We impose a definition on all feelings that can't survive

Call it distance

Another imposition of a grandiose testimony on the distance

It's called off-site

Actually, in the end, it's still not enough love

Story in August

It was a rainstorm that day, and the sky was sunny after the rain, and the clothes were soaked in the rain

Lao Li and I huddled in the corner, Lao Li was holding a Pikachu doll in his hand

Up and down, only the Pikachu doll was not wet

After the rain, the sky was clear, and the air was filled with the smell of earth. The sun slid across the playground and landed at the feet of a few sparrows

A cloud of fire rose in the sky, stealing all the shots......

In the back seat of Lao Li, there is a girl named Li Yue. Call her Xiaoyue, Xiaoyue is slightly chubby and fair-skinned. He loves to laugh when he speaks, and the dimples at the corners of his mouth will be exposed when he laughs.

The girl's shyness and shyness touched Lao Li's heart.

Xiaoyue has a habit, she likes Chen Xuedong very much, and frantically collects brooches printed with Chen Xuedong's head.

And Lao Li also started with the brooch, secretly hid the brooch every day, and deliberately let Xiao Yue find it in a hurry. After a long time, Xiao Yue also knew that the brooch was done by Lao Li, but Xiao Yue did not break it, and Lao Li did not stop.

Until one day, Xiao Yue looked for the brooch as usual, but did not find the last one. The girl's cheeks were crimson in a hurry, her chubby fingers scratched her forehead, and her eyes swept back and forth between several books: "I remember that I put it here, how could I not find it......"

Lao Li smiled and looked down at the brooch in his hand. On the brooch, Chen Xuedong stood in front of the pink wall, holding a bouquet of pink roses in his hand, and there was a sentence below, forgive me for the bouquet I dressed up to attend, just to miss you......

This is Xiaoyue's favorite brooch.

This time, Lao Li didn't give it to her. He took out the Pikachu doll and put it on Xiaoyue's table: "Oh, why don't you treat it as Chen Xuedong"

The Pikachu figure stood on the table with his head tilted, looking out the window with wide eyes. Xiao Yue looked angry, pouted, and took the doll. Lao Li smiled, it seemed that everything was developing in a good direction......

In the middle of winter, Lao Li confessed to Xiaoyue, and he succeeded, and the assist was a stinky and long love letter. In the attic room on the second floor of the bubble tea shop, Lao Li showed off his first love to us. I still remember that it was probably when he was happiest.

There was no snow that year, but it was surprisingly cold, the winter in the north, the night came quickly, in front of the bus stop, Lao Li took Xiaoyue's hand and put it in his pocket, waiting for the last bus.

A few bits of frost were left in the air, and I quietly listened to the loudspeakers in the square opposite singing "Aries" over and over again

It was a good time known as "someone else's".

Lao Li won the honor of being a good boyfriend in the circle, Lao Li almost never quarreled with Xiaoyue, and took the initiative to admit his mistakes every time. Before the high school entrance examination, I brought breakfast to Xiaoyue every day. The two of them eat together every day, go to class, get out of class, wait for the last train after school, and count the stop signs to go home.

I also naively thought that it would be like this for a lifetime, a place of dozens of square meters, and you could meet it when you looked up, which was good. But the reality is that no. Because...... The high school entrance examination is coming......

Lao Li and Xiaoyue are only one point apart, and they are admitted to a school without any suspense. Merely...... He chose to ...... She chose the ......

"Why do you choose reason? Can't you choose an essay with me?"

"I want to too, but my family says that boys should be better at science, and I can't help ......."

Maybe from that time on, we can understand that the helplessness of seventeen or eighteen years old, who wants to promise the whole world, but does not have any ability to defeat reality, any factor in the eyes of seventeen or eighteen years old, is a boss who has to compromise

This boss has an ethereal name called Future ...... It makes you use up all of your seventeen or eighteen gear, fight to defeat it, and end up dropping you a bunch of gear that you probably don't want......

Maybe you regret it in the end, but I still want the original ......

But there's nothing we can do......

In the winter of 2019, in the empty square, Lao Li stood opposite Xiaoyue.

"I'm sorry, let's break up...... I don't know why, but I always feel like we're getting farther and farther apart, and I'm thinking about changing it...... But it's not what I thought it was...... Maybe we didn't fit in the first place...... It's just that no one said it...... For Affection...... None of us want to force ...... I'm sorry...... Let's break up."

Xiao Yue lowered her head and said this sentence. Lao Li, who was half a step away, had a smile on his face, and the Chen Xuedong photo album in his hand fell to the ground. This winter, the snow is still late...... The dead leaves on the edge of the square are covered with one layer of leaves...... The sunlight shines through the dead leaves on the upper floor, and it is no longer possible to see the buried story...... I don't know where the frost is going tonight...... Secretly changed the script......

"You still spoke...... I know, if you can say these words, you must have thought it through, it doesn't matter, I don't blame you, I hope you can be happy in the future, get into a good university, find someone who loves you, and ...... together"

Lao Li's shoulders trembled, his lips trembled, he took half a step forward and put a hot brooch in Xiao Yue's pocket

On the brooch, Chen Xuedong stood in front of the pink wall, holding a bouquet of pink roses, but Lao Li secretly changed the words below...... Forgive me for the bouquet of flowers, just to meet you......

The loudspeaker on the other side of the square was still singing, but at some point it changed to a track that I had never heard before, and the gap in the rewind was left desolate......

Lao Li sat opposite me with half a bottle of Jiang Xiaobai in his mouth and recalled the story

"Maybe all she wanted from the beginning was a brooch. Maybe 10,000 Pikachu won't help, if you don't like it, you don't like it......"

Lao Li and Xiao Yue, starting with the brooch and ending with the brooch......

Tonight's heavy rain, Lao Li said, and thought of me holding Pikachu in the rain and smirking, I haven't cried for a long time, I can't tell what is sad, maybe I can be happy in this way......

The story is over, the people in the story are gone, but the story is still ......

May you all be well, listeners of the story......

———— (on a rainy night)