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He Concubine walked down in front of Cining Palace, and when he passed the plane tree that fell leaves in midsummer, he stood in a daze as if no one was around.

Many years ago, she came to Cining Palace for the first time because of Empress Dowager Ji's edict, and at that time she didn't know that her fate would change because of an edict. She was personally selected by the Empress Dowager Ji to enter the palace, or to become the concubine of the first emperor, or to give the prince, in short, the fate of being a concubine is doomed.

Her family is an official eunuch family, as a concubine, she never thought of being a concubine, in fact, she had already decided before the edict, but because her grandfather contradicted the eunuchs at the time, she had been imprisoned, and her father was also affected and belittled, and the man was busy repenting of his marriage in order to prevent implication.

He Concubine remembered that she was full of resentment at the time, but she didn't care about the people who resented and repented of marriage, she resented the first emperor Guangzong, resented Guangzong's favor and treacherous eunuchs, and her grandfather asked for the people's life but ended up in prison and punished, if it weren't for the court and Zhao Taishi, Yuan Ge Lao interceded for her grandfather, maybe her father and ancestor and her family would have suffered heavy punishment.

It is also the season of midsummer, when there is a thick layer of dead leaves under this plane tree.

She thought that Empress Dowager Ji ordered her to enter the palace as a reprimand, but she didn't expect Empress Dowager Ji to be very pleasant.

Later, she knew that she was about to face the sinister situation, because of the advice of the traitorous eunuch, Empress Dowager Ji actually agreed to include her in the selection range, and she was very likely to become the harem of Emperor Guangzong.

It is better to die than to commit to the enemy.

After learning the "verdict", Concubine He already had the will to die, but she was unwilling in the end, unwilling that even if she died, she could not save her father and ancestor from the catastrophe, and maybe because of her death, her relatives and elders would suffer more cruel disasters.

It was the queen who dissuaded her.

Back then, it was Queen Wang who stood under this plane tree, rejecting others to persuade her not to be impulsive.

- The Queen Mother will include you in the selection range, although there is the instigation of the traitorous eunuch, but also really regret that you were frustrated because of your grandfather's wrongdoing, and now your grandfather's guilt has not been decided, the traitor is bent on letting you enter the palace through the selection, in case you act impulsively, you will undoubtedly use this as a handle to punish your father and ancestors, the Queen Mother is well-intentioned, in order to let your grandfather win a glimmer of life.

I secretly communicated with your mother through the news, and I know that you resent the emperor and would rather die than commit to him...... Don't be impatient, I'll find a way to not let you be selected into the harem, just ...... It is inevitable to wronged you......

The crown prince and concubine, as far as they were concerned, were really clear.

The prince is not like his father, he is a benevolent gentleman, and can tolerate her arrogance and disrespect, the prince also knows that her grandfather was framed by a traitor, and he is gentle and reassuring, he said that right and wrong will not be long in heresy, and temporary grievances will come to light one day.

In such difficult years, thanks to the queen and the crown prince, she was able to endure and move forward step by step, and finally looked forward to the punishment of the traitor, her grandfather was released from prison, and her father finally returned to the capital from the bitter cold.

All the calamities were passed over safely.

She is grateful to the prince, but also admires the prince, and finally compromised with fate and is willing to be a concubine, she understands that the prince's pet can never belong only to herself, she also wants to restrain her edge, but she still can't completely wear out her sharpness.

Yao is not the crux of the problem between them, at most it is the fuse.

After all, she can't become unrecognizable because of gratitude and love, become another person, compete for favor, and exhaust her wit.

Twist yourself to win

It's a little long, and that kind of love is too humble.

The counterpart to humility is often despicable, and concubines can't accept that they have become the type they have always despised.

What kind of life do you want? In fact, the concubine has always felt in a trance, her grandfather's ambition was to hang the pot to help the world, but fate did not give her grandfather the opportunity to achieve his ambitions, her father and uncles did not inherit her grandfather's interests, only she, since she was a child, she loved to read medical books, and easily learned from her grandfather to auscultate the pulse, identify acupuncture points, her talent made her grandfather breathtaking, and then sighed: "It's a pity that it's not a man." ”

It's a daughter's body, so she can't have the ambition to study medicine, fate doesn't give her any chance to choose, if the family has not encountered a flying disaster, what is waiting for her is only to marry someone, to raise children under the in-laws, and to spend her youth a little by little, she didn't even hope to get a heart, so she ushered in the beginning of chaos and abandonment, when the marriage was destroyed, when she understood that there was only one way to enter the inner court, and the days may only be left for her to pass.

The reason why she is stubborn and unwilling to lose herself is only because she wants to preserve some value in her life.

may have never been vain, so when she became more and more estranged from the prince, she actually had no resentment.

It's not that she wants to quarrel and want to disobey the holy will, what she wants to maintain from beginning to end is only herself, she doesn't want to do things against her heart and say things against her heart, sometimes she is even glad that she is now in the inner court, glad that fate has made her a concubine, glad that she has the ability to get rid of strife and spend the day quietly, sometimes she thinks that if she just marries an ordinary person, maybe life is not as comfortable as it is now.

Fortunately, she has a son.

Fortunately, her child is a prince and not a princess, this world is more impermanent and more difficult for women, and the concubine does not want her children to be forced by fate, life can not be as you like, although the princess is a golden branch and jade leaf, but the etiquette and restraint are stricter than ordinary ladies, and whether it is etiquette or secular treatment of men, it is always much more tolerant.

Gorou is growing up, but the heart of the concubine is sinking little by little.

She often came to Cining Palace, and the Queen Mother's summons would not make her feel the slightest pressure, but the Queen Mother never saw her come here to listen to Fengyi's decree.

That's why the concubine was so worried at this time, she stood under the plane tree, and even had the urge to turn away.

But fate had long told her that it was useless to escape, that this was a battle she had to face, and that battle had to be won.

Because this is related to Gorou's life, as a mother, her only wish is to let her children win more arbitrariness, she disdains wealth and power, because these can only become the shackles that bind Gorou, she gives up these, she just wants her children to win happiness, for seventeen years, she has done everything to give Gorou warmth and casualness, she sees her children become upright and indifferent people, so she will never allow anyone to deprive Gorou of his freedom.

Gorou can live a happy life, this is what she wishes as a mother.

"Niangniang, the emperor and the queen mother invite Niangniang to enter."

Hearing the reminder of the palace people, and the concubine finally retracted her wandering thoughts, her steps were heavy, stepping on the yellow ground under the green shade, climbing the stairs, stepping into the hall, saluting, greeting, thanking and sitting, and the concubine mechanically completed this set of cutscenes, she kept lowering her eyebrows until she needed to respond.

She raised her eyes and looked at the Queen Mother and Emperor Hongfu on the side.

She got up and knelt on her knees: "The queen mother forgives the concubine and can't obey Yi's order." ”

There was silence in the hall, not only Emperor Hongfu immediately frowned, but even the king

The Queen Mother's expression was also solemn, but the concubine maintained a kneeling posture unyieldingly, she was not in a hurry to state her reasons, but she declared her resoluteness with such a posture.

"Ting, you don't have to be willful." It was Emperor Hongfu who was warning, but there was a sigh in this warning, not so severe, but too much helplessness and anxiety, he didn't know why He Concubine would disobey his ideas in everything, and he didn't know why He Concubine became more and more stubborn, he actually missed the woman who was willing to share his worries and difficulties, the frank and reasonable partner. The queen mother said that the concubine has not changed, but in his opinion, it is not the case, the concubine has changed, she is too self-conscious, and she no longer wants to think about him, and the concubine was not like this before, Emperor Hongfu blurted out the word "Ting", this is the boudoir word of the concubine, he even wants to plead with the woman in front of him, really can't go back to the time of "Ting" and "Chengdi"?

Yes, Cheng Di is his cousin, but no one seems to have ever used these two words to refer to him, only Qi Ting, he authorized her to call his cousin, and she dared to call him like this.

But it's been a long, long time, from His Royal Highness to the Emperor, even Lian Ting didn't call his cousin anymore.

Is it because of Yao's? The woman he had actually forgotten her looks for? He listened to all of Ting's proposals, demoted Yao's to the military office, never gave Yao's any title, and publicized that although Yao's family was San Lang's biological mother, his sin was unforgivable, he was reluctant but still satisfied Ting's wishes, but why did she still become alienated and cold, and she was still complaining about his credulity for many years.

Even if they have the common flesh and blood of Goro, they still can't go back to the beginning.

"The concubine also asks the emperor to take back her fate."

Still such a firm refusal, the cold eyebrows and eyes were as good as her tone.

"You, you must be like this......" Emperor Hongfu also seemed to be extremely difficult to note the words and deeds of the concubine, he raised his hand to support his forehead, and sighed: "Even if you still have a grudge against me, but this matter really does not allow you to be willful, I have already decided to marry Wulang to marry the daughter of the Duke of Jin......"

"Your Majesty, how dare the concubine complain against the emperor? But the concubine, as Goro's biological mother, really can't see it...... The concubine's only wish in this life is to just hope that Gorou can be happy for a lifetime, so does the emperor have to put Gorou in danger? Unless the emperor gives the concubine body to death, the concubine body will never obey her fate. ”

"Why is this why I'm trying to put Gorou in danger?" Emperor Hongfu took the case, and finally he was furious.

He is actually not an irritable and irritable temperament, but the concubine can always succeed in provoking his anger, he almost wants to drag the concubine from the ground, and ask her why she is so stubborn and willful, but the residual reason is that the emperor has not forgotten that it is in Cining Palace, he can't be so out of shape in front of the queen mother, he wandered in front of the concubine again and again, like a defense and like talking to himself: "Although Wulang has not reached the crown, Erlang, Sanlang, and Shiro have all married concubines when they are his age, and the daughter of the Dong family is from a noble background and has a good appearance, Princess Gorou is a good marriage, and even the queen mother agrees with this marriage, how dare you say it, how dare you say that I put Gorou in danger?! You're making a fuss! You are Gorou's biological mother, and you are so ...... in his life's affairs Ting, I can follow you in everything, only this one, Princess Zi has been selected as the concubine of the Duke of Jin......"

"The holy will is decided, and the concubine will die."

Emperor Hongfu: !!

"The queen mother, and the concubine she is, and the concubine she is this...... The son is incompetent, and he hopes that the queen mother can preside over justice. The angry Emperor Hongfu turned to the Queen Mother.

The Queen Mother held her forehead: "You two are really a pair of enemies!" ”