A miserable smile appeared on Yin Luo's face. Yes, in everyone's eyes, she just saw Jiang Yi as a tool, or a temporary sustenance. When she became famous, he resolutely abandoned her.

She also thinks that she is a scumbag, and from beginning to end, she never said a word of "I love you" to Jiang Yi, except for when she chased Jiang Yi wildly, she said something against her heart with duplicity.

However, when the police came to the door, Yin Luo realized for the first time that she was so eager for Jiang Yi's existence, even more intense than her admiration, and she didn't know why this feeling came so suddenly and strongly.

"I don't hate him, I'm sorry for him." Yin Luo lowered his eyes, his eyes looked straight at the bright smile, and the deepest part of his heart was filled with layers of guilt and remorse.

If there was another chance, she might not be so bent on going her own way, but unfortunately there is no chance in this world to regret and make amends, especially in the face of a person who has long lost his life.

Jiang Chu thought that it would be impossible for her to hear her confession to her brother from Yin Luo's mouth in her life, who knows, this voice was so sudden and unbelievable to her.

"The poisonous ...... on your body" Yin Luo rolled his eyes, his vision was hazy, and he couldn't see what kind of emotions were contained in his eyes.

"Quit it." Jiang Chu's answer was short and crisp, she didn't want to talk about this in front of her brother, even if it was just a cold tombstone in front of her, she didn't want to.

Yin Luo listened, nodded, and a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, as if he had forgiven his sins. Speaking softly, as if muttering to himself, Yin Luo whispered: "That's good, that's good, it's like this, your brother won't blame me too much." ”

At the mention of Jiang Yi, Jiang Chu's face suddenly became gloomy. Because of Yin Luo, her handsome and considerate brother was frozen in the age of twenty-eight, and even the ashes were extradited from abroad by herself. She hated Yin Luo, hated so much that she wanted her to work hard for Jiang Yi, hated so much that she couldn't wait to peel off her skin and draw blood, and return all the suffering Jiang Yi suffered to her, but when she saw Jiang Yi's secret, she suddenly felt that she couldn't hurt a girl who was buried deep in her heart by her brother, even if she hated.

"Why are you with my brother?" Jiang Chu took the initiative to mention their past, she wanted to know why her brother, who had always had a high vision, would die for Yin Luo.

With Jiang Chu's inquiry, Yin Luo's thoughts seemed to have returned to the night when the rain was pouring down, the man who was waiting for the rain to stop, and the umbrella he stretched out without hesitation. There are also others, they are confined to the kitchen and dining room fighting, but unfortunately, after too long, Yin Luo found that his memory was a little blurry.

"Maybe it's because of the heavy rain that night, which drenched my brain." Yin Luo said slightly, she didn't want to share this beauty, let alone use it to explain anything, so as to reduce her sins.

Seeing that he couldn't say anything, Jiang Chu was no longer obsessed. took out a diary that had been turned yellow from his arms and handed it to Yin Luo, under her puzzled gaze, Jiang Chu slowly said: "This is my brother's notebook, and every frame of the diary in it is a letter to you." ”

Yin Luo looked surprised, her trembling hands slowly stretched out, and her voice trembled as soon as her hand touched the diary.

"I have never been involved in the past, but every day in the future, I will accompany you and write down every bit between us. In this way, when we are old, we can still recall and remember the beauty of the beginning. ”

Jiang Yi once fantasized about the beautiful past with Yin Luo with great affection, but she ruined this beauty with her own hands. Even so, these have been preserved because of Jiang Yi's intentions.

"I think after you see it, you will know how much my brother loved you in the first place." Jiang Chu whispered, and then stuffed the diary into Yin Luo's arms.

Slowly flipping it open, the familiar font came into view, and Yin Luo seemed to see the lively big boy again, wearing an off-white woolen sweater, sitting under the lamp, and carefully recording one stroke at a time.

"Today is the first time we have met, it rains so hard, I am standing alone at the entrance of the lonely mall, distressed because I don't have an umbrella......"

"Today is the one hundred and twenty-third day we have known each other and the first day we have lived together. I furnished a pink room for my dearest Luoluo, I don't know if you like it or not......"

"Today is the 399th day of our acquaintance, I know a secret of Luoluo, say it, I don't know if Luoluo will be angry, but I hope you don't get angry, because I don't care at all......"

It wasn't until this diary that Yin Luo knew that from this moment on, Jiang Yi knew why she came abroad, why no family member would ask about her, and why she chose to be with Jiang Yi.

But even so, Jiang Yi did not break up with her because of this, or his attitude towards her improved, but he was pampered, because Jiang Yi thought that Yin Luo was an injured girl.

"No one wants to be hurt, my sister hurt you, so I'll turn this pain into love and return it to you, okay? Luoluo, I know you love him, but I don't mind, I believe that one day you will find my good, fall in love with me, before that, I beg you not to leave me, don't leave me......"

Yin Luo couldn't cry, and big tears slipped down the corners of his eyes. As Jiang Chu said, until this moment, she didn't know that because of her stupid behavior and the so-called revenge mentality, she had missed a man who loved her so much.

"Why, why do you never say it? Why don't you give me the slightest hint? Yin Luo questioned the stone tablet that couldn't speak, and he was also questioning himself, why the original heart was not moved a little, and why he didn't care about Jiang Yi at all.

Jiang Chu also had mixed feelings in her heart, and took out the diary to Yin Luo, she didn't know if she would do this, right, whether her brother would be happy. But she did it, because her brother couldn't live in a woman's heart all the time without clarity and clarity.

"When you see the end, you'll know why. Yin Luo, you don't know how much I hate you, because of you, I don't have my only brother. But...... But I have to rest assured of this hatred, because you are the woman my brother loves the most, and the woman he has tried his best to protect in his life, and I can't make my brother sad. ”

Jiang Chu's eyes were also filled with tears, I don't know if it was for Jiang Yi's cloud to see the moon, or so that she could calmly say that hatred to Yin Luo at this moment, and let go of the knot in her heart that had been stubborn for so long.

Yin Luo quickly flipped through to the last one, and the handwriting on it was a little messy, not as if it had been written when he was sober. When Yin Luo saw the payment time, she covered her mouth suddenly.

It was the day of the car accident. Jiang Yi drank wine, but while he was still sober, he wrote this letter, which is similar to a suicide note and similar to the text of a confession. There were a few places on it that were wet with water, but if you made a closer look, you could see that they were tears, the handwriting of drops of tears.

Yin Luo didn't know how much courage Jiang Yi used to gamble her feelings for him with her life, but in the end, she failed Jiang Yi. At the moment of the car accident, Jiang Yi should have been very disappointed in himself.

"Baby, I understand you, though I know I might be about to lose you. But if it wakes you up, I think it's worth it. In the future, I will be gone, you have to take good care of yourself, don't always skip meals if you have a bad stomach, winter is coming, remember to drink plenty of hot water and prepare thick clothes. I will accompany you, wherever and in any way, I will accompany you! ”

Yin Luo cried, closed the diary, and hugged it tightly in her arms, as if like this, what she was holding was Jiang Yi, the person who held herself in the palm of her hand.

"This is what I found from my brother's secret base, this place is only known to my brother and me, I'm afraid, he doesn't want you to see this." After a pause, Jiang Chu's voice trembled a little, his eyes were already red, and there was water vapor inside.

calmed down his mood for a while, Jiang Chu continued: "In this world, the last thing I want me to hate you is my brother, and I respect him, so even if I hate you so much, I can let go." But I hope that you will bear the consequences for your big mistakes! ”

Jiang Chu's heart is still not so big after all, the person who took away her brother, even if she won't want that person's life, but she doesn't want her to let it go easily, even if she doesn't hate, she can't help but punish.

Yin Luo was immersed in his own world, always holding his body tightly, refusing to raise his eyes, nor making eye contact with Jiang Chu, only saying "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

I'm sorry, I don't know if it's for Jiang Chu or Jiang Yi, no matter what, it's the two of them who Yin Luo is sorry for.

"It's come to this, I don't want to say more, you're doing it yourself." With that, Jiang Chu turned around and left the place.

Yin Luo stood alone in place for a long time, then squatted down, gently stroked the photo embedded in the stone tablet with his hand, swept his eyebrows, lowered his head and kissed it gently.

"In the first half of my life, you were protecting me, and in the second half of my life, let me protect you and give you repentance and reparation. Jiang Yi, thank you, I love you, this sentence is true. ”

Yin Luo laughed miserably, I'm sorry, it's too late, it's too late, she has no chance to hear Jiang Yi say in a playful word, "You're welcome, good baby".

The policeman walked up to Yin Luo's body and pulled her outside from left to right. When passing by Jiang Chu's side, Yin Luo suddenly stopped his steps.