21. Pity her as her life, but it is not her
It is rumored in the palace that after the emperor left, Xia Nuanyan stayed alone in the Mingchun Palace for a long time, a long time, a long time, when the palace E hurriedly cleaned in the morning, she sat in the palace and did not say a word, when the palace E sent food to the queen's palace at noon, she sat on the threshold, the red clothes were drifting, and at night the palace was in charge of the lamp, and when the lamp of the Mingchun Palace was raised, the bright yellow light was reflected on Xia Nuanyan's red skirt, mottled and blurred, Xia Nuanyan rushed to the palace and said something inexplicably, "In the past seventeen years, I have lived like this, and I am used to it, How do I bow down to you? ”
Thinking of this scene, Gong E, who was in charge of the lamp, was still puzzled, she said, "In the dark night, Princess Zhuang is clearly down, and her eyes are inlaid with crystal liquid, and under the light, they are bright and shining. ”
Having said that, later, one spread ten, ten spread hundreds, word of mouth, and it became that day, in the Mingchun Palace, the emperor severely reprimanded Xia Nuanyan for refusing to say anything about Wangyue entering the Zhuang Palace.
In fact, that night, Xia Nuanyan did not cry, and the emperor did not mention the matter of looking at the moon.
Nowadays, in the middle of May, the sun is shining and brilliant, Xia Nuanyan has been silent since she came back from the palace, or she locks herself in her room, reading the books that the saints require of good wives, and every time she sees magnanimity, asking for children for her husband to marry a concubine, etc., she sighs for a long time, and her loneliness seeps deeply.
At the time of the meeting, Mr. also said that the Chu State has always advocated the superiority of men and the inferiority of women, and women should take their husbands as the key link, thinking of this, Xia Nuanyan smiled disdainfully, taking the husband as the key link, it has never been her life.
Xia Nuanyan packed up the book, put it in the box, and called Qiannan, "Qiannan, help me dispose of these books, I won't read them again." ”
"Do you really want it?" Qian Nan recognized that these books were all carefully obtained by the princess a few days ago, and now they are discarded like grass, and they will inevitably become too fast.
"Don't do it, if you look at it any longer, I'll leave it to you, I'll go out for a walk, stay in the room, it's almost moldy." Xia Nuanyan stretched her waist, and without waiting for Qiannan to say anything, she had already moved out of the room.
The street is densely populated, the sellers are shouting, it's not lively, Xia Nuanyan stands in the crowd, it is often the most eye-catching one, of course, in addition to her appearance, it is her clothes, big red clothes, giving people the feeling that they are always wanton.
Xia Nuanyan was walking under a teahouse, and was about to raise her feet to enter, when she heard a squeak, and before she could look up, the huge plaque of the teahouse had been pressed down on her, and she didn't have time to react.
However, there was no expected pain, she only felt that it was accompanied by a heavy **, and she was pushed to the ground and protected on her chest.
Xia Nuanyan opened her eyes tremblingly, Jun Shinuo's familiar face was close at hand, her eyebrows were slightly wrinkled, and she was still so handsome.
Seeing Xia and Nuanyan in a daze, Jun Shinuo's brows furrowed even deeper, shaking her shoulders, "Are you okay?" ”
"Oh, it's okay, it's okay, lord, why are you here."
"I'm not here, maybe, you're dead, and you don't know how to look carefully when you walk."
Jun Shinuo's complaining tone blocked what Xia Nuanyan wanted to say, are you following me? In other words, "Then I have to thank you for saving my life." ”
"Childe, are you alright?" There were many people around the teahouse at once, and the shopkeeper ran out, seeing Jun Shinuo and Xia Nuanyan dressed extraordinarily, they were scared and asked in horror.
Xia Nuanyan realized that it turned out that the heavy plaque had pressed Jun Shinuo's feet, although he did not show any pain, the heavy ** sound at the beginning was already the first reaction.
"Shopkeeper, you don't have to be in a hurry, she's fine, my little pain is nothing, pay attention in the future, this will kill you." Jun Shinuo comforted the shopkeeper.
"How is it possible, this plaque is renewed once a year, and it is very strong." The shopkeeper muttered to himself, and Jun Shinuo unconsciously glanced at the plaque again.
Everyone moved away the plaque, Xia Nuanyan helped Jun Shinuo sit up, and the people dispersed.
Xia Nuanyan carefully took off Jun Shinuo's boots, and there was a large black and purple patch oozing on her snow-white skin, she raised her head and asked softly, "It hurts, right?" ”
"It's okay, just go back and get some medicine."
Xia Nuanyan's fingers touched Jun Shinuo's foot, a small wound that was concave, her eyes were condensed, her feelings were mixed, and she wanted to speak.
Jun Shinuo pointed to the wound and muttered, "Do you know, at the beginning, there was black and purple blood flowing here, it was bitten by a very poisonous snake, it was Mochizuki, a mouthful of blood helped me suck it out, although I said, even if there was no Mochizuki, I would not die, but, at that moment, I can't forget her, a little girl who is only a teenager, lives in the heart of a line of life and death, I swear, I will treat her well in the future, and never allow her to suffer the slightest grievance." ”
Jun Shinuo's eyes, deep eyes, revealing endless tenderness, and a trace of happiness, these are what Xia Nuanyan has never seen, it turns out that in Jun Shinuo's heart, there is still the softest place, and in this place, someone has already replaced himself and settled in.
Xia Nuanyan stared, Jun Shinuo's promises, like a spring breeze, softened her heart, but like a needle drill, piercing her heart, she asked carefully, "Lord Wang, if one day, you find that Yan Wangyue is not the person you want to love, what should I do?" ”
"Nuan Yan, you don't understand, you won't understand, in the past seven years, I have been thinking about it day and night, and I just want to be better off at the moon, so I also understand that I am not only kind to her, but also affectionate, I know very clearly, in my heart, Mochizuki is my life."
"Yes, there's more to it!" Xia Nuanyan retracted her gaze, some words choked in her throat, not that she couldn't say it, but she didn't want to say it, once she said it, it would be difficult to recover, if she said that she was the little girl back then, if Jun Shinuo believed it, he was more affectionate than Yan Wangyue, then, for himself, there was only kindness, if he didn't believe it, then he would become a vicious woman with bad intentions and rumors, so that in Jun Shinuo's heart, she Xia Nuanyan was really, nothing.
No matter how you calculate it, you are inferior to Mochizuki.
Jun Shinuo put on his boots and twisted his ankle, "Don't mention this matter when you go back, it will cause another commotion." ”
"Are you afraid of talking about Mochizuki?"
"You women's hearts are so narrow, whatever you do, you have to turn a few turns to others."
Xia Nuanyan didn't speak, helped Jun Shinuo back, and touched Qingfeng, "Lord Wang, what's wrong with you, what's going on?" ”
"It's okay, you go over there and have a look." Jun Shinuo pointed to the teahouse, concise and to the point, but Qingfeng immediately understood what he meant, their tacit understanding, in Xia Nuanyan's view, is an intimate behavior, their hearts, fit, make Xia Nuanyan feel inexplicable.