At this moment, the day wears up with the day,

The brook began to murmur again

Soothing all longings,

The heavenly vault hangs in a golden web,

Whisper to every weary person: "Rest in peace!" ”

O melancholy heart, why do you not rest,

What is it that makes you run away with bleeding feet......

What exactly are you looking forward to?

- Nietzsche, "The Loneliest Man"

Rather than buying a house, I want to buy myself a cemetery so that I can bury my twisted life in it at any time. Let's take my best selfie for the last photo.

"Come out, I'll be waiting for you at the back door of your school." Received another message from the man.

I got to the back door and saw the Khaki Chevrolet, and I opened the door and sat in the back. In the driver's seat was an uncle with a bald head and eyes full of cigarette teeth, looking at me with a lewd face, seeing that I got into the car and immediately drove the car as fast as I could, and drove the car to a deserted hill in the suburbs, he stopped the car and climbed over the gap between the front seats.

"Baby, don't you think I have any?" His hand restlessly stroked over me.

I didn't answer, I had given up struggling, he had a steel pipe more than a meter long in his car all the time, and for me, who had not been an adult for long, I was afraid of the world but had to submit to it. He took off my clothes, I stopped resisting, he pressed me underneath me, I stopped crying.

"yes, baby, it's right to enjoy it like this. What's the benefit of rebelling like you did before? He seemed satisfied, got dressed when he was done, and went back to the front to smoke.

A year ago, out of my damn curiosity, I personally delivered myself to this smoky uncle.

I happened to see a funny signature on the Internet, "Girl with Chicken Wings", I have always liked funny and funny signatures, so I didn't hesitate to change it to this.

"Girl with Chicken Wings???" A message from a man wearing a Maserati logo with the screen name "Expelling Earth".

"Well, what's wrong?"

"Hahaha, waving chicken wings, it's fun." In this way, there was a beginning without a match, and at first it was just a casual chat with netizens. As a curious baby, he is very curious about all unknown areas, and of course, sex is no exception.

"I haven't had it yet."

"Why don't we try?"

On the day of the appointment, a khaki Chevrolet stopped at the entrance of the school, with a license plate number of 1113, and expelled the earth to say that he had paid for his birthday number. I was wearing knee-high boots, slim houndstooth tweed, and because I was uncertain, I moved to the side of the car in small steps, and opened the door, and there was a bald man in evil clothes sitting inside, just like the man in the photo I had sent me before, the man in the photo looked elegant, with a bright smile, very white skin, and beautiful facial features; The man in front of him looks like a man in the photo except for his demeanor, and nothing else looks like it. Especially the eyes, the person in the photo is gentle, and he is weird, some people say that if a person's eyes are not like a good person, then he is not a good person, but unfortunately I didn't hear this sentence earlier.

"You don't look very confident, be a little more generous." The man in the driver's seat said to me, and then drove the car to a certain hotel that started with the name of that district, "I used to work as a temporary worker in ** for a period of time, and here are all officials who come to meetings or students who come to take exams, and they are relatively clean." I looked at him suspiciously, unable to believe how someone with such a face could have done such a serious job.

"Well, you don't look like you looked in the photo before." I asked timidly.

"It was when I was young, and now I'm older, of course it's not as good as it used to be. Let's go, the room has been booked before. ”