Chapter 235 Thoughts
() "When, I'll take a look too, Sister Xuan'er, you will dress up more beautifully."
Zilan's eyes rolled and she had a bad idea.
Zhao Xuan'er was puzzled for a while, and asked inexplicably: "Ah, it's not looking at me, what am I trying to do." ”
I couldn't help frowning.
"Let's see if he is a decent gentleman, if I see you dressed beautifully, I can't take my eyes off, no matter how good my family background is, I can't ask for it, greedy and lustful is not a good person."
Zilan wants to test it a little, anyway, it's not for them, they can go out to meet guests, observe what the other party's reaction is, whether there is surprise in their eyes or look at it a few more times, etc., and verify it preliminarily.
"Oh, you use me as a touchstone, it's so bad, I don't do it, Sister Hui'er is so good to me, I don't do it."
Zhao Xuan'er instinctively shook her head.
"Hey, it's not that I'm sorry for Hui'er, it's to help her try the good guys and bad guys."
Zilan felt that she had found a good way.
"I don't think your method is useful, the family is well-educated, how can you react in the face."
Zhao Xuan'er hid behind Shuhui and stuck out her tongue at Zilan to make a grimace and laugh at her.
"Silly boy, that's not a good idea, I'll have to investigate, my good baby."
The old lady couldn't laugh either, and hugged her to explore.
"It doesn't work, alas! That's it. ”
Zilan sighed regretfully.
It is still up to the elders to discuss the relationship, and it doesn't matter if the girl says it, Zilan took the two sisters to play in the garden.
"Sister, you see I drew a picture of a golden camellia, but I haven't shown it to you, can you help me take a look?"
Shuhui and Zhao Xuan'er are increasingly fond of painting, and they also think it is very good to cultivate their sentiments and relax their mood.
"Yo! It's a little bit of a charm, it's really good. ”
Zilan saw that Shuhui really painted the beautiful style of the golden camellia, and the painting was quite good and full of charm.
"yes, I'll just say I like her picture the most."
Zilan also smiled and nodded, "It's really good-looking, it's really good, it's a lot of progress." ”
She couldn't help but praise again and again.
Shuhui chuckled, "I just keep insisting because I like it, I still remember what my uncle told me, if I like it, I will always stick to it, if it's good or not, it's okay to hinder others, and if you don't like it, you can not watch it."
Over the years, I have been painting not as good as you, but I don't feel too lost and embarrassed, when I paint, I feel that I have forgotten all my troubles, immersed in it is very happy, and when I paint well, I will be very happy and have a sense of achievement. ”
"My sister is better than me, I have indeed painted a lot less in the past two years, making money has taken up most of my time, and my father has repeatedly said that I am a little too drilling, and now it seems that I am a little too drilling, it is really not good, I can't compare to my sister's pure concentration."
Seeing that Shuhui had made great progress, Zilan also examined herself, whether she was worrying too much and drilling too much.
"You are filial to your uncle and aunt, how can you be a drill camp, but as a sister, I also hope that you can be more relaxed, you have been too tired over the years."
Shuhui looked at her and persuaded her quite distressedly.
"You're right, this is not a good marriage, and the property in the clan has also been recovered, but my brother is not at home, so I worry about it regularly, and I have a lot of time to play with you."
Zilan stretched out her hands and felt that she should relax a little, look at her favorite books, mix incense and paint, and live a relaxed life for a girl in the boudoir, and it was only these two or three years of happy time, and there was no such a good day of being idle and not worrying about getting married.
"Yes, come on, let's paint, paint portraits, let's draw each other."
"Okay, why didn't I think of that."
Zilan clapped her hands and praised happily.
"That's it, let's draw a few pictures of ourselves as a souvenir."
Shuhui smiled.
"That's it, go get some refreshments, we're going to paint."
Zilan waved her hand and commanded.
"Yes."
The girls hurried to serve the refreshments, and the three sisters set up their sketchpads in the garden, ready to paint.
Putting on the drawing board and picking up the pen, Zilan gradually found that leisurely mind, she has been too busy in the past two years, and she should rest.
"Lan'er, how do you feel about kissing, are you afraid?"
Shuhui asked while pretending not to care.
"I was a little dazed and frightened on the day of the marriage, you also know that I have done a little little thing for the clan over the years, the elders love me and spoil me, and praise me a lot, in fact, it is to say to me that we are good.
But going to Cui's house may not be able to accomplish so many things, because trust is sometimes very important.
Maybe I think more when I'm alone, my mother has been chatting with me for a while, and she sleeps with me in those days at home. It's good slowly, there's always a process. ”
"What you're saying is that I'm a little bit panicked sometimes, and I don't know what I'm thinking. I don't know who to talk to. ”
Shuhui also has some minor troubles.
"But isn't it, I'm like this, once I get married, I'm no longer the baby that my father and brother love and care, I have to carry a lot of things alone, I have to be strong, generous, brave and independent, sometimes I feel a little timid when I think about it, but I believe that the candidates that the elders have found for us are the most suitable.
What we have to do is to give full play to what we have learned, try our best to do our best, it doesn't matter if we can't do it, as long as we live a peaceful and happy life, it is the best reward for our parents and relatives. ”
"You're right, no matter what, life has to go on, it's that I'm thinking too much."
Shuhui listened to Zilan's painting and felt much more comfortable, in the end, she was a tiger girl with a strong personality, but she was just a little dazed for a while after changing her identity.
Zhao Xuan'er concentrated on painting and kept silent, Zilan glanced at Shuhui and made a look.
"Sister Xuan'er, what are you going to do?"
"I'm actually willing to stand on my own, honestly, but I'm just worried that I won't be able to hold it up and not be strong enough.
In fact, I know that the old lady has been helping me find the right one, there are many scholars in this imperial examination, and my grandfather is also worried about me, I know it.
But I also know that the relatives are all on the face of Yang Houfu, and it has nothing to do with whether I am excellent or not, I don't want to repeat my mother's mistakes, and I don't have such great ambitions, so I want to have a yard to live a small life, and have a child in the future, and the life is simple and peaceful. ”
"Sister Xuan'er, your requirements are not high, it seems simple, but in fact it is difficult, the people are all this day, but they also have their suffering."
"Yes, over the years, I have worked hard to learn the housekeeper director, where do I not know the bitterness and suffering outside, it is a great kindness for me to grow up in the Hou Mansion.
As for family affairs, hey! To be honest, I really don't have much confidence, but I can't stand the old lady and my grandfather, and let them worry about me and suffer from it. ”
Zhao Xuan'er has really grown a lot, and she has a clear view of her situation, but she doesn't know how to decide the right way to the future.