154 His heart wept blood as if it wept

was originally a charming Chu Yijin, but now she is a demon.

He laughed miserably.

"Obviously, it's always dark, but why, I can't see the light that my brother can see, and the past that my brother can let go, but I've been holding on, I've been sleepy, I've been ......."

"Probably until I die, I will always live, like this."

"But I'm so tired, really tired, I'm so tired to live."

Chu Rujin muttered, incoherent, and seemed more and more sluggish.

The eldest brother Chu Yanchen stared at him, closed his eyes in pain, and suddenly pressed his younger brother Erjin's neck.

With some skillful strength, the handsome Er Jin was sluggish, looked at his eldest brother deeply, and then lowered his eyelids, shook his body forward, and was picked up by his eldest brother.

He was unconscious in the arms of his eldest brother, and it was his eldest brother's hand.

Over the years, whenever he couldn't bear to be on the verge of collapse, whenever he lost control, as long as there were people around, the brothers did it, and only in this way could they stop him.

In the past, before the younger brother Sanyu and Chu Hanyu went crazy, Chu Hanyu had to be counted.

They've been trapped in that deep well.

All the time, trapped in that deep well.

……

In the Chu family's house.

Chu Rujin was lying on the kang, and the handsome and elegant Brother Chu helped him cover the quilt, and sat on the edge of the kang and stared at him for a long time.

Suddenly touched his face lightly, and there were crystal tears hanging on Er Jin's eyelashes.

Brother Chu helped Er Jin wipe away the tears, and his expression suddenly became darker.

Brothers have their own personalities, and each has different beliefs.

He knew he was dancing with a blade.

Since the third brother Chu Hanyu was stimulated by Yaya to go crazy, he has actually been very afraid, afraid that Er Jin will also go to the end of the third brother.

But now, it turned out to be himself, stimulating Er Jin again and again.

If it really goes on like this, sooner or later, Er Jin will not be able to escape the shadow of those nightmares, and he will become crazy like the third brother Hanyu, and he can't even recognize himself, his eldest brother who has been dependent on them for more than 20 years.

Chu Yanchen lowered his eyes, suddenly rubbed his face, and the corners of his eyes also condensed a touch of pain and sorrow, and buried his face deeply in his palm.

How could he be willing, it hurt him, how could he not hurt.

But compared to those in the city who don't know life and death, his sacrifice is really insignificant, and it can't even be regarded as a sacrifice.

He just made a wise choice, the five hundred dollars could be used on the steel blade, and as long as any of the brothers was still alive, arrived at the mailing location, and received the money, he could buy food and heal his wounds.

Even, if you are lucky, hide, don't let people catch you, maybe, you can escape and live.

Long.

Chu Yanchen calmed down, but stared at the sleeping Er Jin, his heart seemed to be crying blood.

……

After a long time.

Chu Yanchen came out of the house of the Chu family in the second room, with an elegant smile on the corner of his lips, and he went straight to the West House opposite.

"Yaya?"

When I entered the door, I saw the girl sitting on the kang, and the child and dog were busy running again and again.

Probably because it was a little cold in the house, the child was busy stealing the bud rice pole in his house.

Well, it's really stealing his own home.

ran back to Jin's house to steal the bud rice pole that the Jin family had harvested last autumn.