85. Fear of regret owing yourself

In the night after the rain. The wind comes with moisture. Blowing people is also extraordinarily spiritual. Jun Shinuo sent Xia Nuanyan back to the room. Standing outside her door. A sentence slipped out of his mouth, intentionally or unintentionally." Nuan Yan. Fortunately. I'm not a jealous person. I'm discovering more and more. You're a genius."

"Actually. There is no such thing as talent. Rhythm is this thing. I've been studying seriously for a while. Maybe. It's not good to be sensitive." Xia Nuanyan was silent for a long time. Raised his eyes and looked at Jun Shinuo seriously. It's a bit of a tact.

Jun Shinuo chuckled in his heart. before I remembered. Just now in the palace. Xia Nuanyan said. Because someone said it. I like this thing. She just learned. Original. It's about currying favor with someone. Presumably. The man. in her heart. There is no substitute for it.

"Why don't you ask me. Why do you want to learn that?"

"You said it. Because of one person. The man. I don't know either. It's a vain question to ask."

"It's you." Xia Nuanyan interrupted Jun Shinuo's words. Jun Shinuo looked at Xia Nuanyan in astonishment. A suspicious face. Xia Nuanyan smiled softly. The prince has not forgotten. Once, when receiving the Yasukuni envoy. You've said it. I usually like to learn music and rhythm. Do you also love music? Because of this sentence. I started from scratch. I studied for a long time. Hard work pays off."

"It's not. Nuan Yan. That one. I am." Jun Shinuo was confused for a while. I don't know where to start.

The two were silent for a moment. Xia Nuanyan said in a sand voice. Rajah. You don't think. I'm so true to you. But you will be a burden to me. Will heaven and earth be resentful?"

"Heaven and earth are resentful. You're taking yourself too seriously." Jun Shinuo's eyebrows shrank. It's hard to guess what's going on in his heart." This thing. It's just wishful thinking. If you impose your volition on my head. For me. It's too wrong."

Jun Shinuo finished speaking. Hurriedly turned around. He felt. If you don't want to take care of the loss. You can only run away.

Jun Shinuo lying on the bed. Tossing and turning. The moonlight outside the window is exceptionally bright and bright. It's like Xia Nuanyan's heart for him. The more and more obvious. This is suddenly obvious. Caught him off guard. Especially just now. Xia Nuanyan said the words after he turned around. So gracious. He asked himself. I can't afford it.

Xia Nuanyan said. Jun Shinuo. I'm so scared one day. I will regret it. A lifetime is so short. Take care of you too much. But I owe myself so much."

A lifetime is so short. I owe myself too much. Eventually. It's going to be regretted. Xia Nuanyan said so frankly. She was afraid. I owe myself too much. But. Jun Shinuo can't give it. She wants it for the rest of her life. He knows. He can't give it. It's true. Can't give it. Because. He hadn't thought about it. Will give Xia Nuanyan what she wants. Lifetime.

Jun Shinuo just wanted to say. In fact. He doesn't like music. Remember a few years ago. The Yasukuni envoy suddenly asked him a lot of personal questions. One of them is a usual preference. Jun Shinuo thought of Chu Shaoyu, who loved music and rhythm. It was very impatient and perfunctory. He didn't expect that. A lie of their own. He became a genius.

Something is wrong. You know you're wrong. But he could no longer bear to correct it. Although Xia Nuanyan mistakenly voted for Jun Shinuo's favor. Jun Shinuo is clear. She's right. But. Woman in love. Why is it here for him?

Xia Nuanyan woke up. Qian Nan came over with a letter." Princess. I don't know who sent it in the morning. Fauber said. As soon as you open the door, a child will deliver a letter to you."

"Really." Xia Nuanyan smiled lightly. Don't do bad things on weekdays. She's open. Open the letter. There is only one address. A time. Still in the payoff. When you see the payment. Xia Nuanyan's eyebrows were visibly curled. It's Zhao Shiyan. That Chu Yingtian and Jun Shinuo. Also Qiannan commented on him. All very pertinent men. She had already intended to meet him for a while. Didn't expect. Zhao Shiyan was one step ahead of her.

Zhao Shiyan asked Xia Nuanyan to meet in a vacant lot outside the city. Xia Nuanyan came to the appointment alone. Zhao Tong looked not far away. Xia Nuanyan's red clothes fluttered. responded to Zhao Xueling's words. People have mouths the same. They all look so pretty. I've heard Jun Shinuo say it. Princess Zhuang has a good skin. It's a good skin. Naturally, there is an eye-catching appearance. As for whether there is nothing or not. Zhao Gongyan thinks. There is no need to verify it anymore.

"The princess came a little earlier than I thought."

"Does the little marquis think. I'm not coming."

"No. No. Nope." Zhao Shiyan said three no's in a row. Intended to be illustrated. He knows. Xia Nuanyan will definitely come. Just didn't expect it. It's going to come so freely. It came so early.

Xia Nuanyan looked at it. This land is vast. There is nowhere to see it." The little marquis came to me today. What is the main thing?"

Zhao Shiyan touched the back of his head. After a moment, he said apologetically." In fact. It's nothing. Princess Zhuang last night. Embarrass the little sister so much. Ignorance. Can I take advantage of my friendship with Shino. Ask you for personal information. Later. Don't let her be in front of so many people. That's embarrassing. You don't know. Last night. She cried all night."

Xia Nuanyan smiled slightly. It doesn't mean anything else. People greeted her with a smile. She laughed back. It's the most basic courtesy." Little Hou Ye. Your little sister. If not too aggressive. There won't be yesterday's happening. I use it in the way of others. He also treated her body to describe Miss Zhao. The little marquis thinks. Not too much."

"Not excessive. Not excessive. I'll have to tell her to go back." Zhao Shiyan echoed. Xia Nuanyan is a sensible person. Something. Say so. You will know it in your heart. What to do. He felt. Xia Nuanyan's implication is. As long as Zhao Xueling doesn't provoke the crown princess. She and Xia Nuanyan. Or a stranger. Strangers meet strangers. Each has nothing to do.

"That's right. Little Hou Ye. I'll ask you a question too. The Way of the Monarch. Father and son. What do you think. Which is more important?"

Speaking of political affairs. Zhao Shiyan is not ambiguous at all. He smiled gently. Monarchs and ministers are important. Father and son first."

Xia Nuanyan lowered her eyebrows. A good monarch is important. Father and son first. Zhao Shiyan replied tactfully. Both are reluctant. Be a courtier. Since he regards the way of the monarch and the minister as the most important. but as a son. In all things, the Father comes first. It also responds to the way of filial piety. Zhao Shiyan, Zhao Shiyan. You did it on purpose. You know that Xia Nuanyan is asking you. The choice between the monarch and the father and son.

But. Think about it. Xia Nuanyan also understood the answer Zhao Shiyan gave him. Monarchs and ministers are important. Father and son first. The implication is that . At all costs. He's still loyal. But. The Father's word comes first. So. Zhao Tong is not opposed. ZHAO Shiyan. Absolute loyalty.