197. I only complain, but I don't know who I hate

Duanwang's Mansion lost the solemnity of the past, and when Xia Nuan entered Princess Duan's room, there were two men guarding her at this time, one was her justifiable husband, and the other was the love she was looking forward to day and night

Bai Ruyue was lying on the bed, her pale face was slightly flushed at the moment she saw Xia Nuanyan, her lips were open to what she wanted to say, and it seemed that it was difficult to speak, and finally it turned into a silent **

Xia Nuanyan's heart rippled, after seeing so many lives and deaths, she thought she could laugh and pass, but when she saw Bai Ruyue, who was so thin that she couldn't see her flesh, and saw her beautiful face distorted by illness, her heart was always so unpleasant

Xin Shiren nodded and smiled at Xia Nuanyan and Jun Shinuo, as if they were old acquaintances, and they were also old acquaintances, in fact, in the final analysis, Bai Ruyue's life was torn apart only because of Xin Shiren, if Xin Shiren hadn't given up on her back then, everyone would not have ended up like today

Bai Ruyue stared at Xia Nuanyan with an anxious face, Xia Nuanyan frowned, and pointed to the qin held by Qian Mo, "Presumably Princess Duan still remembers this qin, Nuanyan just borrowed the piano today, and it can be regarded as a wish to repay the princess."

Xia Nuanyan whispered, she didn't know that Bai Ruyue didn't want to listen to her play, but her mother, but this word was too heavy for her, and she couldn't call it when it pressed down on her throat

Xia Nuanyan pulled the strings and sang a song of gratitude:

The girl Wuhuan's parents died, and the Nangong family was very close

After several years, she has been a beautiful woman for two or eight years

The name of the flower is alluring, the whole country is happy, and the king is not served, and the side is not served

The goddess has a good heart to accompany the gentleman

once envied the mandarin ducks, but did not envy the traces of the fairy pins, accompanied by bitterness and happiness

As soon as he entered Liangzhou, he won the pity of the monarch and the ministers

Unfortunately, the daughter lost her love and was buried in the cold lake without complaint

escaped death and repaid the kindness, and promised to raise children

Once a concubine, Qi Min was rich in clothes and food, and did not miss the old

In the middle of the night, the bead curtain frowned in the middle of the night, and the heart was empty

Reminiscing about the old days, she looks like a beautiful woman, and the poor red makeup is not human

Kindness is hard to love, and love is hard to eliminate, but I don't know who I hate

……

Xia Nuanyan looked straight at the white Ruyue's eyes, Chu Xiaoge pulled the corner of her clothes on the side, and said with difficulty, "Sister"

Xia Nuanyan twitched the muscles at the corners of her mouth, smiled miserably, she only complained, she didn't know who she hated, yes, she said Bai Ruyue's heart, should she hate King Jing, Xia Ye or Xin Shiren, this is something that Bai Ruyue can't tell in her life, but Xia Nuanyan doesn't just complain about who she doesn't know

"Can we talk alone at the end," Bai Ruyue choked back tears and almost pleaded

Xia Nuanyan stood up, she noticed that Bai Ruyue was talking for the last time, and she said "no need" for a long time.

"Nuan Yan, you ......" Duan Wang Ye looked at Xia Nuanyan incredulously

"Duan Wang Ye is really unnecessary," Xia Nuanyan tilted her head sideways, her eyes just happened to be between Duan Wang Ye and Bai Ruyue, and said lightly, "Maybe you think I'm too affectionate, but it's not like this, I know what Princess Duan wants to say, I know what she thinks, you know that I know enough, isn't it?"

Bai Ruyue smiled gently, and her pale face became a little bloody, "Sure enough, it's my daughter"

Bai Ruyue was proud when she said this, and she was like a loving mother, this loving mother was not there when Xia Nuanyan needed it, and now Xia Nuanyan doesn't need it, and she can't afford it anymore

Xia Nuanyan's throat stiffened, and she squeezed out a sentence from her throat, "The princess is so good to take care of her life", and then resolutely turned around, and at the moment she turned around, her eyes were full of tears

When Xia Nuanyan stood outside the room, she handed her a handkerchief, she took it, wiped her tears, and when she turned around again, she was stunned, she thought it was Jun Shinuo, and when she saw Xin Shiren, her expression suddenly froze there: "Doctor Xin is you, I thought it was Shinuo"

Xin Shiren smiled gently, stared at Xia Nuanyan fixedly, and said in a tentative tone, "You still hate her after all."

"You're wrong, I don't hate her, I don't have the strength to hate anyone, I don't have the strength to hate anymore," Xia Nuanyan must be indisputable

"Then why don't you call her a mother so that she has no regrets?"

"Hehe, no regrets," Xia Nuanyan turned sideways and no longer looked at Xin Shiren, and her long eyelashes were still stained with liquid, "Doctor Xin's love and sorrow are just the burden of human life, if you don't bring it with you in life, you don't bring it with you, you don't have any regrets, maybe she has no regrets at this moment, but I can't pass this level, and the days in the future will be so long, I don't want to let myself be depressed for a long time."

Xin Shiren understood Xia Nuanyan's statement with great love, it was originally also love and sorrow, this thing is not brought in life, and it is not brought in death, how to say that the dead will definitely rest in peace, that is, even if Bai Ruyue really has something, she will rest in peace

Xin Shiren patted Xia Nuanyan on the shoulder, turned his head to look inside, looked at Jun Shinuo and said, "What about him, what are you going to do?"

"He" Xia Nuanyan glanced at Jun Shinuo, met Jun Shinuo's sincere eyes, and turned around in a panic, "He, let's stay like this first, I don't know if we can walk together again, after all, too many things have happened, although Shinuo has done a lot of things for me, but I really can't be indifferent to those pains."

Xin Shiren smiled after hearing this, but did not answer, and did not agree

Xia Nuanyan was surprised, "Why did Dr. Xin laugh, is what Nuan Yan said as funny as a joke?"

"It's a little," Xin Shiren suddenly became serious, "There are some things that you take it too thoroughly, and the bitter end is just you, or you haven't loved Lord Zhuang at all."

"I haven't loved him, heh, no one dares to say this except you, I love Shinuo is a well-known thing, including Shinuo, why don't I love him" Once Xia Nuanyan's love for Jun Shinuo was questioned, Xia Nuanyan became stronger, yes, she loved Jun Shinuo, everyone knew it, and the whole country knew it

"True love is to withstand the wind and rain and go too bland, but you only care about walking all the way to the thorns, but you don't dare to welcome the flat, you think that all your energy has been exhausted along the way, and there is no strength to love, then have you ever thought about how difficult it is for Zhuang Wangye to protect the peace of the world, to keep you safe, he wants to help the king to land in the world, and to take into account your affection, he wants the people to worry-free, and to wash away your crimes, so along the way, you finally chose to be alone, in the end, Zhuang Wangye did so much, only to end up with nothing, is it easy”

"I ......" Xia Nuanyan opened her mouth and couldn't speak, as if she had never really thought about Jun Shinuo, and when Xin Shiren said this, she seemed to have become a sinner, a sinner who had nothing to do, and Jun Shinuo had nothing