127. It's nothing but greed for life and fear of death
In the silence of the night, Jun Shinuo was in the study, playing with the porcelain in his hand, while listening to the breeze talking.
"Lord, in the past few days, the county lord of Xiaoge and the queen have been to Yunlai Temple twice, because they have not revealed their identities, they still haven't seen the princess in the temple, but," Qingfeng paused, and then said, "However, today, the princess met the king of Xiaoyao." ”
Jun Shinuo's hand movement obviously stopped, and continued to spin, "What did they say?" ”
"I don't know, it's just that King Xiaoyao stayed in the temple for a long time, and when he came out, his face was very strange."
"Really?" Jun Shinuo dragged the tail for a long time, he knew very well that Chu Shaoyu was moved by Xia Nuanyan, as for whether he was moved, he was not sure, Chu Shaoyu had suffered too much in his life, and he once looked at Concubine Xiao so sad, he swore that unless he didn't love, once he got on, he would never be merciful, he was afraid that Chu Shaoyu would hurt Xia Nuanyan and break his liver and intestines, and he couldn't tolerate it, Xia Nuanyan had someone else in his heart.
After Xia Nuanyan lived in Yunlai Temple for more than a month, Jun Shinuo finally couldn't hold it back, and went to Yunlai Temple with Qingfeng to take Xia Nuanyan back to the palace.
On this day, there was a slight rain in the sky, and there was no wind in the air, and it was so hot that it seemed to be about to store a thunderstorm and wait for it to fall.
Jun Shinuo faced the monk who came to greet him, and he opened his mouth to identify himself, and he raised a lofty posture, "I am Lord Zhuang, and I came today to take Princess Zhuang back to the house, and Princess Zhuang is Xia Nuan Yanyan, who lived in your temple not long ago. ”
Jun Shinuo said so bluntly, the implication is that Xia Nuanyan sees him, and he has to see him, and if he doesn't see him, he has to see him.
Jun Shinuo is a powerful assistant, and often, this trick is useful, and Xia Nuanyan was quickly invited out.
"Lord Wang, Qingfeng went down first." Xia Nuanyan and Jun Shinuo looked at each other speechlessly, and Qingfeng motioned to the Yahuan family who came with her to retreat with her.
Except for the touch of red on Xia Nuanyan's body, Jun Shinuo didn't feel it at all, the woman with a cold expression in front of him was the Xia Nuanyan he knew in the past, Xia Nuanyan's face, except for a faint melancholy, almost, it was so cold that it was impossible to get close.
Xia Nuanyan stepped forward and saluted Jun Shi Nuofu, "It's really wrong for Nuan Yan to ask the prince to come and pick up Nuan Yan after a tiring journey." ”
Xia Nuan's words, like the set of words they use in the officialdom, whether they say it or not, it is the same, Jun Shinuo frowned, and he was ready for thousands of words, but for a while, he was speechless.
In the end, the sentence squeezed out of his throat was, "Xia Nuanyan, yes, after a few days of quiet here, it will become indifferent, if you let people live here for a few more days, isn't it, when the time comes, you will have nothing to distract from?" ”
"Indifferent, isn't this all taught to me by the prince, my little fur, if you want to compare it with the prince, it is nothing."
The corners of Jun Shinuo's mouth inadvertently raised an arc, Xia Nuanyan's mouth still hasn't changed, she, still like the original, has sharp teeth, and only such Xia Nuanyan can arouse those complicated hatreds in his heart.
Xia Nuanyan rolled her bright eyes, and her smile was very faint, "Jun Shinuo, these days, I have also thought a lot, you treat me like this, just to seek justice for Yan Wangyue, then why don't you directly take my life, isn't this more direct than any form, to vent your anger?" ”
"You're wrong, you can't die, Yu Shao, you can't yet." Jun Shidu looked at Xia Nuanyan directly, with a smile, demonic like fire. Anyone who comes into contact with it will shudder, however, Xia Nuanyan has long been immune to this, or rather, she has already learned not to show her expression on her face.
"Why, it's just a thin life, on Huainan Mountain, if the prince wants to take it, it's easier than pinching an ant to death, and if you do that, you can still establish authority, why not do it?"
Jun Shinuo looked at Xia Nuanyan indifferently, his deep-set eyes narrowed into a slit, "Xia Nuanyan, do you know how the spring silkworm died, it was a cocoon and bound itself, until it died, it suffered from colic, until it died, that is the fastest feeling, I won't let you die, I want to see you, little by little suffering, you can't survive, you can't die, I will let you understand that sometimes, life is more sad than death." ”
Xia Nuanyan trembled slightly, this time, she smiled very clearly and clearly, and her smile was both true and real, sometimes, life is more sad than death, these words, Yan Wangyue also told her, and suddenly remembered, as if, it was a long, long time ago, to her mind, when it was, she really, really, can't remember.
Xia Nuanyan smiled, saying that Mochiyue and Jun Shinuo didn't understand, death, in fact, is not uncomfortable at all, life, more uncomfortable than death, these words, in fact, are said by those who love life, life is so short, people, love life, it is a matter of course, but if you are afraid of death because of love, it will be too sad.
Jun Shinuo was surprised, "You, what are you laughing at?" ”
"I'm laughing at the prince for being afraid of death, is it okay?" Xia Nuanyan smiled arbitrarily, raised her eyebrows and looked at Jun Shinuo, "Once a person turns into an embryo of loess, there is nothing difficult or uncomfortable to speak of, so the real fear of death should not be the person, but those who are afraid of losing you, the kind of panic that is afraid of losing your loved ones, the prince is afraid of death like this, isn't it, in your life, you can't find anyone who really cares about you?" When the last sentence was spoken, Xia Nuanyan smiled charmingly.
Of course, Xia Nuanyan's words did hit Jun Shinuo's heart, death itself is not a terrible thing, what is terrible is that there is a desolate corner of life due to the lack of some people, in that corner, there are some warmth that he dare not touch, the dream about the girl is the warmest place in Jun Shinuo's heart, but, without saying anything, Mochizuki, that corner, he didn't even dare to touch, he didn't dare to touch.
Jun Shinuo glanced at Xia Nuanyan fiercely, "Xia Nuanyan, you are ruthless!" ”
"Alright, let's go back." Xia Nuanyan put away her gaze and said lightly to Jun Shinuo, as if the person who was arguing with Jun Shinuo just now was not her, in fact, Xia Nuanyan just wanted to say that death is for the dead, breaking off the red dust and vulgar thoughts, and leaving it to the people who are alive is infinite deep thought and pain, and she, in fact, doesn't mind at all, leaving a trace of pain for Xia Ye or whom.
However, there were some words, Xia Nuanyan still didn't say them, Nuanyan felt that in front of the gods and Buddhas, talking about life and death was disrespectful to life and death, such an unkind thing, if it wasn't for Jun Shinuo, maybe she wouldn't be able to do it.