346 The resentment of the heart
Even though Zhu Youzhu had already expected this possibility, but at this moment, when he heard her say this with his own ears, and said it so directly, he still had a temporary loss of consciousness.
He had asked her tentatively once before, and it happened to be in this pavilion too.
At that time, she replied - yes, not enough to stump her.
This sentence has been recalled repeatedly by him for the past year.
Regardless of the truth, she was obviously reluctant to say more to him, and she did not want to mention those past events again. Therefore, he has never had the idea of asking questions again.
At least, he'd always thought it wasn't time to ask.
But now, this statement made him suddenly realize that he was thinking wrong—ridiculously wrong.
How stupid and self-righteous he is to think that she is carrying those heavy pasts, and her heart will really be as relaxed and free as it seems on the surface.
Even if the bad memories of weekdays are only shrunk in her heart, they must always be there.
"Can you tell me about it?"
Zhu Youzhu looked at the girl's calm face, and there was a trace of imperceptible anxiety in his voice.
He is a person who has never even been very curious in his life.
Now, he wanted her to speak, not for anything else, but for one point—he didn't know what she was saying in her heart, and now that he knew, he couldn't sit idly by.
Those words, hidden in the bottom of her heart, are destined to be impossible to say to outsiders, if you can't talk to him again, you will really have to hold it in your heart for another life.
At this moment, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince had no "calculation" in his heart, and he didn't have time to think about how he would deal with himself after she said it - he only thought about it, let her say it earlier, and don't suffer this heaviness and grievance alone.
Zhang Meishou still looked outside the pavilion: "If I say it's narrow-minded, it's at most the boring and trivial grievances in my daughter's heart." It's to take it out and talk about it.,I don't necessarily understand the temperament and vision like Childe.,I'm afraid that I'll think I'm too troubled.,I don't know how satisfied——"
Zhu Youzhu was silent for a moment when he heard this.
He could hear that there was no sarcasm in the little queen's words, but she really thought so.
The fact that the little queen has hidden so many things on her mind, and these things that she has not been able to let go of so far, can be seen as having a great impact on her—but even so, she classifies them as "the uninteresting grievances of her daughter's family".
In helplessness, there is no lack of understanding.
Where is this narrow-minded?
The extreme of open-mindedness and generosity——
The thing that can make such a reasonable person "hold a grudge" now, even if he has not heard it, dares to conclude that he must be very wrong.
Besides, even if he was right, it was already a thousand mistakes that had made her so sad and resentful.
Where did Zhang Meishou know, she hadn't said a word yet, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince had already condemned herself in her heart, and no one would want to wash him away.
"If you don't want to talk about it, I shouldn't be a strong man. Can...... Just try to speak, and I will understand. Zhu Youjiao, who was full of guilt, persuaded a little clumsily.
Zhang Meishou couldn't help but look back at him, but saw that his face was full of seriousness, and his eyes seemed to be full of "guarantee" - to ensure that he could understand.
Not to mention, this look appeared on the face of this boy who was pleasing to the eye but not childish, and there was no sense of disobedience, and there was still some ...... Hell cute.
This superficial world is really deceitful.
Zhang Meishou silently sighed in his heart, looked at him and said, "When did I say I didn't want to talk about it?" I just said that, but I just wanted to tell Childe - even if you don't understand and misinterpret me, I still have to say it today. ”
If she didn't want to say it, she wouldn't have made such a head, and while she didn't want to say it, she had to tell the other party that "you must not understand it", isn't this obviously wanting to be questioned?
If she didn't say it, she wouldn't say a word, which saved a lot of trouble.
In the end, what should be said today and what should not be said have been said, such an opportunity, if it is missed, I am afraid that it will be difficult to have a better opportunity in the future - she will treat it as a ...... today I saw him in the underworld!
And all the words that I planned to say to him on the road to Huangquan in my previous life were all happy.
"......" Zhu Youzhu was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but laugh in his heart.
How did he forget that the little queen always spoke and did things neatly and crisply at first.
At first, he pointed to the sentence in her previous life - "Your Majesty is really disturbing".
Only after that, there were many constraints in the palace, and she finally put away her original temperament.
He once felt guilty and sorry for this, just like that, she has been smoothed out, but now it seems that she has never really been smoothed.
It's extremely rare.
His Royal Highness the Crown Prince was inexplicably happy.
"Just say it."
"If you really talk about it, it's too much, I'm afraid I won't be able to finish it for three days and three nights." Zhang Meishou said to himself: "I'll only pick a few things that I think are more important." ”
Zhu Youzhu nodded, making a deaf demeanor, but he was quite surprised in his heart.
How many mistakes did he make?
That's it...... Let's talk about the important things first, and the rest of the "three days and three nights can't be finished", he can always ask little by little in the future.
Before Zhang Meishou spoke, he subconsciously glanced left and right.
"Don't worry, Qing Yu will stay not far away." Zhu Youzhu said in time.
Although he clearly waved the banner of asking Qing Yu to pick up the book, presumably Qing Yu should not even be unable to understand such simple words.
If you really don't understand it, it doesn't matter......
Yu guards also stayed in the shadows.
"I want to ask Childe, you are so inconsistent with what you see, pulling me to play with you, have you ever asked me if I would like to?" Zhang Meishou asked bluntly.
Acting?
Zhu Youzhu didn't understand for a while.
He, what kind of drama did he do?
But when he asked this, he was undoubtedly extremely unbeatable, and maybe it would make the little queen angry, so he should continue to listen to it first......
"Why do you want me to raise someone else's child?" She asked more and more directly, as if this was the only way to vent.
Zhu Youzhu understood this time.
"If you are worried about the problem of heirs, just choose concubines, even if there are ten hundred, I will not say anything—if I have more than half a sentence on this, they say that I am jealous, and I admit it, but where am I jealous?"
At that time, some people even compared her to Concubine Ning in public above the early dynasty!
Oh my God, is this human talk?
Although she is not smart, she is obviously generous and decent, and she thinks about the royal family everywhere!
And Concubine Ning was born with a mediocre appearance, a vicious mind, and countless harms, which point inside and outside is similar to her, a beautiful and kind-hearted queen?
Besides, the former emperor really loved Ning Guifei, and what she got was afraid that it would not be as good as Ning Guifei.
She couldn't hold her breath at that time, and she was so angry that she cried all night.
The next day, she quietly sent someone out of the palace to beat the imperial historian who did not distinguish between right and wrong.
He shouldn't have suffered this nest in vain!
But the development of events is never as expected-
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