentment, and it will never solve the problem.
"My father, the father who gave birth to me and raised me, died in the curse of human faces, but I don't hate you, I really don't hate." I continued to say calmly: "Your fate is like this, you accept it, my father's fate is like this, he will accept it too. I don't hate you, I'm still going to take the road you haven't finished, walk through this door, and solve this matter. Until then, I have a personal matter to take care of, and you can trust me, I will never break my word. ”
The smoke continued to drift slowly, as if a person was thinking slowly.
Bandacado can't help much in this matter. He only had a wisp of thought left, and even if it was strong enough to form a curse, after entering the gate, a wisp of thought alone was useless.
"The most important thing you should do now is to rest in peace and leave the rest to me." I don't know if I'm infected by the full stop, but I suddenly have a kind of confidence that I have no reason to solve, and I am confident that I will be able to solve this problem.
The smoke shook again, as if thinking.
"Rest in peace."
Wow......
Perhaps my words moved Bandactado, or perhaps he himself was exhausted from thousands of years of wandering. After receiving my conclusive assurance, the faint cloud of smoke began to dissipate.
The smoke dissipated very slowly, this was the last trace of Bandacsada left in the world, and he was very unwilling and reluctant. Still, he knew I was right and that he needed to rest in peace.
The smoke gradually cleared, and my eyes became empty. The people who should have gone have all gone, and now only I am left.
I had a plan and I knew what I had to do.
I left the gate space first, to the top of the abyss, and then found the two crouching men. These two people are not good-looking, but they know very well in their hearts that after seeing my current appearance, the two of them are not surprised, and they are still as polite to me as before.
"Here, do me a favor."
I led the two of them to the gate space, and the three of them worked together to carefully transport back my father's body, as well as the horrific shell I had left behind. When the body was removed, I said to the driver, "We're going back to the mainland again." ”
"I also think it's time to go back." The driver grinned: "Someone is waiting for you." ”
We left Danmeng together, and the two of us seemed to be prepared for all the starvation that was happening, and they had prepared a bag for the remains. The bag is very well sealed, and in this weather, even if the ice cubes are constantly replenished in time, it is difficult to ensure that the body does not decay, and as long as the smell does not waft out, there is no problem. Now there is no other way but to make do with it.
The driver drove away from Danmeng, and in order to save time, the two of them took turns driving without stopping all the way. In the evening, we came to the vicinity of the town called Baklang.
Baklang, for me, may have been the place where this dream began, and I still vividly remember that Blind San'er called me from the mainland to Baklang, and then found the earthen cave tomb.
"Man, take a detour, let's go over there first."
I showed the driver the way, but the driver didn't say a word, didn't even ask, and drove in the direction I said.
I felt like I wanted to talk to people, and the first two times I walked with them, I was always immersed in anxiety and anxiety, and I didn't want to talk. However, now it is equivalent to a new life, and the new life makes me feel that no matter how difficult things a person encounters, he can't always be sad every day.
Even if you are going to die tomorrow, you don't have to put on a face waiting for death today. Some things are predestined, and no one can change the outcome. Since this result cannot be changed, then the world should be left with one last smile.
"You two, you used to follow the top master?"
"It's with the top master." The slightly older guy said, "I've been with the top master for many years. ”
"The top master is very good to you?"
"Good." The guy probably knew what I wanted to ask, smiled and said, "Don't worry, this life of ours has been sold to the top master." ”
The guy told me that after Lu Fangding died, the two of them were commanded by Lao Shi. In fact, Lao Shi didn't arrange for them to do anything specific, but just told the two people what I told them to do, and they just did it, and they didn't ask for reasons or reasons.
I listened to the guy's story and felt like laughing. This kind of smile is no longer the bitter smile of the past, but a smile from the heart.
Time is passing, times are changing, and after each era, people's thinking will change somewhat. Many people say that people's hearts are not ancient, but I believe that no matter what time comes, there will always be people who are as trustworthy and loyal as these two guys.
It's as if the world won't be engulfed in darkness, and no matter how long the darkness lasts, the light will always exist.
"Ask you something." I believe that these two guys are very strict and will not run out to talk nonsense, so it is more comfortable to say anything to them: "Do you think I am still me?" ”
"yes, why not you?" The guy grinned again and said, "If your appearance has changed, your heart has not changed, then it is still you, if your heart has changed and your appearance has not changed, then you are not you." ”
"What do you mean, I'm still me."
"Yes." This guy seemed to understand me very well, and seemed to know about me and the full stop getting a new life, and after he laughed, he said to me very solemnly: "You are still Lian Chengfeng." ”
While talking to the guy, the driver had already driven to the vicinity of the earthen cave tomb. The car couldn't get over, so I asked two guys to help carry the monkey-like corpse down.
Blind San'er excavated this earthen cave tomb on purpose, in fact, it was deliberately for me to see, and after the earthen cave tomb was sealed, no one ever came. The three of us took advantage of the night to open the earthen cave tomb, and the very rare Changchun wooden coffin was still in the tomb.
The two guys probably knew what I meant, and wanted to put this body in the Changchun wooden coffin. They lifted the corpse with their hands and feet, and then put it into the Changchun wooden coffin safely.
Two people may not know the scarcity of this wooden coffin, I estimate that there is only this complete Changchun wooden coffin in the world.
I don't mean anything else, or rather, I'm a little bit selfish. I feel that this shell, which has followed me for more than 20 years, has not enjoyed any blessings, and now I am a little selfish, a little better for myself, and let this body occupy this rare wooden coffin.
The corpse lies inside, and under the action of periwinklewood, it can be preserved for a long time without decaying.
Everything starts here, and I think it's best to end here.
I took out the tattered phone, which I couldn't do without a little burial, which had been with me for a long time, and it was time to replace it.
I took off the phone card, and the things in the phone were deleted one by one. I silently browsed the photos on my phone, and every photo was a memory.
I deleted the photos one by one, and when I flipped to a photo, I couldn't help but stop.
This photo was secretly taken when I first met Zhang Momo and them. At that time, the three of them were eating around a pot of boiled fish.
I don't want to delete this photo.
This photo has become the only remaining photo in this mobile phone. I shoved my phone into the corpse's hand and let it be with it here.
That's it, I said to myself, the old me, now really no longer exists. I'm here to say goodbye to myself.