Some leaves

Autumn falls

In the spring, new ones grow

People call this a change of heart

My education calls this apoptosis

Cancer arises from the failure of apoptosis

——— Feng Tang

I went out with my roommates on the weekend, and now on the bus back, I am exhausted, and I am always in a good mood when I set off, and I am only sleepy on the way back except for the loot of shopping. I'm so sleepy, I don't have the strength to speak, there is no seat on the bus yet, I just endure it and go back, and I can sleep well when I go back. People follow the car, dangling, the city's terrain is always uphill and downhill, bending around, so peculiar that this city can not see people riding bicycles, even if it is a prosperous day of shared bicycles, there is no sign of sharing bicycles into this kind of city. I guess it's probably because the people who can ride bikes in this kind of city have become professional riders, and the ordinary people don't join in the fun. While I was thinking about it, I heard my name called again. I thought it was an auditory hallucination, and I didn't pay attention to it.

"Nanfang," the voice called again.

"Hi, senior." It's the German senior, and I haven't seen him in months.

"Have you been busy lately?" He asked.

"I'm okay, but you're going to graduate, senior, so you'll be busy." I took over and exchanged pleasantries.

"Have you eaten? The next stop is coming soon, a new noodle restaurant has opened at the back door of the school, do you want to eat together? He looked at me a little expectantly.

"Okay, let's go." Anyway, I ate everywhere, and I didn't think much about it.

We got out of the car and walked to the noodle shop at the back door, it had just rained, the air was very humid, one of the reasons I like this kind of city is the humid air, in the kind of town I grew up in, my nose was always dry and uncomfortable, sometimes even dry to the point of bleeding, but there was never such a problem here. If you personify the city, then this city is a beautiful woman with a warm appearance and an outstanding temperament, and I can't help but smile when I think of this.

"Laughing at what?" The senior asked.

"Nothing." I couldn't help but laugh again when I saw his nose hair growing, remembering the way he picked his nose in front of me.

"Are you so happy with me?" He asked gleefully.

"Hmm." I answered, embarrassed to discourage him.

"Nanfang, last time you said that your family was in the system, right, our family too, our family went to Gansu when we were supporting the construction of the western region, my ancestral home is here, and my family has bought me a house here, and I bought it in full." He kept talking, it turns out that people are like this, and when he talks about himself, he can't stop.

"Oh, that's right." I was a little hungry, and all I could think about was noodles.

When I arrived at the store, the senior ordered two bowls of noodles, one big bowl with eggs, one small bowl without eggs, the small bowl was mine, this person didn't ask me, in fact, I like soft-boiled omelette very much. Forget it, I'm still so picky about eating, I munched on noodles. It was raining sparsely outside, as is always the case this season, and the rain came and went.

"Finished eating? Let's go. The senior picked up his black umbrella, which also looked like a big umbrella. I remembered the day when I held the flowering umbrella with Guan Shan, and the more I thought about it, the more I thought about him, the more cute I thought, and I couldn't help but smile.

"Why are you stunned, let's go." He walked out the door on his own, not intending to hold an umbrella with me. Fortunately, I brought a small parasol today, otherwise what would I do in this situation.

There are two directions, the men's bed and the women's bed, the men's bed is on the mountain, and the women's bed is at the bottom of the mountain, so it seems that it is a particularly wise decision for us to bring umbrellas.

"You like me, I like you too, since we like each other, and our family backgrounds are similar, let's get along." As soon as I returned to the dormitory, I received a message from my senior.

"I liked you before, but now I don't like you, so let's keep this relationship, senior." For me, the timeliness of the heartbeat has passed, my heartbeat has expired, and the senior's liking is fake, if it is really liked, how can I only add fried eggs to my bowl, how can I hold two umbrellas on a rainy day, how can I dig my nose in front of me.

Later, after a long, long time, it turned out that I was right, he just thought I was in good shape and had no love for me.