Chapter 773: Resentment
Coming out of the Zheng Mansion, Ming Yi couldn't help but sigh that love is really the most fragile. She still remembered that Princess Wanshou had stars shining in her eyes, her face was flushed, and she secretly looked at Zheng Hao. Now, it's a couple at all. But it was originally wishful thinking, but now, it is a matter of course.
Mingyi didn't believe that Zheng Hao hadn't asked the princess for help, he had a deep affection for the Lu family, and he must have tried his best, not only to stay together, but also to save the Lu family's life. He should know that if he showed his love for the Lu clan and went to ask the Holy Lord or the eldest princess, what he would get was definitely not mercy, but misfortune. He knew that the king had already decided, and it would be difficult to turn back, if he didn't ask for it, even if there was gossip, it would only be an ordinary scandal, and if he really asked for it, the Lu family would have no way out.
This much-loved, innocent, and affectionate princess Wanshou will definitely become Zheng Hao's lifeline. I don't know what method he used, whether he moved him with affection or reason, whether he begged with sorrow or threatened with death. These, Mingyi has no way of knowing, Princess Wanshou, Xin'er was still deeply in love with this talented young champion at that time, and it was also the time when she was most eager for love between men and women, what would she think?
Or envy, or jealousy. These two similar emotions can lead to two very different outcomes. If she is just envious, she may beg her father for this infatuated man, although Tang Xuanzong is to point to the family, but after all, he will not bear to refuse his most beloved daughter, and the current situation will not be like this.
The princess either didn't ask for it, or she didn't do her best, I'm afraid she wouldn't want to mention it again in this life. But among them, there must be a trace of jealousy, only a trace is needed, like thick ink into water, which can make the whole pool change color.
The time of Zheng Lu's marriage, and even the news of Lu's pregnancy, may not have been revealed to the princess by Zheng Hao, in order to win the sympathy of this innocent girl, to express his determination.
No matter how innocent the girl is, she is also the daughter of the royal family of the late Tang Dynasty, and she has seen more deceit and life and death since she was a child than an ordinary boudoir woman in her life. The whole world belongs to her family, how can she understand what it means to be loved? I only know that if I am happy, I will marry, and you have no reason to be unwilling.
Mingyi will inevitably think about why Bai Minzhong was able to stop Zheng Hao's marriage with Lu Xiaoniang in time, and why Lu Xiaoniang lost her child and even fell into madness, I am afraid that this Wanshou princess will be unable to escape the blame.
Before and after the wedding, Zheng Hao was imprisoned, under family pressure, and even burdened with the survival of the Zheng family, he had no way to investigate it in detail, and he had to accept his fate in a daze.
But after the dust settled, how could he not think of something that Ming Yi could think of. The gap between the princess and the colt is no longer the awkwardness that children had before, but a bitter hatred that has to be deeply suppressed. And Princess Wanshou gradually saw that the coveted son of Turbidity Shijia was just a mortal.
For Mingyi, this is a good thing. From the perspective of the princess, it is a tragedy to cling to a person who does not love herself, and Xin'er, who has lost the faith in love and is extremely eager for comfort in her heart, will be more dependent on Mingyi.
In this world, there is no one who is innocent. Since Zheng Hao has enjoyed all the benefits brought by the birth of the family, he should know that he has the responsibility to sacrifice for the family, and if he wants to cling to his own love, he can cut off the relationship with the Zheng family and give up fame and fortune when things are out of control. But he couldn't leave the protection of the family at all, and he was a field couple with the Lu family, his hands were born to hold a pen, and he couldn't swallow bad wine in his mouth.
So he was hesitating, giving Xin'er hope again and again, and asking Xin'er for favors for the convenience provided by Xia Huanfeng. Xin'er will think that even if he has an old love, he is not ruthless to her, as long as they get married, the two will be harmonious.
A good couple is natural, and a resentful couple is promoted by both parties.
In this matter, Mingyi had to watch from the sidelines, but grasping Xin'er's friendship and trust was what she valued the most.
Without it, she just grew more and more frightened. Even if she was in a state of betrayal and separation before, she had never been so afraid. At that time, she was only worried about her own future, but as long as she lived, she did not give up hope and was not afraid to start from scratch. Even if there are many enemies, no matter how bad it is, it will only be worth one's life. In this life, she picked it up and earned it, and if she returned it to God, she would not lose it.
But now, she's afraid. She was afraid that Wu Qianping would be eaten alive by those political enemies if she didn't count it. Even if he didn't die, let him lose his current achievements, and return to his nameless original form, she wouldn't be able to see it. The beauty is in the twilight, the hero is white-headed, what he is afraid of is not loss, but death, because of ambition and pride, life is better than death.
When he didn't have true feelings for him in the past, Wu Qianping was omnipotent in Mingyi's eyes. He is a fox with a deep city government and a calculating mechanism, a genius who plays with power, and a mean and ungrateful careerist. He has all kinds of bad things in her eyes, but he always believes that he can do what others cannot.
But now, her feelings for him are getting deeper and deeper, reaching a state that makes her strange and frightened. She once lost herself when she was young and in love, and for Qiu Zhi's pleasure, she worked hard to do a job she didn't like before. But after so many years, her self is becoming clearer and clearer, and it is no longer what it used to be. She knows what she wants, what she loves, what she asks for, and why. Her sobriety and sanity made her feel more secure, but she also disliked herself less and less. Until, fell in love with Wu Qianping.
She has always avoided comparison, and the relationship between Shi Shi and Wu Qianping at the beginning of the time, which is more important. But if you don't talk about your own business, you can't deceive your heart. At the beginning of the time, when she had just arrived in this world, when she was most insecure, she was the redeemer who appeared in front of her. She has relied on it and promised it sincerely, but she has always lacked something, perhaps because of the unsolvable mystery on her body at the beginning of the time, which made her unable to devote herself completely, or perhaps she was destined to be unable to devote herself wholeheartedly from the beginning.
She once asked herself if she had no martial arts at the beginning, would she still love him so much and guard him. She didn't dare to answer at the time, she just thought, isn't martial arts also a part of him? But now, she understood. If this question is replaced, if Wu Qianping has no power, will she continue to be by his side. The answer is so clear, yes, she will, even if she goes to Huangquan together, she will never hesitate.
With such a firm answer, Ming Yi in the past would not believe it, and maybe Wu Qianping would not believe it now, but she knew it herself. When she knew this moment, her chest was hot and her eyes were sour, but she couldn't stop the joy that welled up from the depths of her heart.