Chapter 594: No Shame
Conquer the sea, or be conquered by the sea.
In the middle of the sound, Qi Anwan, who was in the fog and almost overturned all her cognition, finally understood something, and said in a daze: "Where it is so easy to make the world peaceful, as long as there are people, the struggle will never stop." ”
Those who are not of my race will have different hearts.
Although this statement is a bit extreme, it can be used to describe the situation at this time, but it is very appropriate.
Who can guarantee that the present peace will be forever?
Qi Anwan fell asleep with endless worries.
As the eldest princess of Fu'an of the Great Jin Dynasty, she has the blood of the Qi royal family in her body, even if she is a little confused, she also understands a truth - since she is supported by the people, she should worry about the people.
Ugly at the end of the day.
The moon hung high in the middle of the night sky, and in the courtyard where Qi Anwan was located, there was a big tree that had grown for decades, which could be described as lush and vibrant.
Looking up closely, the moon seemed to hang on a tree branch, lifted high, and the silver-white moonlight shone on the green leaves, shimmering with a breathtaking and tranquil beauty.
There was a man sitting on a rattan chair under the tree, and the rattan chair swayed gently, and even the shadow reflected on the ground shook gently.
The man was holding a book, but his eyes were far away in the night, and the twinkling starlight merged into a galaxy in her eyes.
At this time, the beauty may be the only one she can enjoy.
……
The next day, the beginning of the day.
After waking up from the dream, Qi Anwan couldn't sleep anymore, so she simply walked out of the house with her long hair scattered and a thin shirt.
On a cold October morning, as soon as he opened the person from inside, Qi Anwan saw a person lying on a rattan chair under a tree.
The man's eyes were gently closed, his chest rose and fell very regularly, his hands were placed between his abdomen in a regular manner, and there was a book that had been turned to the center.
Seeing this scene, Qi Anwan's eyes trembled twice unconsciously, and then immediately looked at the woman who came out behind her, and asked in a low voice: "When did Mrs. Zhao come?" ”
The woman replied: "Last night was ugly. ”
It's been two hours!
Suddenly, Qi Anwan felt as uncomfortable as a cat scratching her, and couldn't help frowning tightly, and whispered, "Why didn't you wake me up last night?" ”
"Madame Zhao didn't mean to disturb the princess." The woman also lowered her voice and explained truthfully: "As soon as Mrs. Zhao came last night, she lay on the rattan chair. ”
Hearing this, Qi Anwan didn't know what to say for a while.
What else could Mrs. Yipin come to her late at night for?
Probably because I read that book and had a lot of doubts, I came regardless of the time.
Even if Qi Anwan didn't have to think about it, she could guess how eager Mrs. Yipin was to know the truth last night, and countless doubts were piled up in her heart, like heavy stones, where could ordinary people endure that kind of torture?
It's just that why they have already arrived at the door, but Mrs. Yipin has temporarily changed her mind?
Qi Anwan couldn't figure it out for a while.
And with her mind, she may not be able to understand Zhao Yueqiu's thoughts for the rest of her life.
After a pause, she turned back to the inner room, took out a thin blanket and carefully covered the person lying on the rattan chair, and halfway her eyes fell on the half-read book, and after hesitating for a long time, she finally restrained her gaze.
Well, no matter what happens, you should always rest and talk about it.
Qi Anwan straightened up and returned to the door to represent another woman: "Today, let the kitchen make some medicinal food to calm the nerves." ”
"Yes." The woman's jaw bowed and immediately responded.
"Did you give me any tranquilizing pills last time?" Qi Anwan asked again.
"Yes." The woman paused, first glanced at the person in front of her strangely, and then asked cautiously, "Does the princess need it?" ”
"Give me two."
Hearing this, the woman directly handed over the white porcelain vase and instructed: "Tranquility pills, generally only need one, no more than two, otherwise it may cause dizziness, princess should use it with caution." ”
"I see."
In the middle of the ring, Qi Anwan clenched the white porcelain vase, the worry in her heart became more and more intense, and she looked at Zhao Yueqiu's direction and was silent for a long time.
Can that person really withstand such a big blow?
……
Zhao Yueqiu used facts to prove to Qi Anwan that as the former head of the Qian family, the daughter of the Zhao family, who had been 'deviant' all her life, was not as fragile as anyone imagined.
At the end of the day, the person lying on the rattan chair woke up slowly.
Sensing that her body was covered with a thin blanket, Zhao Yueqiu opened her eyes, but she immediately clenched the book under her hand to prove that everything last night was not her dream.
Behind him, under the eaves, there was a small table.
On the table were two bowls of medicinal porridge, just as Qi Anwan had ordered.
Hearing the movement under the tree in the courtyard, Qi Anwan quietly re-plugged the stopper of the small porcelain bottle, put the hidden pocket in the long sleeve, and quickly dissolved the two pills in the porridge, and disappeared in an instant.
Finally, the position of the porridge bowl was changed.
After doing all this, it took a long time for the familiar footsteps to come from far and near.
Qi Anwan raised her eyes and saw Zhao Yueqiu sitting calmly opposite her, smoothly putting the book on the table, her eyes were as clear as before, and there was no reluctance between her eyebrows, as if nothing had happened, and no one was eating porridge.
So, after making all the assumptions, Qi Anwan, who thought that Zhao Yueqiu would collapse, was stunned.
After a while, Qi Anwan asked cautiously, "Madam, can you read that book?" ”
As she spoke, her gaze unconsciously shifted to the book on the low table, with a faint uncertainty.
If not, why did this man come late at night last night?
If you see it, how can this person be so calm now?
Soon, swallowing the food in her mouth, Zhao Yueqiu lowered her eyes, nodded her head carelessly, and replied, "Look." ”
Hearing this, Qi Anwan was even more confused.
She couldn't help but ask again: "Don't you think that the plot is very familiar, Madame?" ”
"It's very familiar, indeed." Zhao Yueqiu opened her eyes, glanced at Qi Anwan with an uncertain emotion, and without waiting for the latter to speak, she gently turned the spoon in the bowl while holding it, and said to herself with a little self-deprecation: "Many of them are either I have heard of them, or I have personally experienced them, how can I not be familiar with them." ”
As soon as the words fell, in a daze, Qi Anwan's hand subconsciously let go, and the small spoon fell into the bowl, smashing a small dent.
Compared with her uncalmness, Zhao Yueqiu, who had been deceived for almost a lifetime, calmed down early and did not react much.
No one knows what kind of tangled mental journey Zhao Yueqiu experienced last night, but after a night, those troubles seem to have dissipated together.
Suddenly, Qi Anwan bit her lip lightly and asked in a low voice, "Madame, doesn't there anything you want to ask me?" ”
"If it refers to the contents of the book, then I already know what the princess wants to say." Zhao Yueqiu has been smart since she was a child, how could she not even understand such an obvious hint?
All the secrets are poured into the book.
The true identity of that person...... and the helplessness of that person who can't talk to others, all in the book.
Qi Anwan, who had already prepared for the storm, didn't know why: "...... Why didn't Madame feel angry at all after being deceived? ”
"The old man is gone, and the past will dissipate with the old man, don't say that I'm not angry, just say that I'm angry again, is it possible to dig that person out of the grave and whip the corpse to vent his anger?"
"It doesn't have to be that ruthless." Qi Anwan didn't dare to look directly into Zhao Yueqiu's eyes, and even more eager to find a safe place to hide: "Since the past has been dispersed with the wind, why do you need to trap yourself again." ”
Zhao Yueqiu continued to eat slowly, and there was no abnormality in her expression: "Then why would the princess ask such a question?" ”
“…… I thought Madame would be furious. ”
Qi Anwan said euphemistically: "No matter who it is, after a heinous lie, I am afraid it will be easy to get out of control." ”
"The princess underestimated me." Zhao Yueqiu bent her lips and smiled lightly, "In the past few decades, I haven't seen any big winds and waves, how can I get out of control because of this?" What is written in the book is just a secret that the royal family has hidden for many years. ”
"Madame is not sad?"
"Sad." Zhao Yueqiu didn't lie, and simply said bluntly: "I'm not a saint, of course I'll be sad, but in comparison, I admire your father even more, so those little sadness doesn't seem to be worth mentioning." ”
Qi Anwan opened her mouth: "Will that lady regret it?" ”
Zhao Yueqiu: "What do you regret?" ”
Qi Anwan paused: "I regret loving my father for decades, and I have taken my whole life for a liar." ”
"Why should I regret it?"
Even though there was a dense slight pain in his heart, on the question of 'will he regret it', Zhao Yueqiu could still shake her head without hesitation, not only telling Qi Anwan, but also telling everyone in the world.
"I don't regret it, because the person I love is the most beautiful person in the world, but there is no perfect thing in the world, and things in the world always make people, and the one I love her, for some irresistible reasons, just can't love me."
Speaking of this, Zhao Yueqiu smiled even deeper, and she said to Qi Anwan seriously: "If you have to ask for an answer, I will give it to you, every word is heartfelt, and there is no pretense." ”
Qi Anwan lowered her eyes and used an honorific for the first time: "Madam, in this matter, my father can't help you." ”
Don't marry him.
If it weren't for the olive branch that her mother threw to Mrs. Yipin and gave her fearless hope, how could she be mired in a fruitless quagmire?
In the end, it was the mother who was wrong first.
The mother wanted to use Mrs. Yipin for a while, but Mrs. Yipin willingly let her mother use it for the rest of her life.
Qi Anwan couldn't tell what she felt in her heart.
However, Zhao Yueqiu smiled very calmly: "The princess doesn't have to blame herself, speaking of which, I also want to thank the princess, it was the princess who let me know that it's not that person doesn't love me, but that person can't love me." ”
Although it is a difference of one word, its meaning is very different.
If Qi Changrong was born a genuine man, how could he not be half tempted by Zhao Yueqiu?